hellooooooooooooooooooo!
ok, i just got back from bladding at east coast. at first mom woke my sister and i up at 8am (omfg!) and asked if i wanted my dad to send me to ECP since he was going to play golf. than i was like, ok i dont mind. than she suddenly woke my sis up and asked her if she wanted to cycle, if so, than she and my sis will join Gilbert and i. and yes, they did in the end.
my butt's so sore now. haha. Gilbert was saying that he's so sporty than his girlfriend play one time badminton ache all over. :(
anyway, thats not the point, we went to safra to shower and the 3 of us shared 2 plates of cheesy sausage and 2 plates of cheese fries while we waited for my dad and my mom went to the jackpot room to read papers.
and i defeated Gilbert once at street fighter (out of 3 games.) had dinner at safra and went home.
my entries are getting boring.
so anyway, Gilbert and i have reached 4 mths without fighting with each other before. and sheila says i say it like a bad thing! no, i dont think its a bad thing, its superb when you have issues and you just talk to your partner with no worry if he might get upset or angry and yell his lungs out at you. but i'm not saying we have issues. we have very little issues, or almost none.
but today, Miss Natasha the Crazy/Mad/Silly/Goon thought Gilbert didnt love her as much as he did before. which was totally crazy/mad/silly/goon cos he does (i hope). see how crazy she is. (why the fuck am i typing in third person?)
anyway, the point is, i dont know why i'm insecure today when he has done so many wonderful stuffs to make me smile, to make me happy, to make me feel like a damn princess. i'm so ungreatful for the love/people that has been given to me. i swear, i love my friends, gilbert and family so much its more than i could ever type down.
oh shit, i am i getting sleepy and its only 10.22pm. -.- ok, chao!
-ungreatful brat, Nat.
10:01 PM
