it has been only 2 days (plus another 2 of orientation) of lectures and i feel there's this sense of bonding with all my classmates. like how everyone would try to sit together during lectures instead of sitting with their own friends from other classes & how we'd go have lunch together. i like this feeling & i like school. :D
although i like school a lot, i still miss my 5B crazies & the clique (though we were never in the same classes). like how Qi would take her shoe off and kill the poor ants during recess. and how nic would order blue plate ingredients without rice. and how sheila, toi, ninny, ok la, everyone queues up for the sting ray. and how becky would flash her spoongebob boxers. how i would bring my lunch boxes to school! hahaha.
i really miss my 5B crazies and the clique a lot. but i don't wish to go back & relive those memories again. i'm the kind of person who likes to move onto the future & discover more newer things, make new friends, change of environment, etc. that's why there's this word called
Memories. my life in SJC was really a trying time. with vicious people who i thought were my friends.
yes, i was very cynical during that period of time, but there were people who made me feel loved & wanted. like the clique. they held my hand when i cried. they hugged me when i was down. they offered me tissue & wiped away my tears. they even came when i collected my O's!
and no one is ever good enough for you guys, cos you guys are really so special.
SJC was a time i really felt like i grew up. not in SJC really. more like the time i was studying there and the people i meet in SJC and outside. and i feel like since now i'm in tertiary school, its where i........ "finish" growing up. like adding frosting ontop of a cupcake, and than its finished & can be eaten. and i have so much more waiting for me than staying home and making babies! (hor, sheila loh? -.-)
& then there's Boyfriend to make my life even more blessed.
oh goodness, i sound so emo and retarded. -.- i made cupcakes and they're done. so off i go and add frostings & stop being emo.
PS: there's class later at 2!!!!! gah! :(
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