love.lies.lust.

guess what my sister showed me on youtube.

charlie the unicorn goes to candy moutain!

5:46 PM

xibu ep zpv xbou gspn nf

zft ps op

you'd better push the button and let me know,

before i get the wrong idea and go.

2:37 PM

after dinner my parents brought us to the new AMK shopping centre (which has a cinema and thus, i dont have to run all the way to town just to watch a movie) hoping to buy my sister some new year clothes. end up she just bought a top and i bought another 2 dresses and a black and white checkered top. (and i went shopping ytd with my mom somemore)

and i was starting to feel bad when i remembered that 2128 came out for 1st prize in tonight's 4D!!!! if you havent notice, its the last four numbers in my handphone number as well as the last 4 numbers in both my parent's numbers and my car's number. what are the odds la! and BOTH my parents bought the ticket. ho ho ho. i was thinking since they won lottery, i might get them to pay for my blades and i dont have to fork out the money with my pay. haha! but we'll see how.

omg! sg won msia in soccer. ahahha! its about time.
(they won in penalties cos the 5th malaysian didnt manage to get the ball into the goal)

11:34 PM

ok, so i want to get this car when i'm like wealthy! i want the black and white colour! i just saw it the other day and i immediatly fell in love with it! but since i'm such a poor ass now, i'll go and hunt for the toy version! eh! dont see small small car can bully, the engine is like woah. i want a mini cooper S Cabrio!! -drools.

and i went shopping for CNY clothes with my mom ytd. i bought like 2 dresses, 2 tops and another red top which looks like a corset, but its off shoulder. hawt. then we had oyster mee suah!

and i went to highlight my hair today. light brown highlights. i just hope i dont look ah lian-ish. and i had Macs for lunch.

god, i slept at 3 last night and i woke up at 8. i'm so sleepy, i'm gonna nap now. :D

i'm such a spoilt happy brat! and i'm meeting nic on monday for dinner which adds to my happiness cos i get new storybooks, my muah chee from sham and also to bounce her boobies that i've not bounced in a really really long time. HAHA!

12:48 PM

mikko says i'm very drama. -glares.

am i? haha.

11:28 AM

1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST EX IF YOU COULD?
- never. i dont do exes.

2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- some old white school shirt

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
- its fine by me if they dont mind. haha.

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS LIST?
- uhh. they happened to be like my clique. and i dont hit on my friends.

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
- all of them? cos if they're not on my friends list i dont know them.

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
- ask me in 10 years.

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
- so so.

9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
- haha. been there done that.

10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?
- hmm. my friends bought me a necklace and threw a surprise party at my place?

12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
- 6am?

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT THREE NIGHTS AGO?
- i think i was online chatting.

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
- NO! why would i?!

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?!
- have a tattoo or a navel piercing! NO! how about donating blood on my 18th!

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
- like 1 min ago?

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
- my luck.

18. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS... WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
- donate half of it to the poor. and the other half. SHOPPING SPREE! hahaha!

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
- 3 weeks?

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
- who the fuck is that?

21. DESCRIBE WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
- AHAHHA! y black FOX panties with grees trimmings.

22. LAST THING YOU ATE?
- dinnner

23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
- MARCH!

24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
- i have no idea.

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE??
- erm.. my mom's bra?

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
- lady luck.

27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
- uhh. my friends blogs?

28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
- mikko

29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?
- ha.

30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- anytime.

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
- TEH PENG!

32. HAVE YOU BEEN TO AUSTRALIA?
- yeah

35. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
- i'll be sympathatic. is that how you spell it?

10:05 PM

dad went to some appointment today and thus i got another half day. MUAHAHA. so i came home and started to read and then i fell asleep and i dreamt of nightmares. again. the past 2 nights i had nightmares ok! but this time quite stealth! i was running away (again.) and riding a motorbike! not bad right. but the feeling of being chased and getting caught. its so trumatising la! it was like 3 against 1 and they were like closing in on me. so omg.

and i knew those dreams were an omen.

and believe me when i say, things have been going downhill since i was 13.

