love.lies.lust.

BEST
1. Male friend --- uh. dont have?
2. Female friend --- nic, sheila, ninsy
3. Vacation -- uh, yet to happen.

WORST:
1. Time of the day --- 6am on weekdays
2. Day of the week --- WEEKDAY
3. Food --- bittergourd.
4. Memory --- getting let down and detrayed and disappointed over and over again by the same person..

LAST:
1. Person you saw at school/work --- uh, jiawen and gang?
2. Talked to on the phone -- hmm..? nic?
3. Text -- filly
5. Person who Instant Messaged --- yizhen, classmate.

TODAY:
1. What are you doing now --- THIS?!
2. Wearing --- sec 3 camp shirt and a blue boxers. haha.
3. Better than yesterday? -- uh, i dont know.

TOMORROW:
1. Is -- sunday.
2. Got any plans --- crystal's baby 1st month thing..
3. Goal --- try to finish another math paper.
4. likes about tomorrow -- seeing joey aaronn and the rest..

FAVORITE:
1. Number --- #09
2. Song/s --- right now, wiseman - jame blunt

CURRENTLY:
1. Missing someone --- uh, no one?
2. Mood --- emo.
3. Wanting --- lusting after lukas podolski and jay chou.

TRUE or FALSE:
I am a morning person - true.
I am a perfectionist - so so
I am currently pregnant - SIAO..
I am currently single - true. :)
I am currently suffering from a broken heart --- false.
I am left handed -- false
I am addicted to friendster -- FOR WHAT?!
I am online 24/7 -- NOT REALLY .
I am very shy around the opposite gender -- false
yes I currently have a crush on someone -- false
When I get mad I curse frequently -- not really.
I enjoy country music -- true
I enjoy smoothies -- true
I enjoy talking on the phone -- ALL THE TIME.
I have a hard time paying attention at school/work - heh heh.
have a hidden talent - hmmm. not telling.
I have a lot to learn -- YES QUITE A NUMBER.
I have all my grandparents -- YEAP!
I have at least one brother and/or sister --a smelly younger sis.
I have been told that I am smart -- err. in my next life maybe.

1:11 PM

30 questionnaire.

one: are you over 15?
2 years and 6 mths ago.

two: what is the wallpaper on ur cellphone?
some flower thing that comes with the phone.

three: did you get enough sleep last nite?
alrights?

four: first 3 things you thought about this morning when you woke up?
phone, O'levels, mooncakes.

five: what do you have on your bed?
my tigger, pillow and.. blanket?

six: ever tried to skip meal?
yeah.

seven: grilled or fried?
grilled.

eight: what makes you unique?
whatever that's inside.

nine: are you afraid of the dark?
sometimes.

ten: last watched movie and with who?
-.- The Host with Filly

eleven: 3 things you cant live without.
hmm. my friends, phone and my lappie. HAHA!

twelve: first thing you will buy if given onen thousand dollars?
food for the poor.

thirteen: favourite song you like to listen before sleep?
daniel powter.

fourteen: what are you afraid of?
insects!! those stupid roaches!

fifteen: are you a giver or a taker?
hmm. both? i dunno. (guys, which one do you think i am?)

sixteen: what are your nicknames?
HAHA! NAT! and err. natatata..? (no thanks to nic)

seventeen: what's ur dad's middle name?
unreasonable.

eighteen: a quote you remembered from a movie you watched?
"no matter how many people there are around me, i'm still lonely as ever."

nineteen: if you were invisible for a day, what would you do?
i think i'll stalk Podolski

twenty: stuck on a deserted island & could have only one kind of food for the rest of ur life, what would it be?
hmmm. fruits will be the most practical one. but i'd choose.. CHOCOLATES. I LOVE THEM!

twenty- one: are you in love?
nope.

twenty- two: how long do you like him/her?
WAH LAO. I SAID NOT IN LOVE ALREADY RIGHT!?

twenty- three: first thing you'll save in a fire?
my sister? but then she's not a thing. uh, wallet. lots of memories inside. neoprints, photos, etc. haha.

twenty- four: your eye colour?
black.

twenty- five: what are the things you always bring?
handphone EZ-link card money.

twenty- six: whats on ur mind right now?
answering this questionaire.

twenty- seven: what do you usually do when the clock turns 7am?
wishing it would remaind at 2am forever so i can sleep.

twenty- eight: the colour of ur bedsheet?
purple right now.

twenty- nine: who do you want to meet?
lots of talants. like electrico! and lukas podolski and jay chou.

thirty: how's life today?
damn emo. but quite bored.

