although i am rather bitter & sore about you slamming my best friend & i, i will refuse to stoop to your level & blog bitchslap you back because i simply dont care and because you're someome fairly important to my friend who's important to me. so, if you would give more face to my friend, please stop your childish games la.

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i realised that my nose seems sharper with my glasses off in pictures.

7:43 PM

11:20 AM

Happy 23rd Birthday Mikko the Meano! (29th March)
Happy 19th Birthday Yvonne!! (30th March)
[Fellow March babies!]

11:38 AM

12:27 AM

HAPPY BUTT DAY RUTTBUTTCCA!



so most of us were late, but thats not the point. we surprised Becks at makansutra and had seafood!! its average i would say. the stingray at chomps would be more juicy. anyways, i ate really alot and i think i looked damn unglam. i was the last to finish my food can! i think because i'm also a slow eater that made me finish the last..

& i think the seafood's not fresh or something. my stomach was uncomfortable for the whole night and at around 8 this morning the pain was so great it woke me up & thinking i was gonna lao sai, i rushed to the toilet but nothing came out. i totally broke out in cold sweat & felt nausea, like really badly. & i didnt want to vomit la, the feeling's damn horrible. i rather lao sai. anyways, i rested my head against the wall and the back of the sliding door so my head wont loll about, and the next thing i knew, i was on the floor, my head on the cupboard under the sink & my head hurts so much i think that was what woke me up. yessss, i fainted from the pain. thank god i wasnt standing or i might have hit my head against the sink & died. :( *choy! touch wood* & i think i've become stupider already cos i knocked my head so badly. you know, when i fell i could have heard something crashing against the cupboard and sliding door. but i dont remember hearing that and i dont rmb falling down, so yes, damn it. first time i fainted & the main cause wasnt my period.

i dont want to die and leave my family, friends & my boy. :(

but anyway, i just went to the toilet and lao everything out. and hopefully no re-runs or something. i thought i was about to pass out again lah, but thank god i didnt. :( i msged sheila & becks but they didnt reply me! :@ i think its the lala that we ate, besides me was becks who ate rather a lot of lala. i hope everyone's alright. :( sobs.

10:28 AM

my muscles are aching like madddzxzxzxzzzzzzzzzzxxxx!

ok la, not as bad as i make it sound like but yeah, its aching slightly. Boyfriend & i went to ECP to blade yesterday. he stumbled and fell quite a few times, but it's cute la. anyways, i'm rather sun burned and i got so many ugly tan lines nowwwwwwww! :( we plan to go back next weekend & i dont care, i'm wearing my bikini. my shoulders are quite ugly la. got my spag's tan lines and my back also. :(:(:(

then we went to lagoon for dinner & the satay beehoon is so fanfreakingtastic! the sauce is unlike any other satay sauce & its really good la. and so's the cockles. but the chicken wings are average (and i'm still craving the stupid honey chicken wings at Hougang mall). i think next week i'm gonna eat the hokkien mee. the guy next to us was eating it and it smells so nice.

if Boyfriend brings me bladding every weekend, i'm gonna be so tan and maybe, hopefully, not as fat as i am now. bladding trains your legs and ass muscles ok! i'm gonna have a hot ass. heh heh.

geez, i'm making myself hungry. bye la.

have some faith and believe in yourself, as well as me. let's enjoy every single day we have & let tomorrow's worries come tomorrow. i can't promise what the future brings, but this i am sure, i love you now, i could love you forever..

11:58 AM

ok, so yesterday i went over to sheila's to watch Texas Chainsaw which boyfriend bought. ninny and i braved throught the flim & sheila ran off to the room halfway. its so sick the way they cut & torture people. the way they show how the sicko cut off this guy's face and how he'd plundge his bloody chainsaw into them. how he'd cut off this girl's tongue cos she was screaming too much. OMG. I DONT EVER WANT TO WATCH IT AGAIN. OMG. :(

i'm going for Awards Ceremony later back in SJC for my Science. :D although its the same old boring thing every year, this year's different. its prolly the last thing that will relate me/consider me as a student in SJC. oh wells, and i get to meet up with my classmates!

Gilbert: its not the prize, its the prestige.

