love.lies.lust.

This week and next week are going to be HECTIC!!!!!

There's the i.Live carnival to plan. It's more or less done, but there's still banners to send for printing, sub coms to handle, etc. It's only next week!

Next week is the most hectic! I have my Jap role play script to memorize, my SSM pick up menu to memorize. That's the most retarded one. There are like 20 over dishes and in each dish got like 10 or more ingredients. I see my friends study it i also scared. And not forgetting the Healthy Campus Carnival. -.-

Anyways, yesterday in school was fun. We had $100 to spend so we ordered pizzas to school and all. It was damn yummy.

2H12

my class has the most guys!

Jojo, me, drusilla, calynn

We had 6 pizzas!!

10:52 AM

hey! just a few updates since wed..

I took my BTT on Thursday and of cos i passed la! HAHA! Jojo came to CDC to find me after my test and we signed up for advance together. :D It's on 25th Sept, Wednesday.

And then, Gilbert booked out on Friday. Was kindda late in meeting him cos i left SSM late and when i saw him running to the bus stop with the umbrella, my tears just flowed down. I've never missed him so much before. Am I glad he's finally out.

(but now he's back in...)

We went to his place to slack and talk cock a bit and shower before eating his mom's home cooked food! the fish and chicken damn ownage! Then we left for clarke quay for Sham's birthday. You should see the look on her face when she saw us, and you should see how she was so happy until she cried when Jo presented her with the ~~lego~~ Tego poster. HAHA! Then, Becky tried to lift the cake up, and guess what happened. Half the cake fell onto the table.. She's damn pro know.

They left for X-files after that but, we left after dinner cos we're both tired..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAM! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOURSELF!

We walked around Clarke Quay for a bit and just chit chatted about everything and anything. And of cos he covered me with tons of kisses. :D

Then we went back home. When i was showering, his friends called him out for movie.. It was nearing 1am. They're crazy i swear. haha. We didn't go of cos. I did ask him to go cos he was tempted, while i sleep, but he didnt. =x

THEN I HAD TO WAKE UP AT 730AM THE NEXT DAY! ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZzz!!

Damn sian, cos i had school, some field trip. We visited various attractions in the city tour thingy and the guide was quite annoying and very irritated by us i think. She keep saying we very noisy and walk very slow. Thanks ah! Normal tourists may be noisy and slow also what!

Then I went back to Gilbert's place to pick up my things and his friends called again. Play soccer. Haha! So, i joined him. But i played with the PSP mostly instead of watching. Then during half-time, it got so hot i went to sit outside the toilet, cos got shade and the glare from the PSP not so strong.

Gilbert took Ong's car for a spin and then we decided that i should go home and shower and he'd come pick me up after their game!

After he came back to pick me up, he, me, ong and trevor went to Ong's house. The boys showered while I played with FAT AND SMELLY OLDIE! haha! He's damn cute, but damn noisy and he barks at the slightest things!

Off to Kallang KFC after their shower. I was craving for KFC for the longest time! Jeff, Nichols and Terence joined us. And i found hair in my chicken! :(

Then we went to Kallang Leisure Park where they wanted to watch a movie, but cannot find the right timing and we just walked about trying to find cinemas to watch movies.

We ended up at Esplanade wanted to slack at this chocolate cafe place, Max B___. I have no idea how to spell that place. But they couldn't fit 7 persons! So we walked around and ended up at Marina Square. Visited the cinema, but the timings even worse! 11.50pm for The Dark Knight. I want to watch it quite badly but its too late. -.-

We finally ended up at Hong Kong Cafe where Gilbert and i shared a Mango Ice Kachang thing. Talked cock for nearly 2 hours (i think?) before headed home. Just imagine 5 people squeezing in the back seat. It's quite hilarious!

I fell asleep almost immediately!

Today! I woke up quite late cos i was pretty shagged. But headed over to Gilbert's house once again. We first went to Nokia Care Center to get his handphone receipt before going to the arcade where i trashed him the both times we played mario kart. We also got our Singapore shirts from Hang Ten (dont laugh) for our NDP Preview next sat! :D Their S size is like damn big, i was swimming in it until this nice guy found an XS for me.

Went home, changed and talked somemore. Tried not to cry as he changed into his uniform. He had to book in at 4.45pm. SUCKS RIGHT! Saw him put his boots on, and how he tied his laces. Carried his field pack and it weighs like ten million kg! I couldn't stand straight. Went to the interchange and all the guys looked alike.

We saw Yusho and he was telling us about how his guy threw the practice grenade and it actually bounced off his helmet and rolled to them. I laughed non-stop.

