love.lies.lust.

Hi!

I have some pictures to upload and talk about! haha.

First, i finally developed the disposable camera. It sucked cos it can take 27 pictures and only 11 are ok enough to be washed out. And though those 11 are washed out, some of them were kindda.. Dim. The flash lousy sia! Cannot take from far. But some of the pictures, the effects were quite nice!

Finished the roll during the weekend taking random things, Gilbert's friends when they came and look for us while i was studying at airport and afterward with Jas and YT when they came to look for us at Clark Quay.

That's my darling! He says he likes this picture a lot! -.-

Ong GQ, Gilbert, Jon See

Rmb my previous entry? :D He really drove the BMW, i just sat in it. Wait till i get my license ah! Hehheh.

Then on Thursday was our LAST PAPER! YESSSSSSSSSS! That means i'm on holiday now! Plus we got our sentosa card already which i am going to make FULL USE of. :D So, H07 went to eat steamboat together at Bugis there. I ate and ate and ate and i was so full i left like exploding! =x

As usual, we tried to take jump shots again in front of Business School.. Wasn't very successful.

Then, Don just decided to block our Mel Png. Felt so tickled during this photo!

Mayling and I! Her hair so nice! Miss her so! :(

Half of H07!

Then on Saturday, Nic, Jing2, Gilbert and I went to Fort Canning to watch movie sneaks! Not one, but two! My Sassy Girl and Make it Happen. I seriously don't advise anyone to catch Make it Happen in the cinemas. It's so predictable. -.- It's like step up plus honey plus whatever typical dance movies only it's not as good as that. Catch it online or something! Haha. My Sassy Girl was quite ok. Cried balls but i still think the Korean version's better. The Hollywood one kindda rushed through things.

During the interval! Guess what game i was playing!

HARVEST MOON! haha!

LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU! MUAH MUAH!

That's how small her head is.

And after that we went to Changi Village to eat and then we went to somewhere near the SAF Ferry Terminal to watch planes. Could see Tekong from there. Poor Gilbert Mon-Fri there, than Sat go back there again.

Oh! And something funny/stupid happened. Nic forgot to bring her memory card for her camera. =x

ANYWAYS! Gilbert and i went to Parkway today to claim our Anderson's ice cream! It was super yummy! Then i was telling him that next time he must hire maid for me cos i hate to do the housework.. Except cook la. But if i do it everyday i will get bored and sick of it! HAHA! AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IDIOT SAID?!?!

"Huh? Who says i want to be with you?"

DO YOU HEAR MY HEART BREAKING! Sobs! *piang!*

:( i pouted and walked/ran away and he chased after me and of cos he is faster right, so when he overtook me he was like "You cannot outrun me!" HAHA! that idiot. He actually fireman lifted me back to the shop. Omg.. -.-

I swear i will train and be faster then you! Next time i will take part in ironman! Muahaha!

9:31 PM

Hi! This is my very first BMW!

11:32 AM

Haha, i was just in facebook reading something from Joey and about all her past actions that may deem her as a 'bad person'.. I swear, i think i did more 'bad' things. Ok, i don't have as much piercings or tattoos as her.. but.. i think i still turned out fine and i am quite proud of myself. I think i changed in a way.. I don't think i am as daring anymore.. I don't think i have that much guts anymore. Yeah it was fun in the past, but hell, i have responsibilities now and i have big dreams with Gilbert. :)

Have no idea why i am typing this.. Getting way out of point. Haha..

12:38 PM

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

8:50 AM

Ok, i know i always disappear during the weekends. =x

I think Nic msged me ytd, i have some impression but when i woke up, i couldn't find the msg. Is either i deleted in a half asleep daze or i was dreaming.

Anyways, the weekend was fun with Gilbert. :D It always is. He bought me a disposable camera and we had so much fun playing with it! I still have not develop it yet. And i must still scan it. Anyways, it's time to go back to studying. I have a paper later at 7pm! So late la! -.-

Oh! and look what we did! :D Hahaha. He's so cute. *pinch ur fats!*

12:52 PM

HAHAHAH! SO CUTE RIGHT? He's 'holding' the ice cream.

Aragh! He's coming back today! I dont know if he's booking out or what. But i was so excited i couldn't sleep last night. And i woke up at 8am. And although i finished a lecture already, i still can't really concentrate la! Zzz.. Faster come back darling!!!!!!! :D

Left with 2 more lectures for accounting! :D Still havent touch TTO yet though.. =X

11:28 AM

You know, i met the idiot Nic yesterday to study. We were at Gardens at the yellow building in Maju at 3rd level. So we were just walking around and when the lift came, i went in, not knowing the door closed behind me.. Until i heard a "AHHHHHHHHHH!" i turned around and found that Nic wasn't in the lift and the lift went down. Without her. HAHA!

Ok, it's not funny when i type it here, but i couldn't stop laughing when she came back down.

9:00 AM

I MISS YOU BLACK CHICKEN!