11:25 AM

you know how gullible i am. no matter what my boyfriend or friends tell me i'll believe anything & everything (unless its something really stupid like you had sex with Jude Law or whatever) & sometimes its like funny & haha, you laugh at me and seriously, i dont mind. or how endearing it is to boyfriend. but then, i realised in the real world, you can't be so gullible. you'll get taken advantaged & bullied & what not.

& its because i care so much about them that i believe them. but some people arent even worth caring for cos at the end of the day when they say, oh you're my confident & shit and oh how you mean so much to me & all those nonsense, i tend to believe them, but in actual fact, they wont be here..

because they dont care, so why should you?

wah, an emo entry after so many days. not bad.

& i absolutely love the park that connects gardens & amk.

oh! nic and i went to catch the movie just now at J8. actually wanted to watch Music & Lyrics but the only time slot was 7pm. :@ so instead we caught Stomp the Yard. it's one of the nicest dance shows. better then step up and all. haha. & i really want to watch music and lyrics laaaaa. (

& i watched 300 just now! its really good though its rather violent with heads and blood flying all over the place. and there's this scene where really struck me & no, its not the stupid "have breakfast and eat hearty, for tonight we dine in hell" line that everyone's using as their MSN nickname.

Queen of Sparta: (giving her opinions about somthing.)
Persian messenger: what give this woman the rights to speak among men?
Queen: because only Sparta women give birth to real men.

THATS LIKE ULTIMATE COOL! :D

11:18 PM

Your Taste in Music:

Adult Alternative: High Influence 80's Alternative: Low Influence 90's Pop: Low Influence 90's R&B: Low Influence 90's Rock: Low Influence

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

omg, is it true!? ahahhahahahaha! OMG!

You Are 33% Borderline

You're a little moody, but you probably don't have a borderline personality. Everyone has their ups and downs. Just don't make too much of them.

You are Ocean Blue

You're both warm and practical. You're very driven, but you're also very well rounded. You tend to see both sides to every issue, and people consider you a natural diplomat.

10:03 AM

guess what! i got my HTM's enrolment package yesterday & yes, i'm in! confirm garanteeee choppp! haha. and i just went for my medical checkup & i had to do a urine test. -.- & tomorrow morning i have to go do my X-ray & get my singpass. :( on my own. i scaredddddddd! and i have to go at like 8.30 am. who on this face of the earth will be awake or no school or no work? :(:( haiya, better get it over and done with then maybe i'd come home and watch somemore DVDs or take a nap.. :D

btw! i grew like taller! i know its only 1cm in like 2 years but yay! i am taller! and hopefully i continue growing like another few cm or so. i wouldn't mind growing another 3cm and become 166cm. HEE HEE. till then, tata!

9:34 PM

first things first, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY WONG PEI CHI! welcome to the eighteenhood!

nic called first thing in the morning saying she wants to skip school cos they were teaching all the stuff they taught already to the people who misses first 3 months. & so, she came over and we watched Babel together. ok, not we watch. i watch while she sat there reading instead. :@

then we went to hougang mall to meet up with 2 of her classmates and had waffels. wah lao, i fat already. :( and they left pretty early for their next lesson, so we bought honey chicken wings (shit la, i have cravings now. shit shit.) & bubble tea and went over to ninny's house where we slacked and read mags before ninny taught me some guitar cords/songs and gave my fingertips blisters. i think i'm sticking to my keyboard though its rather fun! :D

& then we went over to Qi's house and hid in her room & waited for her to come home. -.- while waiting all os us slacked at the computer or on her bed or on the floor and talked about the most retarded things i swear. i love that bunch of people seriously.

& Qi screamed so loud i thought her neighbours would call the police or something.

haiya, i got stupid honey chicken wing cravings now i shall go ask my maid to cook chicken wings or something la. bye.

KLICK!

1:54 PM

9:46 AM

Life Sections
SAD SECTION-

01. Have you ever really cried your heart out?
- yes.

02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
- one too many times.

03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
- yess! haha. nic's, ninny's, sheila's, toi's, jiawen's, qi's. still got whooo.

04. Do you have a crush who is attached?
- can my crush be attached to me?

-HAPPY SECTION-

01. Are you a happy person?
- i am right now. :D

02. Who can always make you happy?
- haha! NICCCCCCCCCCC! & sheila & gilbert. ninny just talk serious stuffs. (fyi, they're really funny & retarded.)

