love.lies.lust.

Gilbert loves me, but he loves soccer more and he loves his playstation the MOST!

thats my msn personal msg. ahaha!

anyway, i'm really feeling rather sore this morning. at first, while talking to Gilbert on the phone, my dad came in and shouted at me cos i was using the phone last night and than this morning first thing i do when i wake up was to use the phone again. and the thing was i WASNT THE FUCKING ONE WHO USED THE PHONE. because they changed the house phone and when you on the phone, there's a green light at the charger. so i used msn to talk to gilbert instead (free somemore).

so, there you go. first thing in the morning you get shouted at. than my mom came in and asked why i was so grouchy. than i was like pointing to my dad. than she was like, "why early in the morning you scold her." than he was like, "I DIDNT OK." so fine. i'm retarded. i can't tell the difference between a shout and normal talking.

than nic had to rush off after getting things from spotlight cos she gotta spend time with her Aunt cos they are flying back to the US on tues. so, i wanted to accompany her cos i feel bad letting her go on her own. so i called gilbert (that was why i was talking to him this morning), than he was kindda reluctant since he's going out in the evening with his friends. although he insisted, what's the point when he's so reluctant right? so fine, i'll look for someone else. but shawn's still asleep i think. he didnt answer his phone and jasmine and mayling arent free either.

so fine, i shall stay at home and sulk.

12:23 PM

that day gilbert was telling me about what his lecturer's wife saw at the hospital, as she's a nurse. that during one of her night shifts, she and her assistant nurse was changing some one's diapers, they felt someone peeking in through the curtains. so she sent her assistant nurse to check it out as it was rather late and no visitors are allowed. her assistant nurse peeked out and saw no one, so they continued. than she saw a pair of feet running away from under the curtains and the assistant nurse came out, wanting to ask the visitor to leave as it was past visiting hours. however when she was about to chase the 'person' the patient on the next bed went, "NURSE NURSE! Dont chase after it! it has no head!"

oh. my. gosh.

so that day i was telling him not to anyhow eat food cos later if he has food poisoning, he'd have to go to the hospital, and when he has to stay over night...... and i end up scaring myself when i was trying to scare him. its so unfair.

anyway, my classmate Don is like super retarded (but yet so smart). we have this subject, RHT, Research for Hospitality & Tourism. and we were like asking him if he was going for RHT lecture. and he replied, "i going to RHTS." which really left us all puzzled. and so we asked what RHTS and you know what he replied? "Return Home To Sleep" thats like super retarded.

and than the next day, someone came up with GOWB. its like a new CCA, an extra curriculum where most girls would attend. and that is, "Going Out With Boyfriend." HAHA! and they would go, "where are you going later?" and someone would reply, "oh, i got GOWB-ing."

the guys would be GOWG-ing.

ok, lame.

and i made a bet with Shawn to see if i can loose 4kg faster than he gains 4kg. its so obvious that he's gonna win, but i'm gonna take this as a motivation to shed some kilos. can feel my tummy and arms getting more and more flabby. and i think i am doing a not bad job so far. i've decided to cut down on the amount of fried food to only once a week. and stop snacking. if i am hungry, just eat proper meals. no junk food, no chocolates, no cupcakes. :( for the sake of my body, i must do it. and i believe i can! oh, most prolly going jogging/bladding with gilbert on sunday. hopefully it helps.

its been so long sinced i last blogged a long entry huh?

anyway, mayling and i have been shopping from school really excessively. i bought a dress on monday together with jasmine and mayling and i bought another top today! but this top is from Topshop and i really like it. haha. and at first they were selling it at $18, but i bargained for $15. not bad right? than i saw this white skirt. and since you know i love short skirts and i only have denim pairs, i wanted to get it. but it was really short. when i bend down, i think i will flash my panties, so i didnt get it. oh wells. gah.

here are the pics of Jasmine, Mayling & I wearing the same dress, but different colour!

10:31 PM

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY ALAN. this is how much your girlfriend loves you. poor thing! ahahaha!

