love.lies.lust.

"Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever."

--Lance Armstrong

"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain."

--Jim Morrison

11:35 PM

well, so it's been 4 days and gilbert is coming back tomorrow! :D of cos i'm happy and excited about it, but the last few days with him in Phuket made me realise that i'm not that dependent on him or have to be at all. and hey! i may just survive when he goes to tekong. yeah, the first night was horrid with me missing him like mad, but it got better and better and finally, he's coming back tomorrow.

Jasmine: "I cannot imagine you with any other guy except Gilbert."

:D

oh, hung out with Bomb on Sat.. he's so dark now! i used to be so much tanner then him, now he's so dark that his face has tan lines from his spects. its so funny. :D

going off now. tata!

10:41 PM

i am sick! :( and no, not love sick. i caught a cold.. :( my nose is blocked and it wont stop running, which makes it harder to blow out the mucus. sobs.

11:30 PM

Gilbert and the guys are going phuket tmr! i'll be so bored! :(:(

11:45 PM

hello!

i love my boyfriend very much although he always bullies me! i think he is the most handsomest boy in the whole wide world! muah!

see! so handsome!

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on a not so crazy over gilbert note, Baoming just went into NS like 1 and a half weeks ago. kindda feels weird cos he's not online for me to disturb anymore. he says he's feeling very fucked up and wants to down pes and leave comandos! :(

idiot! if you see this, just hang in there. i dont think there's much difference from tekong too! we're all here waiting for you! :D cheer up..

and i still think gilbert very handsome. haha!

oh! and i just got back from chalet which was uber fun fun fun to the max! as usual the twisters and all the funny things we did. and this time, we played a new game called taboo! it was so funny. and on the third day, we went to ubin which was the most fun part of the chalet! :D i wanna go there again although it was quite dangerous at some point. i was so scared that i'd die and not see my handsome boy anymore. HAHA!

ok, enough of this.. i better go back and do my projects before my groupmates kill it.

12:39 AM

ok, so we celebrated Terence's birthday yesterday. was supposed to go to Zouk, but by the time we arrived there, it was over crowded already. so we took a cab down to MoS instead. we had no choice! and by the time we got there it was already 12.30, so most of us couldn't get the free tertiary thing. so they opened 3 bottles (wtf really! but could get 12 ppl in) and trevor used his american express to get 2 of us in too.

so anyway, it started and it was quite funny when they were ta-ing each other. oh! and jas got ~~drunk~~ high/giddy really fast.

so anyways, decided to let the pictures do the talking. :) the rest of the pictures are here!

on the bus