11:54 PM

You know, i was just thinking back in the days of SJC, and how hard i would study (ok, maybe not so for Os) but i studied like some mad dog for Ns (and partly its easier la) and i got 2nd place for Ns. And i remembered how happy i was, calling nic cos she really pushed me so bloody hard ( i hated going to her place every day ok!) to study for Social Studies! and i got A1! :D

And i want to feel that way again, so happy and contented with my results for once.. So i will study hard and get into a U. Plus Gilbert and i have plans to go NTU together (cos that's the only school that offeres hospitality and/or tourism or so i heard) and he already got a place there, that smart ass.

And for the first time, i'd actually have a partner in the same school as me! I always see my friends who would meet their gfs/bfs in between classes and all, i never got that same feel leh. Don't know how it feels like. Haha. It'd be quite cool i think. But then, i think he see me everyday, he sure sian one lor. :(

I always thought having a bf/gf who is in the same school/class wasn't very good cos you'd have the same group of friends. Then, if you fight or breakup, it's gonna be really awkard. But.... I think my mind set is changing?? I don't know la.

And we'd go orientation together or something and we'd text each other about how boring/fun/stupid it is, and maybe run off to go eat macs together or something. :D

Ok, i better stop day dreaming!

Omg, i'm so going to study now so i can at least go to a U. Don't care what, can enter can already. Sianz.

11:38 PM

and i'm dying inside to hold you..

12:00 AM

some pictures from SSM!

Sherlyn, Peiwen, Mr Goh, Mel Png, Me!

Us with Ms Mark

I know i said i can't wait to get out of that hell hole, and now that it's finally over.. i kind of miss it.

Sugarloaf broke the HTM record by 1k! We earned $3,625! and Toptable was also the highest this week with $798!! It was a pleasure working you with guys, H11 and H12!

2:36 PM

ARAGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I MISS GILBERT LIM! :(

He's having field camp and i can't even call him FOR 6 DAYS. killer man. I just hope it doesn't rain so much. I can't see him this weekend and it's quite difficult! I know i have stuff to do and exams to study.. but still! :(

i was just imagining him sitting beside my on the bus just now. Holding me, telling me to be strong, smelling my hair like he always do. Sigh..

Just waiting for Thursday only.. :(

Siannnnnnnnnn..

10:39 PM

hihi!

my class took some class picture yesterday.

Yawns. Contemplating if i should go to the briefing later..

I've been playing harvest moon and it's getting boring. Maybe i should start studying.. hmm..

2:04 PM

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10:31 AM

i miss gilbert!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

12:24 AM

i think its fate that i do badly for this sem. ARAGH! STUPID TESTS!

9:02 PM

YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY I GOT LOVE IN MY TUMMY, AND I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU!

haha!

Yesterday was so much fun although it's only a few of us. Tuan Ann, Dennis, Esther, Ziya, RyunKiat, Mel Lin, Peiwen and myself gathered at Peiwen's house to COOK AND EAT AND LAUGH together! :D

There was Spaghetti, Chicken wings, unagi (WHICH EVERYONE SNATCHED!), and of cos my famous cupcakes!! Everyone litteraly snatched it la. Quite scary. It finished as soon as Mel Lin came over. HAHAHA! =x

LAZY BUMS!

It was raining like mad and we were kindda joking about the people at the floating platform and how the parade comander eyes always open big big when he shout the last command.

Then Gilbert came over and we had FONDUEEEEEEEE!!! Damn shiok la can!

10:04 AM

I've heard that time heals all wounds (ok la, this one not really wound, but still can apply). But i think time doesn't take away scars. Unless you use like those super medicated creams for scars?

Ok, that's besides the point.

I miss you, Gilbert Lim Weisheng. Everywhere i go, it reminds me of you. Every corner i turn, every shop i see, every guy in No. 4. It reminds me of fond memories. I can't wait to spend more with you..

When fat man bullied me today, i was so upset, i broke down. I wish you were there, and i know you wished you were there too. You'd be so strong for me, hug me and say all those nasty things about him to make me laugh. My friends comforted me and held my hand and of cos, i am grateful.

But you know what? You may not be here pysically, but.. You are here, you're here in my heart. Always.

I know you hate army food. So i went online to find out some nice things to cook for you. (and myself of cos! I love food! :D)

I can't wait to see you later tonight. If that's not possible, Sunday then.

Remember, i'll always love you. :)

Here's to our 18th!

*KISSES 10 MILLION BIG FAT WET KISSES*

12:05 AM

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM GOING CRAZY!

Jap and BESE report finally down. Now just left with Proficiency Test. And there's still Geog travel test on monday. GG! Brain fully cooked. :(

11:24 PM

Today is the most unlucky day ever!!!!

1) I realized i didn't bring my EZ link card out with me after i've boarded the bus! I had to use coins instead!
2) I missed my 27 stop. But also just as well, i went to change for coins.
3) When i went to Tamp Mall to buy GV movie vouchers, they told me i had to fill in a form which needs 3 working days to process! WTF!! I was panicking like mad!
4) I missed the bus to school when i was at the road junction.
5) The new accounting teacher damn irritating.
6) I ran out of paper while printing my things. No thanks to SC.

then.... Darling Gilbert msged me and asked me to try Shaw at Century Square.