10:19 PM

8:50 PM

ATTENTION ALL TEMASEK POLY STUDENTS! ALL THE FUCKING COMPUTERS IN THE SCHOOL IS ATTACKED WITH VIRUS!

i am dead serious. now, even my camera's SD card, my thumbdrive & my MP3 is fucking infected. luckily, alan was there to help me solve this stupid matter. he sent me the software to remove it.

so if you see this folder 'Flashy' and when u delete it, it appears again, you know you've got it. also, scan your personal computers and thumbdrives everytime you plug it to the school computer. if your Norton pops up with Backdoor Trojan (or Trojan Horse or sth of that shit), DISINFECT! KNNBCCB! my stuffffffffff!

alan said i was lucky it didnt auto delete all my stuff. :(:( POOR SHANE!

10:11 PM

i like this picture of muffin a lot. i showed it to my sister and she was like, "Muffin looks so emo." hahaha!

i hope nic's ok. muffin's there to cheer you up! love baby!

8:28 PM

i just came back from my class chalet! tired as hell. and i got a stupid blister on my thumb while playing PS with the boys. not funny lor. Gilbert was very nice to pick me up from home and help me carry my bags all the way to chalet. and at night, he came with baoming cos we were low on charcoal. so, we played captains ball, girls against the guys, and they trashed us totally cos they're so freaking tall la. unfair. we played frisbee, volley and even danced the school's mass dance. bbq, drank, played asshole daidee. at the end of the day, Gilbert, baoming, alan, mayling and i were the only ones left downstairs eating and playing daidee. i love their company,they can make me laugh so hard till i get stiches.

my class jokers, don and andy were being extremely retarded as well, playing starwars on the bbq pits. dancing to macarina. taopok-ing the boys.

mushroom washers.

see! star wars on bbq pit top.
don't mind, me bring very unglam with golden mushrooms hanging out of my mouth. poor guy.
tao pok!
2nd day.
we went to wild wild wet! spent close to 5 hours there. it was really fun though the service there is rather sucky.

so 2nd night, we had a 2nd round of bbq cos there was left over chicken wings and sausages. and we were telling each other ghosts stories and things and jokes and freaking each other out. in the end, jasmine and i bathed together. i waited like outside while she showered & than she waited for me. on the first night, there was about 17 people who stayed over. its like a record! 17 people sleeping in a room. really really hard.

2nd night not so bad, about 11 people stayed over. but it was more dangerous. on my left one slaps me, on my right, one kicks me. sad case la. and i've never played so much PS in my life before ok.

ok la, i am sleepy. goodnight!

PEKCHERS!

6:48 PM

Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. Do you ever lie about your age?
- No! i am proud to be 18!

2. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
- Mixture of both can? but i still prefer the more sensitive ones.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark-haired guys?
- dark haired = sexy

4. Are you currently single?
- nope

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
- I never regret anything. its only a waste of time.

6. Do you have a best friend?
- Yes I do...

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- A woman.

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
- Boyfriend!

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- haha! YES LA.

10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
- No thanks! i'm all about natural beauty! heh!

11. Do you like your life?
- LOVE IT.

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
- no Hollister here.

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
- Been there done that.

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
- Been there done that.

16. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
- i believe in girl POWERRRRRRR!

17. How long have you had Friendster?
- I cant rmb..

18. Have you ever cheated on someone?
- NO!! thats low...

19. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
- sorta.

20. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
- HAHAHA! i punched Junda before!

21. What is one of your biggest fears?
- i think its loneliness. but, not really. see right, when you're scary and damaged (but healing) there's nothing really you can be afraid of. besides bugs.

22. Have you ever skipped class?
- All the time la, all the time.

23. Has anyone close to you ever died?
- My hamster counted not?

24. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
- yes.

25. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
- Yeah, like Gilbert lor.

26. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
- YESSSSSS!

27. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
- i'm not really sure. i cant rmb..

28. Do you ever wish you were famous?
- i used to, but than i found out that they didnt have much privacy..

29. Do you ever wish you were a man?
- NO WAY, i love my boobs.

30. Do you think any men will open this just because it's labeled "The Female Survey"?
- Maybe?

11:21 PM

i used Gilbert's soap to wash my hand just now and they smell of him now. :D

9:44 PM

12:02 AM

First of all, happy 18th birthday Nicolette Felicity Yeo Yinying! please don't break the law. you'll go to prison!