12:51 PM

and so, met nic and rachel last night at 6.30 at my house bus stop with their respective sisters and we couldnt stop bitching about this particular ex's ex who stay at my block. haha! nic was super funny. i really wonder what nic will do if we saw her (not like we never).

ok, on with more happy stuff. the kids ran off and played their friend while us, 3 girl/young ladies (ahem) went around to buy lots of food and went up to the hall where we dragged chairs and sat under the fan cos it was super warm. the pat tai thingy was damn good.

then we went down and played games and tried to win the stuffed dog and i think we spent quite a lot but, aye, we (or rather I) still couldn't get that dog. :(

and nic was being very sweeeettt lorrz. she got me a handphone keychain that says "I love nat" haha! <3<3<3<3

roar. lazy to blog alrdy. haha. going to study. :)

12:32 PM

weekend went to the supermarket with my mom. and look what she bought us!

and that was the bunny's ass. haha! so cute right?

10:06 PM

1.Do you envy somebody this very moment?
uh, PCD's hot bods. wish i could have it too.

2.Can you tell whether a person is lying or not?
no, i'm fucking gullible.

3. Who's tattoo is appearing on your mind?
uh, mikko's? haha.

4.Ever had chicken pox?
yeap! when i was 3! or 4. whatever.

5.What was the last movie you watched that made you cry?
lake house.

6.Do you have a friend who's a bigmouth?
duh, who dosent.

7.Do you have a lot of bestfriends?
nope, just 3.

8.Do you cry when you get low grades?
uh, i plan my death.

9.What is your favorite song ?
jay's ju hua tai.

11.Who freaks you out the most?
when someone who's much bigger sized then me, fouls a contact in netball.

12.Who is your brother?
dont have. :(

13.What kind of cellphone do you own?
nokia 7360.

14.are you in love right now?
haha! no. -.-

15.is he/she in love with you too?
I SAID NO ALRDY RIGHT. STILL ASK FOR WHAT.

16.if you could rewind time,at what
i dont want to rewind. i want to move on and get fucking O's out of my life.

17.who is your biggest enemy?
O LEVELS!

18. is there somebody that hates you?
i have no idea. do you?

19.have you experienced having a fight with the person you have feelings for?
WAH LAO. I SAID NO FEELINGS. NO FEELINGS.

20.what song can you relate to?
TLC's damaged.

21.do you torture other people?
i torture insects. cos they freaking scare me shitless.

22.what do you like better coke or pepsi?
i dont drink fizzy drinks.

22.Are you in favor of Romeo and Juliet's relationship?
i think they are stupid.

23.What is the best love story you've ever known?
haha. no love story's good. all are sad. :(

24.what are you looking forward to?
DAY AFTER O'S!

25.do you think that time stops when you finally see the love of your life?
no, time passes really fast.

THE WHO'S**

Who is in the room with you?
smelly sister

Who was the last person to text you?
uh, filly?

Who are you thinking about now?
LUKAS PODOLSKI!

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
mother.

Whose house did you last go to?
i cant rmb.

Who was the last person you told you love them?
nicolette the loser.

**THE WHAT'S**

What was the last thing you ate?
recess's sandwhich.

What was the last thing you drank?
water la duh.

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
you want my pencil sharpener or my phy textbook?

What are you wearing on your feet?
toe rings and a friendship band that al-lene made for me for Vday. :)

What instant messaging service do you use?
uh, MSN?

What is your favorite website?
http://indulgeinlust.blogspot.com

What do you wear more, jeans or skirts?
my bloody uniform.

What is the last movie u watched?
The Host.

