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Jetstar Taipei Jetsaver Light Challene

2010-04-27T10:29:00.004+08:00

Jetstar Taipei Jetsaver Light Challenge!

Hey guys, I've uploaded my video for the Jetstar Taipei Jetsave Light Challenge!! It took me quite a while to compile everything together.

Tell me what you think!

2010-04-27T07:57:00.001+08:00

Some people just give up too easily.. If I am able to turn my weeknesses into my strength I am a level above the rest.

I always tell myself that. I will not always do the things I like or what may be the best for me. But if I am able to acomplish what I don't like to do, and do it well, I am definately a 'bigger' person.

I don't like to excercise for one. Just ask Gilbert. He has always been trying to drag me to go swimming, cycling, RUNNING.. haha! And I am alway reluctant. But now, for the past 2 weekends, I've been training with him. Running and building up my stamina for the 5km passion run. Althought it's just a fun run and a bloody short distance to many, it is an acomplishment to me.

And to my friends who are in the university, don't give up just because you can't solve a question or that graph is just so hard to understand. Take time to go think about it. What causes the graph to be like that or why does this formula equate to that..

To my friends who want to learn new things but are afraid. Be it driving or diving. It's something that you feel is beneficial than go learn it! Don't let scary thoughts dampen your spirits!

Just don't give up and turn your weeknesses into a strength!

Testing

2010-04-24T10:44:00.001+08:00

Hello!! I'm testing out this mobile blogging! Let's see how it works. :)

2010-04-18T23:02:00.007+08:00

Hello! I went to fly kite with Duuling today at Sengkang! There's an open field next to the Anchorvale CC and there's a lot of people who go there to fly kite!

First we had Macs for lunch... I wanted to drive through but that bugger asked me to park instead. I've never driven through a drive through before! Like so fun!

Anyways!

Gilbert bought a kite from Kiddie Palace for like $2.90? I was thinking, "Wah! Not bad! So cheap!" but it was kindda damaged quite fast. Plus the wind was not really good.. We can fly until the end of the string and just as suddenly, the kite would be dropping all the way down. I didn't have enough time to try and tug it and make it fly again. -.- and i was reeling in the line so fast it got all tangled up on the grass.

Better luck next time?

Am (IR) eady??!!

2010-02-24T20:56:00.011+08:00

Are we ready? I don't ever thing we're ever ready for anything.. But the time has finally come.. We're all graduating! The feeling's so nostalgic! It has been 3 wonderful wonderful years and I highly reckon that the friends I've made in TP will always be there and we'd all grow old together. Especially my loves from H07.

There's not enough words to express how much you guys mean to me. Not just H07, my friends like Drusilla and Pearlyn and Amily who weren't technically in H07, But still every part of us nonetheless.

I should stop ranting and let the photos do all the talking. :D

Jasmine & I getting ready..

We got ready at Jasmine's house and she helped me bun and gel my hair.

Our Grad Party was at Marriot's and the theme is: Service Staff Vs Tourists.. Obviously we went crazy with the dressing up and getting into the mood.

Check out Drusilla who was the construction worker who built the IRs..

Pearlyn and I were airline service staff.

Me with the 2 hotel guest!

Ryun Kiat the MATURE TRAVELER. hahaha! This is really funny..

Dennis the sua-ku tourist

Don the waiter with Melissa Png the beach babe!

God of Gambler & Bunny Girl!

It was a great party and we were all laughing like mad! Luckily I didn't start crying and stuff..

We also made a video for grad video! you can watch it on my FB! Check it out at this link! http://www.facebook.com/?sk=video#!/video/video.php?v=320106741052

Ok, i am going off to bed now.. Uber tired..

2009-11-04T20:48:00.002+08:00

ITS ONLY 7 DAYS MORE!! WOOOHOO!! I feel so excited!! There's this rush in me that flutters my heart everytime i remember that it's only 7 days more! 1 more week!