03. Do you wish you were happier?
- no. i am like happy to the max already. except for maybe the weather.

04. Is being happy overrated?
- it depends. if being happy means getting the latest phones or clothes or car or THAT DRIVING LICENSE then it really isnt important. cos i know i can be happy even without those things cos i am happy with who i am, in my own skin & am prolly the luckest person on this face of this earth for my boy & friends.

05. Can music make you happy?
- yessssssssss. it does. alot.

LOVE SECTION

01. How many times have you had your heart broken?
- i try not to remember. but quite a few damn times. haha.

02. Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?
- there's a handful of people i'd die for. no scratch that. i'll kill for them if i have to.

03. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you?
- my boyfriend?

-RELATIONSHIP SECTION-

01. Are you in a relationship?
- yes.

02. Are you happy?
- to the max.

03. Do you look at other girls/boys?
- i'll not be human not to look. my eyes may stray, but my heart dosent. :D

04. Think your'e honest?
- yes. you got to be in a relationship. its vital.

-HATE SECTION-

01. Who do you actually hate?
- erm.. not anyone really. i'm a nice person.

02. Have you ever made a hit list?
- HAHAHAHA! YES! mentally though.

03. Are you a mean bully?
- not really. i bitch a lot about people i dont like though.

04. Do you wish you could be someone else?
- no. but i wouldnt mind having nicer legs..

-LOOK AT ME-

01. What is your current hair color?
- black with light brown streaks?

02.What is your natural hair color?
- black.

03. What color are your eyes?
- black

04. Current Piercings?
- 5.

05. Straight Hair or wavy?
- damn it wavy la.

-FAVOURITES-

01. Club?
- 54!!! MoS!

02. Colour?
- orange

03. Fast food restaurant?
- erm.. as long as there's good fries and chilli?

04. Snack?
- those marshmallows&chcolate thingys!

05. TV show?
- OC!!!

06. Ice-cream?
- MANGO! or hagen daz's melon's nice too! not really a big fan of chocolate ice cream though.

-HAVE YOU EVER-

01. Hugged someone?
- DUH!

02. Been on the phone until the sun came up?
- yesssss.

03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
- on for a few hours ah!

04. Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
- think not. cried and had cheek ache though

-LAST-

1. Person you talked to in person?
- screaming at my sister not to steal my muffins! :@

02. Person you last talked to online?
- ninny

02. Person you last talked to on the phone?
- ninnnny!

04. Person you messaged?
- gilbert.

05. Person who made you laugh?
- ninnsey & her funny antics.

06. Last person who told you they loved you?
- gilbert. =D

-CURRENT-

01. Current Mood:
- accomplished!

02.Whats sitting on your lap?
- err. nothing?

03. Current hair?
- pony tail.

04. I Ought To Be Doing?
- setting traps around my muffins to keep my sister away!

05. Current desktop picture?
- a picture of my secondary school classmates & i at sentosa. :D

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1. Where do you hang your towel to dry after showering?
in the toilet?

2. What kind of mouse pad do you have?
no mouse pad.

3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
both!

4. In your opinion, who do you think is the hottest celebrity?
DANIEL WU! no wait, JUDE LAW! no wait, LUKAS PODOLSKI! no wait, jude's charming & lukas's a sports celebrity. SO DANIEL WU LOR!

5. You have a project due tomorrow, do you use tape or glue?
glue & let it dry over night.

6. Chicken or pork?
beef?

7. By the time you get to school, is it still dark?
i havent been to school in the past 3-4 months.

8. If you had a choice to be a unicorn or mermaid which would it be?
MERMAID! mermaids are hottt. and they can breathe under water & swim with the dolphins.

9. What color is your underwear?
black. wanna see?

10. What time does the sun usually set?
6 plus ?

11. What/who do you think of last before you go to sleep?
the whole day events & gilbert?

12. AC or fan?
both! but i still think the AC is the greatest invention ever!

13. Do you wear braces?
nooooooope.

14. Can you do a hand stand?
yeap! cartwheel also can.

15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair?
hmm. thats a good question. i think i'll most prolly have medium length hair & sometimes i'll let it hang emo-ish or sometimes i'll wax it?

16. What level English are you in?
urm??

17. Jessica Simpson or Alba?
ALBA!!

18. Which subject is worse, English or Math?
MATH!

19. What's one thing you really want to 'DO' this very moment?
nothing really. how about make more muffins but i feel so lazy.