We first surprised nic at her place with cupcakes instead of a cake since she didnt like to eat cakes. and we were so afraid that muffin whould burn all his fur off if we allowed it to run around next to the cupcakes so we left it in the paper bag.

after bumming around and eating, we packed nic's stuff and blind folded her all the way from her place to sentosa! i dont know how we did it but we did! hahaha! the hotel is so bloody nice i swear. ever since i got into HTM, i'm like really fussy about service, and they were superb!! and the pool! omg! its so nice! sadly, i was too lazy to take any pics. so bloghop and you might find the pics in some of my friend's blogs.

so, after fooling around in the pool and on the beach, we went to watch the songs of the sea and its good. better than i expected. and for dinner we went to beach road to have the steamboat buffet dinner thing. sooooooo good! although the toilet's really smelly. =x

the breakfast! omfg! so damn good!

11:32 PM

Mayling and i went to Aria Bistro+Wine Bar at the Esplanade for dinner on Saturday night cos we needed to do some project on the service quality on any F&B outlet. and since we havent been to any fine dinning, we decided to give it a shot. she was so blur about her culinary and wine. haha! anyway, first we had

She had Raw Scallops.

I had Smoked Salmon.

She had Cream of Mushroom Soup.

I had Lobster Bisque.

THEN WE HAD FOIE GRAS! its omfg fantastic! it practically melts in your mouth! a must try once in a life time thing. (although its 95% cholestrol)

She had Seabass.

I had a beef cheek.

and for dessert we both had Caramelized Banana! its damn nice i swear.

& the resturant bougth the both of us wine!

Notice how red i am. -.-

but we manage to finish it! :D

overall, it was a damn fantastic exprience! the food, WOW. the service, WOW. the ambience, WOW. when i save up enough, i dont mind going there again! :D

10:52 PM

happy 18th nicoco baby!
i bought her (+becks & qi) a bunny and we named it muffin! its so cute i didnt want to give it to her. haha. k, just got home, sleepy, goodnight.

8:15 PM

i seriously think something is wrong with me.

the reason why i stopped working for my dad was cos i didnt want my work to affect my school or things that are more important in my life. and although now its the hols, i have so many fucking things to do and plan, not to forget projects and late nights that i need sleep to catch up on, he still dumps his stupid work on me! now when i wanted to pack my things and than sleep early he come and ask me to do things! when i told him i was busy, he threaten not to give me my next month's allowance. not only that, he still can come and irritate me cos i bought something and he wanted to play with it. i mean fuck off and give me a fucking break la. i'm so fucking tired. rawr. just cos i'm having hols, he's like taking advantage of it and dumping shit on me! i still got so many projs to rush la! nabei.

ARAGH.

bf's too busy for me. :(

10:23 PM

we went to the park,
and he kissed me underneath the stars.

11:22 PM

hellooooooooooooooooooo!

ok, i just got back from bladding at east coast. at first mom woke my sister and i up at 8am (omfg!) and asked if i wanted my dad to send me to ECP since he was going to play golf. than i was like, ok i dont mind. than she suddenly woke my sis up and asked her if she wanted to cycle, if so, than she and my sis will join Gilbert and i. and yes, they did in the end.

my butt's so sore now. haha. Gilbert was saying that he's so sporty than his girlfriend play one time badminton ache all over. :(

anyway, thats not the point, we went to safra to shower and the 3 of us shared 2 plates of cheesy sausage and 2 plates of cheese fries while we waited for my dad and my mom went to the jackpot room to read papers.

and i defeated Gilbert once at street fighter (out of 3 games.) had dinner at safra and went home.

my entries are getting boring.

so anyway, Gilbert and i have reached 4 mths without fighting with each other before. and sheila says i say it like a bad thing! no, i dont think its a bad thing, its superb when you have issues and you just talk to your partner with no worry if he might get upset or angry and yell his lungs out at you. but i'm not saying we have issues. we have very little issues, or almost none.

but today, Miss Natasha the Crazy/Mad/Silly/Goon thought Gilbert didnt love her as much as he did before. which was totally crazy/mad/silly/goon cos he does (i hope). see how crazy she is. (why the fuck am i typing in third person?)

anyway, the point is, i dont know why i'm insecure today when he has done so many wonderful stuffs to make me smile, to make me happy, to make me feel like a damn princess. i'm so ungreatful for the love/people that has been given to me. i swear, i love my friends, gilbert and family so much its more than i could ever type down.

oh shit, i am i getting sleepy and its only 10.22pm. -.- ok, chao!