If you're wondering, work is great. It's fun and i get to learn new things everyday! BUT. you know the irritating guy is as irritating as always.. apparently, my office peeps don't really like him either. I just bear with him and his nonsense. i dont really feel much except when i'm talking on the phone with clients and he talks so damn loudly.

Anyway!! I received the Human Organ Transplant Act booklet thingy.. They asked us to fill up the yellow form if we wanna donate additional organs.. I'm filling it up right now and i need 2 witnesses. I'll wait for you to get back and i want you to sign for me. Ok? :)

Anyway, you're coming back from outfield tomorrow! I bet there's gonna be a long line of people queuing up at the phones and computers. There's no rush to call or email me (though i will be SUPER THRILLED) cos you're coming back in SEVEN days!!!!! Weeeeee.. Counting down till you come back. Love..

I got to go do some artwork now. Le sigh. Love you many!

2009-11-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hi Love,

It's been great getting your mails everyday.. but now that you're having outfield until the 5th, i wont have any news from you. I was looking forward to getting your mails in the morning when i get into the office, than i remembered you won't be sending me any until the 5th or 6th.

I miss your funny antics. I miss you trying to make fun of me. I miss you getting jealous and angry. I miss you telling me that i am annoying and irritating. I miss you scolding me, telling me that i need to exercise. Than i miss you feeding me so much.

It's 9 more days till you come back, 3 more days till you return from outfield. The feeling sucks.

It was so bad when you left. Than it got better, i missed you, but just not that bad. Now, it's back to bad.

Time passed fast today at work. Maybe it's cos i'm swarmed. But that's good. If i get home earlier and sleep earlier, days will go by faster. And the numbers will become smaller. Than you'll be home.

Ok, i am not going to think so much, and go and sleep now. Call me when you have the chance. I love you.

2009-10-26T10:43:00.002+08:00

It's been a few days since i last heard from you.. Or recieved your emails. I wonder how are you doing?

2009-10-25T02:01:00.005+08:00

Hey duuling,

So glad that i got your call!!! You know, ever since you left, my phone didnt leave my side. But quite upset that we didnt say a proper goodbye. Anyway, there's no goodbye for us.. I hope.. haha.

I'm also sorry for not being able to talk to you properly.. The place was too noisy and i didnt want to walk too far cos Ivan was holding on to my plate of food. Urgh, i miss you so much.. I wish i had your shirt or something.. I miss your smell.

Anyway, buibui's been edgy the past few days. Dont know why, he keeps running away from my hand.. But, he always chiong for the food bowl..

Anyway, after my event, went over to Nichols chalet. Haha.. See & Nichols wore the shirt that Lum gave you all. Of cos, since you couldn't be there, i had to represent you. I think we looked quite cute together.. HAHA. Like siblings or something.. Can't imagine if it were you..

Nichols grandma cooked peranakan food.. The buakala was damn shiok. Haha. Oh, they gave Nichols a wedgie until his underwear tore.. TWICE. I took video, you can view it next time..

And there was this cockroach that liked beer.. It kept going into the beer can and all. It was a flying cockroach, and luckily it didnt fly.. Or else Ben Tay and i would have freaked out big time.. Yes, he is damn afraid of cockroaches.. Hahaha.

Than we went to siglap there to eat supper (again) and Louis was very nice.. He sent me home!! :)

Oh! we got Nichols Tennis racket, balls, grip and some shock absorber thingy..

I wonder how dark are you now.

I wish i was there to chase the wallaby with you.. Or to dust off the sand in your hair.

I'm going to sleep now. Can't wait for your next call.
I love you.

your princess,
Nat.

2009-10-23T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hey love,

I got your email! I received your SMS. I even sent you 2 replies and Kng also sent you an sms the same time when i told him i received your msg. Did you get it? I said something about missing your voice and all, and when i come home, i see your email about you trying to call. It makes my heart ache to know that you actually tried to call, but it didn't go through. Isn't it late on your side when you tried to call and email me?

I hope you will never go for so long again next time. I miss you so much. There's not a second that go by that i never think of you.