20. What movie are you embarrassed to admit you've watched?
no movie.. HAHA! no wait, how about euro trip? its reallyy..... hmm.

21. CD player or iPOD?
iPOD! though i dont have one. can change to travis not. :@

22. Would you rather spin upside down going 30 miles or drop 400 ft. into water?
wah kao, none of the above. drop 400 feet into water will kill you, and spin upside down for 30 miles will make me so sick i dont think i can survive that.

23. Whats your favorite shape?
circle, cos it never ends.

24. What do you have planned for the weekend?
the bloody weekend is almost over ok.

25. Have you ever gone ice skating?
yeap! i wanna go again!

26. If you were put in a room with nothing except for a pencil and paper what would u do?
write?

27. Is it always easy finding your remote every time you want to watch TV?
NOOOOOOOOOOO!

28. How was your day?
hot.

29. Do you grow your nails, bite or cut them?
GROW! ask gilbert i scratch him dont know how many thousand times alrdy.

30. Describe your handwriting:
CHILDISH AND MESSY! :(

31. Do you consider yourself a stalker?
NO! AAHAHHAA!

32. Do you bruise easily?
sadly, yes

33. There`s nothing on TV except Barney and Japanese news what do you do?
watch BARNEY!

34. Do you know more then 3 friendster codes?
friendster has codes ?

35. You got an essay due, you either can type or write in pen, which will it be?
type la. my typing speed is faster then writing. plus my handwritting will prolly kill the teacher.

36. Do you wear jeans to relax at home?
no i wear boxers.

37. Describe yourself in three words:
contented, happy & excited (for school to start?)

38. Do you use deodorant?
i use perfume?

39. Do you like ice in your drink?
yes please but i always end up coughing. -.-

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How do you feel?
~ smelly & sticky from muffin making.

Do you think you've ever had an eating disorder?
~ maybe?

If you had one wish, what would it be? And you can't wish for more wishes.
~ i wish that the children in Africa or wherever need not suffer from the mistakes that the government or their parents/adults made.

Watcha listening to?
~ electrico - love in new wave.

Do you think it's weird to wear white clothing during the winter?
~ not at all.

Do you sing in the shower?
~ at times

Name one of your second cousins.
~ err ..

What movie describes your life?
~ no movie.

Do you obsess over calories on the nutrition labels?
~ not really. i just tend/try to keep away from frizzy drinks & junk. (i am drinking mago juice now please.)

How are a cat and a snake similar?
~ they both attack rats/mice!

What's more comfortable: jeans or skirts?
~ depends on the occasion.

Rather have a million dollars or be in love with someone who loves you?
~ in love. million dollars i can slowly earn them.

Have you heard of the A*Teens?
~ yes

Who's your top friend on Myspace?
~ i dunno?

Sweden or Switzerland?
~ Switzerland! omg! all the swiss chocolate!

Think you could pull off an Australian accent?
~ no! wusssup mate!

If you could have the power to change one thing in the world, what'd it be?
~ killing all the mosquitoes & stop global warming.

If you could have the power to blow up any planet, what'd it be?
~ why would i want to blow up a planet?

Brendon Urie or Ryan Ross?
~ who the hell are they?

What's the last thing you ate?
~ blueberry muffins.

Have you ever made yourself cry on purpose?
~ yes. i know i am weird.

Do you like taking pictures of yourself?
~ haha yes! cam whore!

Ever consider making a family tree?
~ yes. and 1 drawing block isnt enough.

Can you tell if someone is fake?
~ yes

Christmas or your birthday?
~ Birthday!!! its a day where you can sulk and thorw whatever thandrums you want and its alright.

Do you think you're different?
~ in some ways.

Do you know what is going on in Darfur right now?
~ WHAT THE FUCK IS DARFUR!

Did you like your childhood?
~ yes yes. but i didnt like how i looked. blur and mushroomed.

Do you think there's any point in life?
~ yes

Ever cut yourself?
~ yes la yes.

Do you always double check things?
~ when i'm leaving a place i turn around and check if i left anything behind.

What's on your mind right now?
~ DINNER!

Do you wear glasses or contacts?
~ both?

Name the people around you.
~ wah lao! u want a long list is it.