9:14 PM

gilbert came down for lunch with me today. and we walked all the way from my office to bugis which is about a 20 min walk! gah! and the bloody weather's so humid and hot la! bought my contacts solution and tried new food. then my dad called and ask me if i wanted a lift home, cos he's going home early today cos he was gonna play badminton. so i decided to stay out. :D

in other words i got another half day. HAHA!

we went to paragon cos mizuno cos there was 50% off but ended up playing the mini air hockey at TRU (which i lost) and then i suggested going to an arcade so i could trash him at the actual one.

hai ya. today just very hot and humid period. wah lao, reached home feeling so sticky. rawr!

11:08 PM

my whole ass is aching. and so are my thighs. its been like almost a year since i last roller-bladed. and guess what, i fell down. twice. DONT LAUGH LA! (mikko would kill me if i typed she fell once cos she tripped over a twig which made me trip over her blades and fall and thus, i shant say.) haha. so anyway, the first time, i tripped over a bloody twig that was the size of my thumb. rawr! scrapped my knee and it bled a little, but i wont die. my palms are a bit swollen now. and i think i kindda scrapped my right ass. zzz. we went from quite a distance behind bedok jetty all the way to a little after Macs and back. its so fun la! my blades broke so i had to rent. i'm gonna demand a new pair of good blades from my parents soon. hee hee!

then we went to Ice-Cube at Gardens for dinner and our over 1 hour of exercise flew away together with the wind. we had some oero ice-cream cake and cheese fries and mango smoothie. hahaha! fat fat fat! all accumulating ard my ass (for which i'll have more cushion to fall on the next time i roller-bade) and my tummy! so unsightly! sobs.

mikko, once i get my new blades, we shld go to ecp often! XD

11:05 AM

i am going roller-blading at ECP with Mikko later. Finally a form of exercise for me! :D just pray i dont fall down.

3:30 PM

watch this! my friend showed me this yesterday and its damn hilarious! and it happened at RK eating house which is located at serangoon gardens! haha!

and i found another one. its super funny!

11:19 PM

for the first time after 16 monts, you made me sigh a breadth of relief and smile.

11:00 PM

Why did Samson love Delilah?

Samson was of the tribe of Dan, from their southern coastal lands adjacent to the Philistine territory (today known as Gaza). He is the first Nazirite specifically mentioned in The Bible (Judges 13:3-5, Numbers 6:1-21), and the last of the judges mentioned in the Book Of Judges, after having led, or judged, (all or part of) Israel for 20 years (Judges 16:31). Delilah was a Philistine woman who lived in the valley of Sorek (Judges 16:4-20), which is runs from near Jerusalem to the Mediterranean Sea south of Joppa (today, Tel Aviv). Together, these two people from opposite sides of warring nations are the subject of one of the most famous stories in Bible History

"Some time later, he fell in love with a woman in the Valley of Sorek whose name was Delilah. The rulers of the Philistines went to her and said, "See if you can lure him into showing you the secret of his great strength and how we can overpower him so we may tie him up and subdue him. Each one of us will give you eleven hundred shekels of silver."

"So Delilah said to Samson, "Tell me the secret of your great strength and how you can be tied up and subdued."

"Samson answered her, "If anyone ties me with seven fresh thongs that have not been dried, I'll become as weak as any other man."

"Then the rulers of the Philistines brought her seven fresh thongs that had not been dried, and she tied him with them. With men hidden in the room, she called to him, "Samson, the Philistines are upon you!" But he snapped the thongs as easily as a piece of string snaps when it comes close to a flame. So the secret of his strength was not discovered."

"Then Delilah said to Samson, "You have made a fool of me; you lied to me. Come now, tell me how you can be tied."

"He said, "If anyone ties me securely with new ropes that have never been used, I'll become as weak as any other man."

"So Delilah took new ropes and tied him with them. Then, with men hidden in the room, she called to him, "Samson, the Philistines are upon you!" But he snapped the ropes off his arms as if they were threads.

"Delilah then said to Samson, "Until now, you have been making a fool of me and lying to me. Tell me how you can be tied."

"He replied, "If you weave the seven braids of my head into the fabric on the loom and tighten it with the pin, I'll become as weak as any other man." So while he was sleeping, Delilah took the seven braids of his head, wove them into the fabric and tightened it with the pin."

"Again she called to him, "Samson, the Philistines are upon you!" He awoke from his sleep and pulled up the pin and the loom, with the fabric."

"Then she said to him, "How can you say, 'I love you,' when you won't confide in me? This is the third time you have made a fool of me and haven't told me the secret of your great strength." With such nagging she prodded him day after day until he was tired to death."