It was time to go and here i am typing this, making sense of my life. Ok la, its not as bad as it sounds. I have next sat to look forward to! :D

RECRUIT W S LIM!

10:55 PM

2 MORE DAYS! I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART! :D

10:01 PM

There's just 3 more days.. I'm really dying inside.

Life's like a monotone now. Nothing to look forward to. Nothing..

Except, to 9.30 every night. Then at 10.30pm, its back to emptiness. School's getting boring with out H07.

Peiwen's being such a sweetheart. She's kindda counting down with me to Friday. Well, her proficiency test is on Friday too. haha! =x

I shall go study Jap and take things off my mind. shucks.

10:44 PM

Hi! I have an announcement to make!

Anyone taking their Final Theory Tests in the next 130 or something? Cos i found this website, http://www.singaporetests.com and they charge $12.90 to do trial tests in the comfort of your home. It has 360 questions and the account lasts for 130 days. So i was reading in some forum advising to share an account with friends who are taking the tests as well. So if i can find 10 people to share, each person just pays $1.29 to do 360 trial questions for 130 days! And you can practice until you sick of it.

So those interested parties please come and talk to me! :D

Btw, i taking my BTT this Thursday and i assume that i pass it la. HAHA!

7:25 PM

4 MORE DAYS! I can't wait. I miss you so much. :(

12:08 PM

"You are the love of my life. Goodnight darling.. I found her and it's you.. My dream girl."

I swear i can just die now..

But of cos i don't want to. I want to enjoy every moment of this bliss. :D

10:56 PM

"After we get through this (2 years), you're gonna be mine forever."

10:26 PM

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! 5 MORE DAYS (considering its 1am - Sunday)

I've never anticipated anything so much before. The week will pass by super fast, cos it always does. The weekends always feels the longest and the loneliest.

Just now when he called me, we were talking about going to eat Macs and taking cab 24/7. I think he has civilization withdrawal. So cute! >.<

It is very hard, being away from each other, but just 5 more days.. 5 more days and we can see each other.

I so can't wait. Not a moment to be missed.

But, i'll dread Sunday night... :(

12:50 AM

You know about all the talk about 'THE ONE' for you and all? haha! i was just thinking right, what if you meet THE ONE, but someone else is THE ONE for her instead of you then how?

Anyways, Toptable wasn't that bad today. Though Goh was quite mean today. :(

Nic and raven left for Bintan alrdy! Unfair, i also want to go.

7 MORE DAYS!! YAY!

7:28 PM

Ahh! 8 more days till i can hug hug you again!

At least today wasn't so bad. We were actually joking and making each other laugh, except for moments where we might say something that might remind us that we miss each other a lot. So i didn't feel so upset when we hung up the phone. :)

I can't wait to see your smiling face! :D

SSM'S tomorrow! Going up to toptable. Gah! :(

10:49 PM

9 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN! It's down to one digit already! So exciting. I love you, Gilbert Lim Weisheng!

10:24 AM

Today, he told me he will love me forever. :)

I shy leh.

10 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN HUG YOUUUUUUUUUUUU! :D

10:45 PM

KHER MENG IS ANNOYING!!!!

on a lighter note, 11 more day till you come back. :)

12:18 PM

Hello!

So yesterday wasn't so bad compared to Friday when i was out with H07. Gilbert was so sad and all he made me sad too, of cos right? But yesterday he was quite ok, and Jas & Bomb were being retarded so it cheered me up too.

It sucks when you don't have the full 1 hour to talk to him, cos sometimes other things eats into the 1 hr, then he needs to bathe and wash clothes.

Oh wells, i just woke up and just checked my mail. Haven't brush teeth yet. HAHA. =x

10:01 AM

Yesterday, we made plans to elope together (and skip army) and go live together in the forests of Malaysia. Then i told him he have to go out and hunt and get food for me cos i am clueless at all those things. & he said we can just go out to the villages there to eat cos he highly doubt our faces will be on posters all over rural villages.

haha.
(13 more days!)

10:08 AM

15 DAYS TILL I SEE GILEBRT!! :D

7:14 PM

My friends are the best..

Sheila: "For you i will endure Ubin!."

HAHA!

MelPng: "Hello don't be sad! You can go out with us on Friday for dinner(:"
"YEAH! today we ponned lecture just to plan where to go! lol."

Jiayan: "breath first okay. don't forget to breathe."

&&&&&& of cos the BF
Gilbert: "i wish i was out there with you. We'd have so much fun."

10:58 PM

so, That wasn't our 2nd last meal with his hair.