What are you wearing?
~ PJs

Are you hungry?
~ yes

When would you like to retire?
~ like maybe 50? hahaha.

Do you know who the governor of your state is?
~ there's no governor here in sg.

Are you in love with me?
~ no! i dont even know you!

Favorite type of cookie?
~ eh i eat all kinds! but! i hate nuts in my cookies.

Rather always be five minutes late for stuff or twenty minutes early?
~ Five minutes late!

What do you want to do right now?
~ eat dinner!

How long does it take you to write an essay?
~ depends on the length? usually maybe an hour or so?

Who do you look more like: mom or dad?
~ some people say mom, some say dad. i'd like to think i have my own face.

Ever wanted to go get your lip pierced?
~ all the time. my navel and tongue too please.

Ever wanted to run away from home?
~ i dont see a point in doing it. i need the kah-ching!

How do you feel after wasting time to take this survey?
~ totally useless.

6:28 PM

it seems like i'm the only loser who has nothing to do and keeps blogging everyday, compared to my friends.

anyways, dropped by far east yesterday with my mom & sister and i didnt find any dresses la! :( althought i like this tube dress i saw but the cutting was a bit funny so i didnt get it. :( however! i got like 2 belts (cos they were really nice and cheap!) and a blouse. :D but i still want me dresses la. :(

& the enrolmen package from TP came. however its the Business one and i'm still waiting for HTM's. but i spent yesterday reading the book and all and i dont know why, i cant wait for school to start although i'm rather scared la. new friends, new school, new environment. but its not like i cant adapt, its a new chapter and i'm excited/scared. mixed feelings. i'm also afraid i wont have enough time to spend with my boy & friends (but since ninny & qi's in tp, sheila's also in tamp area & my boy stays a stone throw's away. i doubt there'll be a problem) cos HTM's pretty hectic. but gah, till then i'll see how. if my friends in HTM can do it. so can i. =D

should i join a sport? its really unhealthy for me slimming all the time.

& omg, bf got Photoshop! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. sheila & ninny, if you dont treat me nicely, no photoshop for you! :@
there's babel too & guardian & 300 & omgomgomg! i cannot wait alrdy laaaaa.

PS: to my fellow clique members, can we please arrange for an outing to sentosa. its been ages since we went there together. :(

10:55 AM

so, out of 491 songs i have, he choose only 172. -.-

anyway, we went down to Mushroom Pot yesterday for dinner and it was fanfreakingtanstic la. the soup base and the MUSHROOMS and the pig stomach! heh heh. we had the buffet thingy & ate like there's no tomorrow.

and i slept on the bus with my head lolling about and although he finds it very endearing, my hair was a mess and i looked pretty retarded. haiya, i going out with my mama and sister soon & hopefully she buys me more dresses. suddenly, i'm very into dresses. :D

ZOMG! MY NOSE IS PEELING! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

my boy's in JB and i pray to God to look after him. (& not let immigration check his bag for DVDs)

=D

3:15 PM

KLICK here!

2:37 PM

so i went to town after work ytd with Boyfried to get his very first iPod. he got a green iPod nano. but the 1st generation that nic & becky has are nicer. the edges are more defined and the back with the reflective casing that acts as a mirror.

he was saying in life you gotta do/get somethings at least once & getting an iPod was one of them. -.- i still love Travis anyways. it can store more songs. :D & that reminds me, i gotta get new earphones. my bloody earphones are spoilt luh. :(

& ninny just sent me lots of new songs!! like good charlotte's & electrico's (i waited 92642369237 years for it ok) & boyfriend's gonna get the songs from me cos i have such efficient sources! :D

anyways, i was telling my mother about him getting his iPod cos she asked me where i went and all. then she was like, "See! you're so lucky. people have to earn to buy what they want and your daddy just buys them for you." WAH LAO! I EARNED TRAVIS TOO OK! think getting all As for N's very easy ah? (well, axcept for chinese la. but i got B4 la!!!)

and then this morning she was saying of getting a MP4 for my sister cos her friend is going to China and they sell damn super cheap electronics. like she got an 8GB thumbdrive for my dad for just S$30!! and the thing is my sister didnt even earn it lorrrrrrrzzxxzzxxzzxx. (btw, she failed Lit. HOW CAN SHE FAIL LIT LA! ZOMG!)