What do you currently hear?
london bridge - fergie

**THE WHEN'S**

When did you meet your best friend(s)?
sheila back in kellock. nic and ninny in sjc.

When is your birthday?
7th march every year.

When did you last take a shower?
just

**THE WHERE'S**

Where is your phone?
about 5cm away from my hand.

Where is your mom?
working?

Where do you sleep?
IN MY ROOM LA. DUH.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
uh, i'm wearing MI shirt? haha.

Where in your room are you?
in study room. at the table typing this useless thing cos i'm so bored. :(

5:46 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! I LOVE YOU!! haha. :)
dont have a photo of her to post.

AYE! MY BACK ACHES LIKE HELL LA. :(

went to watch 'The Host' with Filly the pony today. the show was not that scary. just occational.. jumps. anyway, it was FREEZING in the bloody cinema la please. anyhow, walked around PS, bought my studs for my tragus. and there's this new jap shop so we went in to talk a look. i think we spent quite a long time inside cos we kept playing with the things.

then we went back to my area. to play with mentos and coke. and this is what we got.

E=mc²

do you know what this equation stands for?

E=explosion
m=mentos
c²=coca cola

9:35 PM

NIC! YOU BETTER READ THIS ENTRY AND WATCH THE BLOODY TRAILER!

A refreshingly unconventional and witty comedy about love's myriad forms and constant surprises, IMAGINE ME & YOU begins as a young bride discovers love at first sight on the day of her wedding.

In a singular moment of sudden awakening on the altar, everything changes for Rachel -- played by Piper Perabo in a lively departure as a quintessentially modern British woman when she is suddenly forced to reconsider the meaning of happily ever after on entirely new terms moments before her honeymoon has even started.

When Rachel shows up at the church on what promises to be a fairy-tale wedding day, she is thrilled to be devoting herself for life to her long-time sweetheart and best friend, Heck (Matthew Goode). That's when the unthinkable happens. In a moment that overturns everything in which she thought she believed, Rachel catches the eye of a complete stranger, the wedding's florist (Lena Headey), and like a bolt from the blue, recognizes her soul mate. Though she moves ahead with the marriage, something has profoundly changed. Everything about life is suddenly in question; and Rachel and her brand new husband are thrust into a journey that is at once disarmingly funny, decidedly bittersweet and definitely familiar to anyone who has ever fallen -- for better or for worse -- under love's intoxicating spell.

I WANT TO WATCH THIS! HEH HEH!

6:40 PM

you're driving a car along a hurricane. you pull over at the bus stop. theres a pregnant lady, your best friend who saved your life before, and the girl of your dreams. but your car has only space for 1 more passenger. who would you pick?

(i'd give the car keys to my best friend and let him take the pregnant lady to the hospital. and i'd stay at the bus stop with the girl.)

3:15 PM

so sakae was fun and awesome on friday. we literally sat there from 3pm till 6pm. we ordered so much food we were almost crying trying to finish it all. my tummy was so bloated that i couldnt stand straight and i felt like vomitting. tessa said: "in africa, children are dying from starvation. and here we are stuffing our faces and almost dying from over-eating." always the politic. and i developed pics! :):)

and how can anyone take a break/time out from someone when they're not even together?

anyway, i'm feeling quite annoyed and bitchy now. so sue me. friends arent always friends when you dont do things thats in favour of them. knowingly or unknowingly.

things like this, bitching about them on the blog. things will never change. i will never learn to stop bitching on my blog.

i'm having serious cramps now. i think its karma. maybe if i stop being grumpy and bitchy my cramps will go away. i downed 8 tablets already and that's the max for the day.

somehow when i read XXX's blog, i find her so fucking fake. sorry, but i do. and then i get annoyed. with myself and her.

stop saying things that are dripping with poison honey.

10:35 PM

your little black dress is a V-Neck

When you're out and about, enjoying all that life has to offer, you know how to let your style shine through without being overly flashy. That's why the perfect little black dress for you should be just as timeless and grounded as you are.