"So he told her everything. "No razor has ever been used on my head," he said, "because I have been a Nazirite set apart to God since birth. If my head were shaved, my strength would leave me, and I would become as weak as any other man."

"When Delilah saw that he had told her everything, she sent word to the rulers of the Philistines, "Come back once more; he has told me everything." So the rulers of the Philistines returned with the silver in their hands. Having put him to sleep on her lap, she called a man to shave off the seven braids of his hair, and so began to subdue him. And his strength left him."

"Then she called, "Samson, the Philistines are upon you!"

"He awoke from his sleep and thought, "I'll go out as before and shake myself free." But he did not know that The Lord [see Rock Of Ages] had left him."

"Then the Philistines seized him, gouged out his eyes and took him down to Gaza [see Old Testament Gaza]. Binding him with bronze shackles, they set him to grinding in the prison. But the hair on his head began to grow again after it had been shaved."

"Now the rulers of the Philistines assembled to offer a great sacrifice to Dagon their god [see Images and Idols] and to celebrate, saying, "Our god has delivered Samson, our enemy, into our hands."

"When the people saw him, they praised their god, saying, "Our god has delivered our enemy into our hands, the one who laid waste our land and multiplied our slain."

"While they were in high spirits, they shouted, "Bring out Samson to entertain us." So they called Samson out of the prison, and he performed for them."

"When they stood him among the pillars, Samson said to the servant who held his hand, "Put me where I can feel the pillars that support the temple, so that I may lean against them." Now the temple was crowded with men and women; all the rulers of the Philistines were there, and on the roof were about three thousand men and women watching Samson perform. Then Samson prayed to The Lord, "O Sovereign Lord, remember me. O God, please strengthen me just once more, and let me with one blow get revenge on the Philistines for my two eyes." Then Samson reached toward the two central pillars on which the temple stood. Bracing himself against them, his right hand on the one and his left hand on the other, Samson said, "Let me die with the Philistines!" Then he pushed with all his might, and down came the temple on the rulers and all the people in it. Thus he killed many more when he died than while he lived."

"Then his brothers and his father's whole family went down to get him. They brought him back and buried him between Zorah and Eshtaol in the tomb of Manoah his father. He had led Israel twenty years."
(Judges 16:4-31 New International Version)

7:26 PM

i was watching oc season 4 on youtube and there was this last scene of ryan and julie talking about marissa and julie asked ryan to tell her about her daughter. and ryan just talked about the first time he saw marissa and julie just cried and oh my.. it just broke my heart.

4:45 PM

went to NP's open house yesterday. nothing much, just went to the business & accounting that side to look see and then ah keng, her friends and i just slacked at the food court. ah keng bullied me all the way ok.

then i met Gilbert and guess where we went. MUSHROOM POT. omg, it was like i died and went to heaven. the soup was fantastic, the mushroom with thai spices was fantastic, the ribs were tender and awesome. what more can i ask for! then after dinner, feeling fat, bloated and all, we took a long stroll around the river. the wind's good and it was cooling. can you imagine we walked for like 1 and a half hours exchanging ghost stories. wah lao, i was quite freaked when we walked towards this path that was totally dark and since you know my immagination is quite wacked, i thought something would jump out of the bushes and grab us. but we managed to walk briskly and through the path, making one round. :D

eh, after so long of not exercising, that super long walk was something ok. i feel less fat now.

replies!
sheila: i want to donate blood on my birthday. hee hee. thats the good thing about turning 18. :D
gerard: ah keng, want to donate with me?
rachel: aww man. i miss the 3 of us slacking in the lab and surfing the net. haha.
mamache: cos she say a lot of people coming then she stressed to cook, i think she's catering.. HAHA. i doubt she will lor!

1:24 PM

the time is 7.49pm. and there's no one in the clique, except me, online. believe it or not. ahaha!

7:50 PM

Leaving On A Jet Plane

ooh
all my bags are packed
i’m ready to go
i’m standing here
outside your door
i hate to wake you up to say good bye
but the dawn is breaking
its early morn
the taxi is waiting
he’s blowing his horn
already i’m so lonesome i could die

*CHORUS
So kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you’ll wait for me
hold me like you’ll never let me go
’cause i’m leaving on a jet plane
I don’t know when i’ll be back again
oh babe, i hate to go*

there’s so many times I’ve let you down
so many times I’ve played around but
i tell you now they don’t mean a thing
every place i go i think of you
every song i sing i sing for you
when i come back
i’ll wear your wedding ring

*CHORUS*

and now the time has come to leave you
one more time
oh let me kiss you
then close your eyes
and i’ll be on my way
dream about the days to come
when i won’t have to leave alone
about the times when i won’t have to say...