10:15 AM

8. last cigarette:
= last year 12456765432 months ago, and i primise not to do it again.

7. last beverage:
= water.

6. last phone call:
= yesterday while meeting up with my friends.

5. last text message:
= gilbert

3. last BUBBLE bath:
= when i was 8!!

2. last time you cried:
= erm, a very long time ago? i cant rmb.

1. last time you hugged someone:
= ytd i hugged my classmates goodbye.

SEVEN have you's:

7. have you ever dated someone twice?:
= nope

6. Do you believe in love at first sight?:
= nope.

5.missing?
= gilbert lor.

4. have you ever fallen in love?:
= yes.

3. have you ever lost someone?:
= yes.

2. have you ever been depressed?:
= yeah.

1. have you ever had a heartbreak?:
= -.- YES LA.

SIX things you did in the past three days:

6. Went to school:
= i haven't been to school in the past 3 months ok.

5. Went to work:
= yesss.

4. Colored:
= no

3. Got drunk:
= no

2. Slept:
= yes. -.-

1. Hurt yourself:
= no

THIS YEAR...

Made a new friend:
= yes

Laughed until you cried?:
= yes

Went behind your parents back:
= yes? =X

Met someone who changed your life:
= haha, yes la.

Gotten close to someone:
= yeah

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..

1. Love:
= a profoundly tender,passionate affection for another person.

2. Gay marriage?:
= i support.

3. Lowering the drinking age?:
= it doesnt matter to me because i was already buying booze when i was 16. :D

ABOUT YOU:

4. Straight or Gay?
= Straight

5. Who is the best hugger that you know?:
= gilbert.

6. Do you believe in love at first sight?:
= wah lao, you asked already.

7. Is there something you want to tell someone?:
= no...

8. what kinda shirt are you wearing?
= wearing a spag actually.

9. How many kids do you want to have?:
= ask me in a couple of years.

10. Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?
= sorta

11. Do you want to change your name?:
= no

12. What did you do for your last birthday?:
= wemy clique bought me dinner and used boyfriend as a surprise. :D

13. What time did you wake up today?:
= 6am

14. What were you doing at midnight?:
= sleeping because my head was pounding so badly. :(

15. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?
= go mushroom pot and eat! :D

16. Last time you saw your father?:
= about 2 hours ago.

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?
= nothing at all.

18. Which hand do you like better?
= right? i write with it!

19.What are you listening to right now?:
= fall out boy's sugar, we're going down.

21. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?:
= yeah. =X

22. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone?:
= i dont really rmb. was it some top from nic?

23. Who's getting on your nerves right now?
= the air con. no wait, its not a who.

2:37 PM

so! sentosa yesterday with classmates was a blast! & yeah, i'm not tan, i'm sun-burned which will eventually peel (i think) and i'll be as fair as usual. :( nebermind, sun burned skin's cute. HAHA. ok, crap. was supposed to be this potluck picnic thingy and i brought hotdogs, tessa brought salad (her cherry tomatoes was so sweet!), yvonne fried rice, michelle drinks, sarah tuna sandwhiches, sookien & audrey was supposed to bring egg sandwhiches but since sarah was bringing sandwhiches, they decided to bring BBQ there. Audrey brought an aluminium tray thingy to put the charcoals and all. & they gave me so much credit for starting the fire can! :D:D:D anyways, we had satay, bacon & more hotdogs. -.- and i bet a lot of people were eying our food!

anyway, we played volley and my forearms are rather bruised now. :( but it was good exercise la. yvonne's volley's always very far away, and i have to run after it. -.- she cant aim to save her life luh. & we played captain's ball in the sand its the most difficult captain's ball i ever played because its so difficult to run on sand. BUT! when you fall, you dont get bruising! sort of la. and some idiot kicked my head when i dived for the ball. i'm so accident prone i think i will die earlier.

then around evening time, we left for Vivo and we sat at the roof top garden there and took more pictures and talked and the whole time Audrey and Michelle's phone were ringing non-stop cause their respective partners kept calling them and all. then Sookien was like, "nat ah, why your boyfriend never call and disturb you one? so lucky." HAHA! Audrey's boyfriend was giving her a bloody hard time la, kept asking her to go home because its late and he didnt want her to stay out until so late. -.- it was only 8pm. he's damn bloody possessive.then sarah said that it was sweet of Boyfriend to let me have quality time with them. :D

anyway, KLICK! here for the photos. i'll upload more when yvonne sends me her share of the photos.