Down-to-earth and genuine, you seem to be one of those rare individuals who understands that it's what's on the inside that really counts. By keeping your style simple and pretty, people focus on you, not the clothes. And that's nothing short of fabulous.

and that is what happens when you put 8 crazy IJ girls together.

10:08 PM

sth went wrong with the previous video on the teacher's day one. so here is another one. :) its a little choppy. i wonder if its fine. let me know k? and here's 2 pics from that day.

9:58 PM

today is a very hot hot day. perfect for some cold snowskin mooncake. but my darling mother refuses to let us eat one though she has 2 in the fridge. -.- i dont care. gonna eat one by tonight. :(

oh, i got my prelim results back alrdy. i got L1R4-30. and i intended to get at least half of that.

anyway, going to sakae sushi on friday after school to eat buffet with the gang. that means i gotta starve thurs night and whole of friday before the sushi. I LOVE JAP FOOD. HEH.

and i noticed i've been eating non-stop the past few days. :'( FAT FAT FAT. I have no self-control please. tsk

replies!
eugenia: opps! haha!
becky: i think your comp is lousy thats why. uh, so are u proclaiming that ur chang'er? SNOWSKIN! :'(
ko: hmmm. to make u feel better about ur smellyness must love a bit mah.
che: since when u become ah-lian? kol.. how i know ur phone spoil right?! -.-
toi: AWWWWWWW. ME LOVVVVEEEEZZZZ YOUUUU TOOO WORRZZ. TWIT. <3
suyinn: welcome to the club. :)

3:39 PM

after school went over to nic's place. that kid didnt go to school again. we had Mac's for lunch (FAT FAT FAT!) and then studied before sham called. headed down to gardens and actually wanted to eat dinner. but since all of us were quite full we didnt? nic dragged me to go cut hair with her. cut my frindge and thinned my hair a little. haha. and she bought me a little something!

looks excatly like her! :)

8:28 PM

hello all! guess what my sister found on youtube..

7:51 PM

world, say hello to athen. born to crystal and andy on the 6th of sept 2006. he has finally come! :D crystal said there's going to be a first month gathering on the 1st of oct. joey, aaronn, meishan you guys can make it? knn, msg you all never reply. haha.

mikko is very weird. sometimes she's very mean to me and sometimes she'd be quite nice. and today she was being quite nice by not giving me paper money (like how she'd threaten to) and she bought cheese prata for my sis and i for dinner (though she's 2 hours late and we were starving) and she helpped me print out my F&N stuff cos my bloody printer was being such a bloody bitch. but she refused to post my monthly catalogs up to the moon though i insisted a hell lot. (as you know, i'm chang'er and i float.) but its ok, i'll send my rabbit down to take it.

mooncake festival is coming! heh. means i get to eat snowskin mooncake! yay! cant wait!
-wiggles about.

10:10 PM

so, friday after school, hayden dragged my to town to look for her friend and pass her some sandwhich. she really met a lot of people to pass things la please. and since i was being such a nice soul accompanying her, she offered to carry my bag and she didnt bring any bag to school that day and dumped everything into my bag. we went to hereen where she needed to pass her friend a detached IJ belt and she forgot to take it from leisha. so i offered to lemd mine. and she made me change into SRJC's pe attire and walk to paragon to look for her ex boss after that.

then we went to far eat and met sham there. sham wanted to cut hair so we accompanied her but hayden left shortly. then we made our way to SRJC to study and meet nic but we were talking and bitching most of the time. nic's classmate marcus. wah lao. damn bitchy la. (in a funny way) worse then nic and i combined tog. anyway, we got sick of our books and went to gardens for dinner. i had my cheese prata and iced teh as usual.

ytd.. i just lazed around home and studied a little. watched tv till 1am. this morning supposed to go with ninny to eat breakfast, but she said she dont think she could wake up. -.- so we didnt go. like whatever. haha. its been long since i last had hot cakes.

HELLO, ANYONE WANT TO BUY ME HOTCAKES?!

11:21 AM

went to watch forbidden city with mikko the meano yesterday.

A historical retelling of the story of China's Empress Dowager, the story is seen from the eyes of an American painter, Kate Carl, who is commissioned to paint the Empress' portrait.