-ungreatful brat, Nat.

10:01 PM

i saw this from sheila's friendster. and i think its really funny.

"I have something to say.

Kristle is insane. She is literally insane. That's the only thought that went into my head after I read her.

Insane Act #1:

"i am a lesbian. i fully fledged, full blown lesbian."

and

"maybe one day. far far away from now things will get better for us and we get back together. i know i'll never stop loving you. i swear it. i'll always keep my fingers crossed. i love you baby. so so much. i do."

She wrote that in her blog. And then....

"wah liew. i miss my boyfriend can? like cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeebye lar. and i bet you he's still sleeping. BUM. :/"

Insane Act #2:

"to beckie's clique.... i can't believe i still make it as conversation topics, even as much as you guys hate me. i seem to still be an integral part of your life! AWESOME."

this is self explanatory. She's insane.

Insane Act #3:

"quick! go rescue her from my evil clutches. cause i'm such a bitch right nicc? right nat? i'm such a horrible girlfriend. yes. i am."

nic, nat, she imagined a conversation with you guys!

And I hope that friends of dear Kristle don't come rushing standing up for her or scolding me or anything, because I am purely stating my opinion with no vulgarities or rude comments. But if you insist on making a fool out of yourself, please do.

And seriously, I have respect for people and I wouldn't put her name out there but just taking a leaf out of kristle's book...

"no wonder people hate me, it's cause i freely speak my mind without having to hide behind a blog and not use actual names. NAME ME BITCH. SAY IT TO MY FACE."

there you
go, kristle. you are named. (: "

2:26 PM

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mid sem tests are finally overrrrrrr!!! *jumps up in joy*

anyway, after our papers, my classmates and i went to tamp sports hall to play badminton. you try playing vigourous badminton for 3 straight hours. can die ah. now, my arm, legs and even my back is aching. but its been so long since i last played, rather glad i can still play properly..

than went to Gilbert's house to shower and have dinner since his mom cooked. the taogay very nice. heehee. was supposed to go send nic off but she said her aunts want togo early and eat inside. and obviously i cant go in too what right? so we went to esplanade there and sit and chill. first went to the rooftop where we played this game where he'd choose a song in his iPod and i'd guess what song that is. i won even though its his iPod.

we wanted to go down and take a walk, but the library there was having this open mic thingy where people can just go play their songs and u get to listen. for free. the bands/groups that played were really good.

than, i got tired and he sent me home. :D

and since the hols are here, its like packed with activities. but my dad wants me to go into the office. SO SIAN LA. everyday wake up so early, now he still wants me to wake up so early. rawr! :(

but i'll just go & watch my DVDs now. :D

PS: happy 4th and many to come! <3 you more!

11:25 AM

1 down and 3 to go. i'm so hungry i can eat a cow. MOOOOOOOO.

3:55 PM

you know, i think i have a very common face. there's many girls who look like me! i am serious. i was reading an old entry..

Joey said she litteraly bumped into this girl who looked like me. and i qoute,
"not the you now but the you when i first knew you." and so i replied "the
young, innocent, geeky me?" and she said: "ya."

and just the other day when Gilbert went to MOS with his friends, they saw this girl selling shots who looked like me. same hairstyle, same loop earings, about same height. just that she's skinner. :( (but she made him miss me. :D)

see! i got common face!

and there's this girl in SJC who my friends say she looks like me. -.-

3:31 PM

some pictures we took in class. yet again.

Andy!

new pictures from Gilbert's new phone.

after the IT fair.

at the airport after food fair.

i was just surfing friendster and i read something really sweet.

it started out with the usual lame, GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP
IN, etc etc. but the ending.....

"AND WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH HER, TELL HER.
AND WHEN YOU DO TELL HER. LOVE HER LIKE YOU NEVER LOVED BEFORE."

sighs, terms tests are here! (monday actually.) and i'm rather distracted today. usually i take maybe about an hour to an hour and a half to finish a chapter. today i took FOREVER! sobs. i also dont know why.. i scared i cannot finish what i'm supposed to study by today. i must concentrate and work hard! hmpf!

GO NAT! just 1 more week.

Replies:

Gilbert: yess boyfriend..

Kevin: you thinkkk?

Nicc: YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

5:32 PM