10:07 AM

i think i have sore eyes/infection/whatever. i woke up in the middle of the night to pee and i found it rather difficult to open my eyes so i went to look into the mirror and there's like puss on my eyes la! *wails* then after i cleaned it away it felt better. and this morning, the same thing. :@ & its not like i saw something dirty like what all the mothers and ahmas will say. i stayed at home the whole day and Gilbert and i have been very good lorzzxxzzxx. so annoying la. rawr. some idiot must have touched something in my house and i touched it too and rubbed my eye. damn it. :@:@:@:@

ok la, bye! i'm going to pack my bag for sentosa already. and hopefully, i come back tanner then Gilbert. :@

9:22 AM

7:55 PM

Anna: "do you think 2 people can get to know each other without getting into their long stories?"

Lucus: "sure."

Anna: "but isnt who you were a part of who you are?"

Lucus: "maybe. but i'm trying to say that i dont need to know the person that you used to be. as much as, the person you're trying to be."

5:13 PM

You Are 83% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride.

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Overall, you are very content in your life. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

1:45 PM

yesterday i saw so many people! all in 1 day!

first dad said he was leaving the office early, so i went down to air port to meet nic and sheila who were supposed to be studying there. we talked mostly instead of studying. -.-

then on my way to Tamp, i met Marilyn and Wendilyn on the bus. reminded me of SJC days.

then! i saw Jiawen and Al-lene at Tamp Mall. omgosh! i miss them soo much. we stood there talking for quite long and poor Gilbert wandered off in boredom i guess.

& of cos, i get to meet Boyfriend la.

i'm such a happy girl i think i'm gonna explode.

plus, later i'm going to meet nic and sheila and maybe ninny. & i'm going out with my classmates to sentosa tmr. so exciting.

i think my entries are getting so... nonsensical and monotonous. :@

plus, i love how blogger has speel spell check.

10:33 AM

oh. my. god.

i just recieved a friendster msg from talib and it says:

"Miss can i see your i/c...?"

"Oh! Okok you can watch the M18 movie liaoz.. enjoy the show and thanks for choosing Cathay!"

haha!

Happy (belated) 18th Birthday!

omgosh! -.- sham ah! better control him man!

4:05 PM

apprently, i didnt take my camera out in time and i hardly took pictures. -.-

so, thank you keng and mellie for coming down and making cookies and muffins, and also for the bracelet! i think i ate like a lot of them and i'm having a sore throat now. :( TOO BAD WE DIDNT TAKE ANY PICTURES! RAWR. neebermind, there's always next time.

and thank you Junda, Stella, Qianyun for that 2 bottles of alcohol. its so classic of you guys. -.- and also Xavier for coming down. Junda's never changed. always nagging when he himself bought the alcohol for me. same old big brother.

& there's Ice, Dine and Joey. thank you for the CD! zomg! and thank you Ice for the book, i've already started and it's good. btw ah, you left the price tag on the back cover. -.-

& lastly, thank you clique+the boyfriends+gilbert+marcus for coming down. and snatching sting rays with me. you guys mean the world to me.

so, after most people left, talib&sham, hafidz&qi, rongcheng&toi, gilbert&i, joey,dine&ice played asshole daidee. it was damn hilarious.

haiya, my feet are covered in ant/mosquito/sand fly bites. i dont know which one, so i gave a variety. haha. anyways, its damn itchy la! and my throat hurts, so i am going to sleep now or something..

tata!

PS: this year's birthday was a blast. its the best birthday ever. i've got my friends who care and love me so much. and there's Gilbert, who's my favourite boy and he's ultimate sweet and he makes me so happy. and then, there's the admission to HTM which really made this so wonderful. i hardly fight with my sister anymore like how we used to when we were younger. and although my dad's still annoying and unreasonable at times, my parents are OK. and although i'm not in TP yet, at least i have a school to go to. and not only ninny & qi are there, so is qianyun. (plus, Gilbert stays so near we can like have dinner everyday also can)

my life is just perfect.

