love.lies.lust.

It's been a few days since i last heard from you.. Or recieved your emails. I wonder how are you doing?

10:43 AM

Hey duuling,

So glad that i got your call!!! You know, ever since you left, my phone didnt leave my side. But quite upset that we didnt say a proper goodbye. Anyway, there's no goodbye for us.. I hope.. haha.

I'm also sorry for not being able to talk to you properly.. The place was too noisy and i didnt want to walk too far cos Ivan was holding on to my plate of food. Urgh, i miss you so much.. I wish i had your shirt or something.. I miss your smell.

Anyway, buibui's been edgy the past few days. Dont know why, he keeps running away from my hand.. But, he always chiong for the food bowl..

Anyway, after my event, went over to Nichols chalet. Haha.. See & Nichols wore the shirt that Lum gave you all. Of cos, since you couldn't be there, i had to represent you. I think we looked quite cute together.. HAHA. Like siblings or something.. Can't imagine if it were you..

Nichols grandma cooked peranakan food.. The buakala was damn shiok. Haha. Oh, they gave Nichols a wedgie until his underwear tore.. TWICE. I took video, you can view it next time..

And there was this cockroach that liked beer.. It kept going into the beer can and all. It was a flying cockroach, and luckily it didnt fly.. Or else Ben Tay and i would have freaked out big time.. Yes, he is damn afraid of cockroaches.. Hahaha.

Than we went to siglap there to eat supper (again) and Louis was very nice.. He sent me home!! :)

Oh! we got Nichols Tennis racket, balls, grip and some shock absorber thingy..

I wonder how dark are you now.

I wish i was there to chase the wallaby with you.. Or to dust off the sand in your hair.

I'm going to sleep now. Can't wait for your next call.
I love you.

your princess,
Nat.

2:01 AM

Hey love,

I got your email! I received your SMS. I even sent you 2 replies and Kng also sent you an sms the same time when i told him i received your msg. Did you get it? I said something about missing your voice and all, and when i come home, i see your email about you trying to call. It makes my heart ache to know that you actually tried to call, but it didn't go through. Isn't it late on your side when you tried to call and email me?

I hope you will never go for so long again next time. I miss you so much. There's not a second that go by that i never think of you.

Did you use your disposable camera to take pictures of the wallaby? I can imagine you getting excited about the wallaby's. I bet they're not as cute as our Buibui. They don't sleep in weird positions.

Today i ate the Famous Hong Lim Bah Kut Teh again.. The weather was so hot, i must be crazy to drink hot bah kut teh soup.. It's so unlike me.. But it was something you would do. It totally reminded me of you.

Work is ok.. Today was not really stressful. Got quite a lot of artwork to chiong and liaising with clients and proposals to finish. But i managed to finish it. I always think of you quietly supporting me like you always do.

Than i went to clark quay for dinner at brewerks for Jon See's birthday. Only Kng, Jerome, Nichols and Bomb from our side came. They were all disturbing me as usual.. -.- Only this time, don't have you to stop them... Or rather, according to Kng, 1 less person to disturb me also..

I don't mind if you disturb me. You're always funny and it will eventually make me laugh like a mad person. I don't mind if you continued to disturb me forever. It would mean, you're gonna make me smile.. forever.

Anyway, Lum's gift for you arrived. It's a shirt that has a print on it that says "Bb" Nichols one says "Nn" and Jon See's "Ss". Haha. They said they're going to wear it tomorrow during Nichols chalet.. Don't mind, i'm gonna wear it before you do.

:D

Ok, i'm going to feed buibui and go to bed now. Don't keep worrying that i'll be stressed at work. Yeah, its stressful, but the people there are very nice.. So it's not so tough.

And does the sand irritate your sinus all? Make sure it doesn't go into your eyes ok? They're so sensitive. And you mentioned that the sand makes you look 20 years older.. But you won't get grey eyebrows when you're 40! More like 30 or 40 years older or sth..

I guess we just gotta wait and see huh? We'll see who's grows the fastest. I doubt mine will be faster cos you remember that day we went to Jeff's place.. i plucked out like 5-6 strands of white hair.. Duuling.. yours starting already!! MUAHAHAHAHAH!

I love you so much. Can't wait for your call again. And it's been a long time since i last heard you call me Princess.

-Nat

11:18 PM

Hey love!!

It's 12.30 over here. I know it's very late and why am i still up right? Well, i met Jasmine for dinner and i just got home not too long ago. Stayed in the office for quite a while to clear up some stuff and i was late in meeting her. i forgot to bring my phone to work today! So careless of me. But it felt quite carefree not to have the phone ringing all day long. Though my clients did call me several times.

Anyway, i bought mascara and eyeliner.. Since my eyeliner dried up and my mascara's my mom's.. =x Not that i want to spend.. It's.... i need it la.. Since you know, my lashes are quite long and i need to enhance it so that i can see buibui better.

My weekend's fully booked man! Birthdays every day.. Friday, Saturday and Sunday! 1 day 1.. With 2 from your side..

Ok, this will be a short entry, cos i am quite tired and i gotta wake up early tomorrow.

Love you!! 21 more days!

12:27 AM

Heyy duuling!!!!!!

I'm so glad to recieve your email! Now you know why i post my e-letters to you in my blog.. Confirm can post and can view. Not like how FB and hotmail someones cock up and cannot post or open the mail..