7) Went to Century Square with SC and Peiwen and Shaw ran out of vouchers! Plus their service very bad. tsktsk! They refused to call Shaw Bugis for me until i made a fuss. Then they gave me their number.
8) SC and i dialed 100 a million times to try and get Cathay AMK number. But Singtel just decided to give us weird numbers. I got like Orchard Cine, Cathay main office, AMK Cathay movie hotline where u buy movie tickets and talk to machines! WTF!!!!
9) Then on my way to school, i called Esther to help me check out AMK Cathay cos she was at AMK hub. THANKS ESTHER. OWE YOU A MILLION KISSES! But, they said i have to buy from HQ. Which we don't know where.
10) Called Shaw Bugis, they have a lot. THAT MEANS I TRAVELED DOWN TO BUGIS JUST TO BUY STUPID VOUCHERS! Gah!

And i spend like $5 on bus fares today! :@

Lucky Mayling lent me her spare EZ link card to go to Bugis.

There's the i.Live carnival tmr to stress me. Profiency test on Friday, Jap role play on Thursday, and BESE report to complete by Thursday! WTF REALLY! stress stress~~~~

11:39 PM

Wells, the weekend was fun but short! :( I don't want it to end! Now, its Sunday night, Gilbert's not with me anymore and its a bloody hectic week up ahead. I better start studying my pick up chart and my Jap script.

Anyways! He managed to book out on Friday instead of Saturday! :D Went to meet him after SSM for dinner and we had Din Tai Fung. The xiao long bao damn ownage. The wonton as big as my thumb!!! :D Then we walked around for a bit before he sent me home and then went to look for his friends.

Then on Sat, we wanted to eat at Seoul Garden, but his mom cooked so we didnt. Can save some money also. Haha. Went to slack at his house for a while. I even had time to take a short nap while he played his PS2. -.- I was so tired and sleepy i refused to wake up.

When i finally did get off the bed, we headed over to Tampines Mall to get some stuff when we got the DEADLY CALL. Damn chua sai i tell you. I think my face was so black that when his friends bumped into us they must have thought "Wah! Why Gilbert's girlfriend so fierce/angry/moody?" HAHA. Opps! Made some calls while walking back to his house in case he needs to pack his stuff and get ready. When we finally got home, it was settled and he was FREE!

And yes, it has to do with SAF and no i am not going to say it here. I do not want to get sued or thrown into jail because of this stupid thing! Come and ask me instead!

[The only reason why i am posting such a detailed post is cos i am bored and i have a lot of time to kill. But i won't know at the end. i might just spam photos without writing anything. Also, there's some sense of sarcasm in the post.]

So we headed out again and we met up with Baoming & Jas at the MRT station. Took the train to City hall where we felt like there were half of Singapore's population dressed in red waiting for people! Jammed packed!! Walked all the way over to the entrance of Marina Bay there and that's where we met up with Nic and Raven.

The security check which we passed. In front of the check were what we presume NSF guys tearing our ticket. And so i asked the guy if he was bored. Haha! He just laughed and asked me what i thought after pausing for like 10 seconds. He's smart. He didn't say anything he might regret. Esp in his No 4 uniform or in front of his officers.

Our 2 very own CHAO RECRUITS! Eh, Bomb might be in the marching contingent next year marching in NDP. HA HA HA!

The crowd walking to the floating platform. They cordoned off like a really big area and roads! Must walk damn far to our Green sector and the sun was like super strong! I hope i didn't get anymore freckles!

Group Pic!! i have no idea why Raven looked so pained.

The crowd! And lucky this time we have our own seats and not like those benches in the outdoor stadium. But personally i think the benches can seat more people.

Darling Gilbert and I!!

Nic's creation!! Damn nice.

We found those temporary tattoos and we pasted it on us! Mine came off like twice when i accidentally scratched it off when i pulled my hand out of my bag.

The paraded just started.

My very patriotic boyfriend who loves Singapore cos he will be confined during National Day next week.

I have always wanted to sky dive!! And those people have jumped for like thousands of times! Literally.

Skydivers! They look like flies from here.

And we had to blow this:

To get this:

Nic and smelly Raven.

Look at Nic's boobs!!

They used to fly past my old house in Yishun and i could see the full view from outside my window! And really really near!

The marching contingent. Saw some people screw up. =x Oh! And as usual, they'll form a NDP [insert year].

That's Benjamin Tay on the right of the guy giving the command!

And of cos, what's floating platform without those floating balls thing.

This is the best part!!!!!

Just look at Gilbert and Bomb.

Looks like gold rain!

This is a group of people I really, Really, REALLY care about. Except for that stupid Raven. She was a pain that day. tsk. She used the hand thingy and whack my head can!

Went to watch Money Not Enough with Gilbert, Bomb and their friends while Nic and Raven went to watch Dark Knight! I also want to watch Dark Knight!!!!! Jas went back to school. Before that went to eat Swenson's and i had my baked mussels!!! damn shiok!

Ok, i am very sleepy now. I am going to sleep. Goodnight.

I miss Gilbert. :(

9:48 PM