11:00 AM

10:13 PM

Eyes glazed, stifled a yawn.
Took out music player, offered him.
Hearts racing declined her.
Frowns, looks confused.
Jerky bus, can't find the right words.
Played yellow, bobbing to the beat.
Took a breath, words flowed out.
Wide eyes, tears filled out but held back.
Stares at her, waiting in anticipation.
She nodded, corners of her lips curled.

The starting of a new chapter.
The starting of something special.

It’s been a month & many, many more to come.

"i love you, be mine."


Love me tender, love me sweet,
Never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
And I love you so.

Love me tender, love me true,
All my dreams fulfill.
For my darlin', I love you,
And I always will.

Love me tender, love me long,
Take me to your heart
For it's there that I belong
And we'll never part

Love me tender, love me true,
All my dreams fulfill.
For my darlin', I love you,
And I always will.

Love me tender, love me dear,
Tell me you are mine.
I'll be yours through all the years,
Till the end of time.

When at last my dreams come true,
Darling, this I know:
Happiness will follow you,
Everywhere you go.

Love me tender, love me true,
All my dreams fulfill.
For my darlin', I love you,
And I always will.

11:29 AM

some more thank yous.

thank you Nelson, Rachel, Rebbecca, Junda, Joey, Rijia, Jeff, Gilbert, Keng, Guanghao and Yizhen for wishing me on Friendster. (-.-)

thank you Meishan, Keng, Auntie Doris (like she'll see), Dine, Hayden, Dreg, Wandi, Qi and Mikko for texting and remembering.

thank you Filly & Shyan for calling.

thank you Mellie and Keng for coming down yesterday morning to deliver hash browns and to keep me company. (though Keng, that scab is still on my elbow from your pen throwing!)

thank you Sheila, Nic, Ninny, Sham, Qi, Jo and Toi for buying me dinner at Sakae.
thank you Gilbert for surprising me with a cake. (i really wasn't expecting that!)

thank you Sheila, Ninny & Sham for the lingerie, and i doubt i'll use it anytime soon because i don't plan on seducing anyone right now. (HEE HEE, not even Gilbert lor. he good boy.)
thank you Nic, for that hand-made book which made me cry and that angel handphone chain.
thank you Qi and Hafidz (speel correct not?) for the crystal ball. its glitering in my cupboard already.
thank you Toi, Jo & Becky for the bikini! haha! wear already show you next time! :D
thank you Gilbert for the Guess bag. i was really surprised la! (again). its so beautiful that my mom wants to use it too, so i'm gonna lock it up in my cupboard.

(wah lao, half are kinky stuffs)

but, most importantly, Thank You for the company and love.

i was talking to Gilbert after everyone left, and he said that he could see who love and care about me the most among the clique and i asked him to number them. then he said,

1. Sheila
2. Nic
3. Ninny

then he stopped cos he didn't really know the rest and then he said Toi and Jo were like stonning around and he couldn't really tell. HAHA!

yesterday's moon was so round and bright and red and big!

yay, i'm a happy girl!




9:39 AM

first of all, HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY NICOLE! welcome to teen-hood.

second, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY GUANGHAO! (say goodbye to teen-hood.) haha.

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! (say hi to booze and clubbing.)

ahhh! keng keng so sweet! she going to Bugis to meet her date and she's coming to deliver hashbrowns to me! so exciting!

and also thank you to Rachel, Delphina, Jiawen, Joey, Yvonne, Tessa, Sheila, Ninny, Toi, Qianyun, Sham, Beryl, Nicocococo, Guanghao, Jo, Junda and Marcus for remembering and the texts. i love you all!

thank you Gilbert for pretending to sleep and then calling at 12 to sing me a birthday song while i was watching boring shows on MTV. :D and also for the thing in the box and you really shouldn't have. omg, i'm still hyperventilating.

now, i'm going to sit here and stone in the office. maybe i'll play a bit of maple later! :D haha!

PS: haiya! i miss sheila nic and ninny a lot la! :( but i'm going to see them later! so exciting.
PPS: gilbert also. :(

PPPPS: keng keng drew this!

9:12 AM

Natasha
Nat❤Bert!
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Beautifully Tragic.
With a natural grace and beauty.
Let her world unfold
as the flowers of the morn,
As leaves turn,
And hearts are torn.
Pain trapped in a single tear
Beauty fades as the passing year

Try me.
I'm yours.

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