This morning, we had breakfast with his family. His dad was so kan chiong he made everyone nervous.

It was a good start to a horrible day.

After breakfast, we headed to Pasir Ris where we waited for about half an hour or so. during that half an hour, we were like gossiping about what kind those people are and half the time stonning.

We boarded the bus to changi ferry terminal to Tekong and it has this banner at the top. I think it has been there for quite sometime already and it said, "Its not what you leave behind, but what you gain ahead." and there's this picture of this guy and girl like looking very sad and touching each other's face kind. :( it totally demoralize me ok.

So.. the fast draft to tekong is not very fast at all. Plus it had this weird smell to it. Jas said she was sea sick when she went in with Andy, but i was kindda love sick cos i know when i take the ferry back, Gilbert won't be with me. :(

Arrived at Tekong and we had to split ways already. Then we had this tour around Tekong and it was so hot! While on the bus we saw this platoon of guys who are overweight. One guy looked cheeky and grinned widely when our bus passed by them.

This opportunity is hard to come by. How many girls can actually say they've been to Tekong to look-see and actually celebrated their 17th month with their bf there? HAHA.

Ok, it was not a celebration. It was heart wrenching to leave him behind.

So after the tour, we proceeded to the auditorium to witness their oath taking. but before that, they played some video about life in army and why we should protect our country and all that propaganda. It was quite.. Let's just say i almost fell asleep. haha. After the oath taking, the boys had to line up in 2 rows along the passage ways to wait for their family members to come and pick them up before we go for lunch. I wonder if there's actually anyone who came alone and have to wait there stupidly. If i see any guy like that i would have offered him to come join my family lor.

I remembered Sheila once told me that one of our science teacher once went to her son's POP. and there stood boys waiting for someone to take their hat off so they could leave but no one did come. so they just stood there. So, what happened was she went over and took all their hats off so they wouldn't have to keep waiting. I think i would've done the same. Though, I'm not sure if they want me to .. haha!

So after lunch of KFC.. HAHA! ok not KFC, but we had really fragrant rice, fried chicken, brocoli, carrots, mashed potatoes and bread. i would say the mashed potatoes are good. & It was time to bid farewell. :(

I nearly cried, but i didn't. He hugged me so many times and each time my eyes filled up with more tears, but i promised him (and i made a bet with Baoming) that i wouldn't cry and i gotta be strong. It was quite painful seeing him walk away to i dont know what lays ahead.

I cannot call him as and when i want, i cannot go find him when i'm bored and finished with all my classes. i cannot kiss him, hug him, smell him, make him laugh, tickle him, pinch his cheeks, pick out his clothes, snatch the PSP from him (COS ITS WITH ME!), help him shave his facial hair, make his bed, bake muffins for him, crash at his place after class and take a nap for about 16 days!

That's 2 weekends. About 2 and a half weeks. That's half a month. That's many many days without him. :(

But i'm very thankful that it's not one month. I heard that his brother was confined for a MONTH! I'd just die. BUT! I'll survive. I'll be stronger. :D

7:53 PM

today after school, i met up with Boyfriend at Century Square. After we went to print some of my photos, we walked around aimlessly and went to play a round of Mario Kart and Let's Go Jungle.

Then we had our second last meal together with his hair still on his head at sakae. haha! The last one will be in Tekong tmr at lunch. We had the student buffet thingy and we used Sheila's method of putting the rice into a plastic bag to bring out so we can eat more fish and less rice kind. HAHA. It was hilarious at how sneaky he'd look when i was stuffing my bag with rice.

Then we walked around somemore and there was this Hokkaido fair going on at Tampines Mall where they sell stalls and stalls of Jap food and since BF and i had so much to eat, we felt like puking when we smelt all the fish and Jap food.

Then we went back to his place to slack and madeout a little. It'll be the last time we can make out so long with his hair still on his head. =X He was being such a worry wort and he'd start worrying if i'd take good care of his PSP (HEEHEEHEE!) and myself. He'd worry if i was lonely and sad and i'd missed him terribly.

Of cos i will be lonely on certain nights and i'd miss him terribly. But this is also a good opportunity to hang out with my friends more.

He promised to call me everynight even if he's very tired. We'll still talk for like 5 mins.

*SLAPS SELF*

This is just stupid Tekong and he'll be confined for about 17 days. I think i'd just die if he goes abroad and study for like 3 years kind and we can only meet like a few times a year.

haha. :(

i love you, gibert lim wei sheng. i promise to try not to cry.

10:33 PM

i'm devastated. Gilbert's going Tekong on wed. :(

10:52 PM