*CHORUS*

i’m leaving on a jet plane
don’t know when i’ll be back again
oh babe, i hate to go

i’m leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane x 9

4:31 PM

meet Gilly! my new campaion in the lonely (might be haunted) office. :D

anyways, my maid just found out that her husband who is working in Malaysia is cheating on her because the bloody whore (the gf) called her. and this is the second time he's cheating on her. different woman this time.

fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me.

cheaters burn in hell you know that?

she said she feel like cutting off his balls. gosh! =X

see! men are very hormonal!

my bestfriend's super hormonal, but i dont see her cheating around!

my confidence in relationships just plunged to zero. learn from other people's mistakes.

and dont give me the crap that not all guys are like that. i'm just not in the mood to buy it.

i'm off to one tree hill. (which also contains cheating boyfriends. hmmm.)

7:16 PM

you know, starting today i'm paying adult fares for public transport? and i dont know why, it just feels, funny. i'm no longer a kid, but yet i want to stay a kid forever.

and am i covered head to toe in issues?

do you know what santa claus, the easter bunny and true love have in common?

it dosen't matter. they dont exsist.

XD

9:51 PM

i have no life.

rawr! its been raining for the past 2847528652938543 days. my toes are so cold i could hardly move them.

anyway, went to RP's open house ytd with nic baby. its like so big. got dine to bring us around cos joey wasnt in sch. zzz. saw eunice too.

and i just watched the day after tomorrow. reminded me why i took geog.

i think i'm signing off now. maybe go watch one tree hill or msn or whatever!

gdnight!

9:36 PM

Replies:
Eug: sure. :)
Mikko: HAHA. yes la. and i know you dont mind hor.
mamaChe: zzz. you think i so free ah? haha. of cos its taken from gv.com.sg one la.
gerard: kheng kheng! brudder!
Rachel: wah lao. i hope you drown in the rain!
Kevin: hmm. sure.. if you're in the same state as me. haha. zz.

10:19 PM

i am so bloody tired. i swear. i feel like dying. work sucks, as always. rawr. i need sleep!

10:31 AM

watched this with mikko ytd. ahaha.

In a city of love and prosperity, a city of lost hope and premature death, veteran detective Hei (TONY LEUNG CHIU-WAI) feels it all: the hurt, the helplessness, the horror. When his father-in-law, the billionaire benefactor Chau, is gruesomely murdered in his palatial mansion, he enlists the assistance of his former partner turned private detective, Bong (TAKESHI KANESHIRO).

On the surface, the murder smacks of a vendetta that has taken a lifetime to fulfill. But no sooner has Bong agreed to crack the case with Hei than he realizes nothing is what it appears to be. Undoubtedly, they are after a monster in a perfect crime: every detail was meticulously orchestrated, every motive conveniently justifiable, and every culprit and potential witness mysteriously eliminated.

But Bong has his own demon to fight. Ever since the suicide of his pregnant girlfriend, he has lost his joie de vivre, even though he still retains the finest instincts of a man hunter. As he digs deeper and deeper into the case, all evidence seems to point to Chau’s daughter and Hei’s hysterical wife, Susan. But then the killer ups the ante by murdering Susan as well. Bong starts grappling with the suspicion that the man they hunt is someone very close to them, someone on the verge of a total breakdown.

Like lost souls in a city of fallen angels, the cop, the private detective, and the killer are doing what they must. Every step of their journey takes them closer and closer to one another, until a shocking denouement in which no stone is left unturned and no one can escape unscathed.

6:55 PM

i slept at 4 last night and i had to wake up at 11 this morning. i over slept obviously, as always.

anyhow, met sheila and ninny and just got a whiff of ninny's smelly smell before she ran off for school. and then it was just me, sheila, a tray of salmon sushi and the law.

then she had to go off ard 3.30 and we helpped this lady do her survey about operations and there was one question about donating my face. obviously the skin only and i have to be dead first la.