The Empress recounts her amazing journey from a young imperial concubine to become the Empress of China and the pressures she faced. The musical explores the myths surrounding her reign, from the controversial death of her only son to her ambitious tussle for power.

--

i swear mikko is so mean it's really sad. *sad sob* she kept laughing at me and making fun of me and making me feel lost and blur THEN laugh at me. -.- after the play we went to check out the new library at bishan. it's quite ok, nothing much. not much nice books also anyway.

met nic and sham after keyboard class just now. went over to study. haha. that sweet thing bought me pocky and kinder surprise la! (cos she said i was too cheapo to buy kinder surprise cos i once exclaimed to her "OMG LA NIC! $4.50 FOR 3 CHOCOLATE EGGS. SO EXPENSIVE." so yes. i'm a cheapo auntie.

aye. i'm getting bored.

9:25 PM

i feel quite awake even though i know i better sleep soon or i'll be sleeping during testings tomorrow. oh, and i'm going to watch Forbidden City tmr. :D sch ends at 2.10 instead of 1.35 so gotta cab down. and since there's the bloody IMF meeting, roads to Esplanade are bloody hell closed. -.- so cabbing to city hall then bloody hell walking. sian. ok la, goodnight. also dunno what else to blog. zzz.

10:04 PM

i got back my prelims results. i failed my math paper 2 by 1 mark, paper 1 by 4 marks. sighs. i expected lower actually. i dunno if i'm like sad or contented. i passed my geog on the dot. its quite surprising cos it was the last paper and i didnt really study it. but thanks to my SS, which i failed by 4 marks (thanks to SBQ) and it pulled everything down. :(

told you i wont do well for prelims. -sulks. gotta buck up.

anyway, met nic and ade ytd for prata. :D ade took really LOOOOOONG to come and nic and i were like starving. when we were finishing, ade pointed to three lizards on the celing. nic totally freaked out and i had to finish my prata before we could leave. tsk. but other then the lizards, they were retarded and i enjoyed myself really. haha. :)

ok, byebye! time to study!

3:39 PM

OH MY FUCKING GOSH! I GOT THE CD ALRDY AND I'M TRYING VERY HARD NOT TO SQUEAL OUT LOUD IN EXCITMENT. JAY'S SO HOT LA. OMG. THERE'S THIS PIC OF JAY HALF NAKED. -FAINTS.

this song sounds quite gothic. i like. and jay directed his own MVs. so cute. haha!

谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远.
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10:40 PM

Can you name 13 of ur friends that u can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first. No cheating!!!

1 - nic
2 - sheila
3 - ninny
4 - shammmy
5 - qi
6 - toi
7 - che
8 - joey
9 - beryl
10 - ade
11 - mikko
12 - nemo
13 - michelle

How did you meet 10?
- FORM NIC! helpped to do a film for her school.

What would you do if you had never met 1?
- i wouldnt understand the meaning of love. i really love this person a lot lor ok.

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
- ahem. not like they never. haha!

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- erm. don't think so. but i've seen her very angry!

Do you think 10 is cute?
- AHEM.

How did you get to know 8?
- HAHAHA! through yingbin!

Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
- -.- wtf.

What's 7's Favorite color?
- black or sth. cos she has a black heart. -.-

What would you do if 6 confessed he/she loves you?
- like that will ever happen! (i think she'd rather run to the end of the world lor! tsk.)

Fact about 9:
- she likes to act strong when she's hurting inside.

Who is 4 going out with?
- her textbooks.

who is number 5 to you?
- a pretty friend.

Would you ever live with 13?
- why not? my fave classmate! plus she's super neat.

Is 2 single?
- no.

What do you think about 3?
- she's super nice and she'd do ANYTHING for her friends.

What's the best thing about number 8?
- she can make u feel special when she wants to. and when she finds out sth, she wont blame u straight away but find out the truth first. i think. ahha!

What do you like about number 11?
- SHE BRINGS ME OUT FOR SUPPERS AND LET ME EAT CHEESE PRATAS! (though she can be mean to me!)