It's 9pm here, 11pm over there. You must be asleep already. So did you see the stars today? Did you manage to see any kangaroos? I know about the vapour coming out of your mouth and nose. It's damn fun to do! Like, hold your breadth for a while to make it warm than breathe out.. Can see better under light.

It's getting more and more busy over here. :( Miss your voice encouraging me.

I went to Bukit Merah to collect some posters today. Than i went to ikea to grab some stuff, and i saw your friends! Jerome, Nichols and Louis (and 2 of their friends) were there eating hotdogs. I think Nichols ate like 5 or sth. haha! The weather was so hot, i was quite pek cek and i think i looked a bit mad or sth. Than i heard someone shouting my name.. Thought who..

Than i went to find peiwen.. Was supposed to have lunch at ABC but i didnt have time, gotta rush off for my meeting at 2pm.. Which lasted until 4pm. Wah, nearly feel asleep.

So anyway, i went home with Peiwen today. And she bought me Char Siew cos i didnt manage to eat the famous Char Siew that is very nice there. So sweet hor..

I'm meeting Jasmine tomorrow for dinner or sth. Hope I won't have a lot of work to do tmr so i can go off on time.

Today i was listening to some songs, and it all reminded me of you.. I so can't wait for you to come back..

Oh, Peiwen said she wanna work for my company for Halloween. Haha.. Just cos we're gonna be playing with facepaint.. Mad woman.

I'm thinking of the smell that is always on your shirts.. I can remember it, but i can't smell it.. (i can only smell my smelly feet! Hahaha)

I still have not mend my shoes yet! Argh! Can't find the time. I still have to settle some i.Live stuff and all.. Yawns..

Ok, i guess i'll stop here. Must remember to go feed buibui or he'll starve to death. I love you ok? Call me when you can. Everytime i see an unknown number calling me, i get overly excited.. only to find out it's my client. -.-

Love you many many!!! I'll take some pics to show you soon k? Muah!

9:02 PM

Hey.. 我真的好想你。不知道你先在道地在哪里。你是佛想一样在想你。

It's day 2 without you now.. Was uploading some Hell's kitchen into the iTouch. haha. i know i am a bit slow.. the season's finished already. well, i dont really have time to go watch (unlike peiwen). was watching 1 episode on my way to work. and my journey passed rather quickly. :D

Met esther, mel png and peiwen for dinner just now. Although you didnt call, i can just imagine me calling you after i shower to tell you about my meal and what stupid jokes we told each other.

Well, i guess, this is my form of communication now.

Mel brought us to this 'restaurant' at Kovan for dinner. I had Vongole.. It's damn nice! The clams are like overflowing and its salty.. I know i know, i'm not supposed eat to such salty stuff, but i love it!! And we shared some beef pizza.. the beef was alright.. but the mushrooms underneath was AWESOME!! i'm sure you'd love it if you were here.

BTW, my sis got 9/100 for her A math.. =x

Today was so hot.. but i'm sure its not as hot as yours over there. It was killing me.. Had to go for meetings and walk under the hot sun was ridiculous! saw an ang mo sitting on the ground under the wall's shadow while waiting for his gf to shop or something. he looks rather flushed, thought he was going to pass out.. and i thought ang mos love the hot weather??

oh i miss you so much. :( i wonder what you did today.. you came online and left me a FB comment.. You had no idea how it bugs me that i missed it by a few hours.

you mentioned that we're going some place nice for dinner after you come back? i cant wait!! :D

Oh, i'm working on halloween.. we're gonna paint our face and 'scare' the kids at the event or something. quit exciting! maybe i'll become the scary school girl again. remember we saw the bumble bee last year with jas and shawn?

you know, today, i was waiting for the bus and i had this sudden urge to hug you. but of cos i couldn't. so i imagined you standing there, behind me. hugging me from behind like how you always do. smelling my hair and resting your chin on my head. i could feel you.. were you thinking of me then too?

love you, goodnight.. 23 more days!!

11:41 PM

hey duuling,

it's been about 1 day since you left. you have no idea how much i missed you. wonder if you miss me more, or i missed you more. remember to put more lip balm and body lotion. the weather there is so dry, you're gonna be jumping when you drink orange juice on your flight back.

i was so happy to receive your messages last night after you touched down. you couldn't believe how i was smiling to myself with tears in my eyes. we've never been apart for so long.. 1 month apart that is. last time during BMT you were still able to call me, so it wasn't so bad (although i was crying every time you called).

i was overjoyed when you managed to call me just now. i know it won't be often, but it is still good to hear your voice and your childish antics. i loved how your voice 'perked' up when i say 'i love you'. how you describe the beautiful scenery and wished i was there. i wish i was there too. keeping both our feet warm by huddling together. i wish i could teach you how to feed kangaroos.

next time ya?

just now i tried to catch buibui, he ran away from my hand and hid behind the food bowl (it was overturned). like he can ever hide behind it.. he's so fat..

i had KFC for lunch just now, and i thought of you. of how you and your friends who always frequent kallang macs with the free flow drinks. we'd eat until so full and our fingers were always oily. how you'd always change the mash potato to cheese fries for me. everything i did/do, it reminds me of you.

it's 8.30pm here, 10.30pm there. i bet you're asleep. remember to use the blankets and dont kick them away like how you always do at home. you'll catch a cold.

i'll love you forever. :)
24 more days to go!
-Princess

8:19 PM