(finally one entry NOT about prison break.)

gilbert came down to accompany me cos that sheila the ass had to go off last minute. we went to funan to get Shane's (that's my new(old) lappie's name. my dad got a new lap so he gave me his to use for school. -.- and i named it Shane. HO HO!) casing then we just sat down at Delifrance and discussed soccer (podolski anyone?) and listened to mumbo songs.

"those boots are gonna walk all over you."
that song was sang like in the 70s? retro baby!

1:32 AM

yes, another entry about prison break. its like 2.30am and i'm crying my eyes out of their sockets and i used like 20 pieces of tissue (yes i counted) cos they're gonna put that guy on the electric chair for a muder he didnt do. then, he was saying goodbye to his brother and his ex-girlfriend. and he couldnt even see his son for the last time cos the same guys who framed him framed his son of killing his mother and stepfather. then they were on the phone and it was just.. so sad la.. haiyo. okok, i going back to watch now. obviously he didnt die la, or how could there be a season 2 right? but its still sad and it IS 2.30am.

2:28 AM

We cried over boys & we laughed over beers.
I wouldn't trade the girl for a song.
She lets me know right where i belong.
Roof top dancing in the summer heat.
New car crash on a one way street.
Strangers moving up to the fourth floor.
Strange, now nobody knows me more.
It's a lullaby, its's a beautiful life.
And it sings me to sleep almost everynight.
So i hold it close, & i hide it away.
That's how i keep it from going astray.
Lose dosen't need a rhyme or a reason to be.
This is the story of you and me.

11:29 PM

i swear prison break's so intense it keeps me sitting at the edge of my chair and when the intense moment comes, i'd hold my breadth hoping that the brothers don't get caught. omg!

episode 8 here i come!

oh btw, i'm going to my dad's office to work tomorrow. wish my luck! haha.

and gilbert bought one tree hill and charlotte's web from JB for me! did i mention that already?

PRISON BREAK!

10:33 PM

oh my god.

i've just finished Salem Falls and just reading it makes me want to be a lawyer in future, but you know its not gonna happen cos i know i wont be able to fight as well in court as Jordon.

and there's this part what says:
"Gillian closed her eyes, years past tears. Her mind was already a million miles away by the time her father's mouth settled over hers, sealing their deal once again."

oh my god. is that incest?! sheila, ninny, nic? help?!

1:04 PM

go away. just go away la!

sheila says i should update but i have no idea what to say!

you know, i was feeling fine talking to joey and playing minesweeper with her and kenming (my sis's friend) until i saw someone online and i totally went off.

and you know what's the best thing? i logged on hoping to see that person online.

but you know what? that's so last year sista!

muahahaha! and shelulu u kaypo, dont ask me. please dont. cos i'll just say its you! :)

ps: you know what? i always feel a little happier and warm when joey calls me mousey. :D you have no idea how much i miss you. haha! and lets just hope she visits here frequently enough to see this entry. -.-

3:27 AM

happy 2007 people.

they say what you spend doing on your new year's eve will be what you'll spend doing for the rest of the year. and guess what i've been doing on new years eve...

i sat on my couch from 10pm to 4am reading salem falls with occasional glances to watch tv and a break to watch Posoidon.

and i wonder.. will 2007 be like this? i'm gonna be 18 in 2 mths and 7 days and i'm finally legal to do things. i'm finally the age where i'm a young adult. and i really really hope 2007 will be fun and interesting and NOT BORING.

ohh! and i went shopping with marcus and gilbert today. i bought like a new bag ($15!!!!) and a dress at $20. and i bought a top (the black pig ones) for my sister cos she likes the black pigs and guess what. she said it's not very nice. -.- whatever!! then we went to play CS and Battlefield at some lan shop near city hall.

ninny was the first person to call me in 2007.
marcus was the first friend i met in 2007.
CS was the first game i played in 2007.
bugis was the first shopping mall i went to in 2007.
nic was the first person to chat with me on msn in 2007.
sheila was the first person i chatted on maple in 2007.
gilbert is going to be the first (and prolly only) person who's gonna buy me DVDs and shows when he goes to JB in 2007.

ho ho ho.

do you think i'll be interesting?

replies:
ninny & toi: i know you guys are here and i am greatful. you guys have no idea how much i love you. haha. MUAH MUAH!
gerard: WHATEVER! go play maple or something! haha!

10:32 PM