Favorite Memory with 6?
- when back in sec 3. where we'd go to cp library to try to study but all we do is slack and talk.

4:45 AM

i saw this in youtube. its fucking funny!!

3:36 AM

i like this picture a lot though its a bit blur.

ok, school's gonna start tomorrow and i just wasted the 1 week hols by mapling. as can be seen. its already 3am and i cant sleep. school's going to start in like 4 and a half hours time and i'm still not sleeping. i dont know why. since i couldnt sleep, i went for supper with mikko thinking that with a full stomach, i'll sleep better. (plus i got cravings for cheese prata for the longest time.) and she wants to copy us, SJC girls and wants our pullover. what can i say. the only good thing about SJC, besides the food, is the nice design of the pull over. haha!

a lot has been happening the past few weeks. not to me thankfully. my friends are down and depressed and what nots. and right now i wish it would be happening to me instead. cos what ever is happening, its making this really special friend loose her spark. the spark that we all love and adore. but its ok girl. you know we're here. and you know, i wont just die for you. i'd kill for you. i love you, poops. i know you'll learn to pick yourself up and learn to be strong and independent again. and in the meantime, we'll all be here for you. no matter what. ok?

ok, mikko was being very mean to me just now by saying she's gonna give me eat cat food. but i decided to close an eye on that cos she just sent me jay's new song! omg! my stupid parents didnt allow me to go out during the weekends so i cant collect the cd. tmd! i'll go get it tmr. OMG. i'm surfing youtube now. jay's mv. muahahhahaha! and its so fucking sad. omg.

2:38 AM

told you i'm a maple freak! and those are my bestfriends. (sham's missing cos we couldn't get her! :[ )

6:58 PM

HELLO ALL! I PRE-ORDERED JAY'S NEW CD ON THURDAY AND ITS GOING TO BE RELEASED LIKE IN 10 HOURS TIME. AND I'M GOING TO COLECT IT, GO HOME AND TRY NOT TO OGGLE/DROLL/TEAR MY HAIR OUT TOO MUCH WHILE WATCHING THE VCD THAT COMES ALONG. (i wanted to use masterbate but i think its too strong a word. I DONT OK.)

12:34 AM

i was mapling like a bloody freak and i kindda got bored killing ghost clocks by myself i decided to play with my beloved pet, Podolski. yes, i named him after German scoccer player Lukas Podolski who is like the ultimate hottest player on the field. and i just bought him a chestnut cap to keep his cute ears warm and fuzzy! hurr.

he's very nice to hug u know. though his expression is a bit...... blank.

and of course you have to tell your beloved that you love them everyday to make them feel secure and what nots. haha!

and everyone has to eat.. pandas included.

and so, after a full meal of bamboo shoots, we went off to kill monsters who will drop money and give me experience points. and with the experience, i am.. well, more experienced and better then everyone else! MUAHAHHAHAA!. and i ran into this du lan monster who has the worst attitude ever! he stares at me like i have 3 eyes and 2 noses! so rude la! so i got into a little tiff with him before i killed him with my magic!

and yeah, i get money and some stuff from the monsters that was once part of them. can u imagine u kill a human bean. and then u pick up parts like an eye or a nose or a finger of some sort.
and my bestfriend, Chloe met up with Nic's bestfriend, Poopiie! (Poops for short.) and poopiie decleared her love for darling Chloe! they're like the lesbian couple of the year in maple please! Poopiie looks like a goddess! i want to dress like her! :( but have to wait until i'm more.... experienced.

and then i met this girl. who looks EXCATLY like me. SO FREAKY LA! same hair, same eyes, same skin colour. same clothes, same wand, same earings, same gloves, same red hat (which we took off to see the hair). different shoes though.

so, we decided to become twins!

i'm such a freak.

12:05 AM

i think.

i'm sick and tired of parties. sick and tired of boys trying grope my ass. sick and tired of boys trying to look down my clevage. sick and tired of muscle aches and back aches.

but it was good fun.

i think.

i had an ok day. but a moody night.

goodnight.

and, i have totally lost interest in blogging.

whatever for. right?

11:05 PM

9:41 AM