Did you use your disposable camera to take pictures of the wallaby? I can imagine you getting excited about the wallaby's. I bet they're not as cute as our Buibui. They don't sleep in weird positions.

Today i ate the Famous Hong Lim Bah Kut Teh again.. The weather was so hot, i must be crazy to drink hot bah kut teh soup.. It's so unlike me.. But it was something you would do. It totally reminded me of you.

Work is ok.. Today was not really stressful. Got quite a lot of artwork to chiong and liaising with clients and proposals to finish. But i managed to finish it. I always think of you quietly supporting me like you always do.

Than i went to clark quay for dinner at brewerks for Jon See's birthday. Only Kng, Jerome, Nichols and Bomb from our side came. They were all disturbing me as usual.. -.- Only this time, don't have you to stop them... Or rather, according to Kng, 1 less person to disturb me also..

I don't mind if you disturb me. You're always funny and it will eventually make me laugh like a mad person. I don't mind if you continued to disturb me forever. It would mean, you're gonna make me smile.. forever.

Anyway, Lum's gift for you arrived. It's a shirt that has a print on it that says "Bb" Nichols one says "Nn" and Jon See's "Ss". Haha. They said they're going to wear it tomorrow during Nichols chalet.. Don't mind, i'm gonna wear it before you do.

:D

Ok, i'm going to feed buibui and go to bed now. Don't keep worrying that i'll be stressed at work. Yeah, its stressful, but the people there are very nice.. So it's not so tough.

And does the sand irritate your sinus all? Make sure it doesn't go into your eyes ok? They're so sensitive. And you mentioned that the sand makes you look 20 years older.. But you won't get grey eyebrows when you're 40! More like 30 or 40 years older or sth..

I guess we just gotta wait and see huh? We'll see who's grows the fastest. I doubt mine will be faster cos you remember that day we went to Jeff's place.. i plucked out like 5-6 strands of white hair.. Duuling.. yours starting already!! MUAHAHAHAHAH!

I love you so much. Can't wait for your call again. And it's been a long time since i last heard you call me Princess.

-Nat

2009-10-23T00:27:00.001+08:00

Hey love!!

It's 12.30 over here. I know it's very late and why am i still up right? Well, i met Jasmine for dinner and i just got home not too long ago. Stayed in the office for quite a while to clear up some stuff and i was late in meeting her. i forgot to bring my phone to work today! So careless of me. But it felt quite carefree not to have the phone ringing all day long. Though my clients did call me several times.

Anyway, i bought mascara and eyeliner.. Since my eyeliner dried up and my mascara's my mom's.. =x Not that i want to spend.. It's.... i need it la.. Since you know, my lashes are quite long and i need to enhance it so that i can see buibui better.

My weekend's fully booked man! Birthdays every day.. Friday, Saturday and Sunday! 1 day 1.. With 2 from your side..

Ok, this will be a short entry, cos i am quite tired and i gotta wake up early tomorrow.

Love you!! 21 more days!

2009-10-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

Heyy duuling!!!!!!

I'm so glad to recieve your email! Now you know why i post my e-letters to you in my blog.. Confirm can post and can view. Not like how FB and hotmail someones cock up and cannot post or open the mail..

It's 9pm here, 11pm over there. You must be asleep already. So did you see the stars today? Did you manage to see any kangaroos? I know about the vapour coming out of your mouth and nose. It's damn fun to do! Like, hold your breadth for a while to make it warm than breathe out.. Can see better under light.

It's getting more and more busy over here. :( Miss your voice encouraging me.

I went to Bukit Merah to collect some posters today. Than i went to ikea to grab some stuff, and i saw your friends! Jerome, Nichols and Louis (and 2 of their friends) were there eating hotdogs. I think Nichols ate like 5 or sth. haha! The weather was so hot, i was quite pek cek and i think i looked a bit mad or sth. Than i heard someone shouting my name.. Thought who..

Than i went to find peiwen.. Was supposed to have lunch at ABC but i didnt have time, gotta rush off for my meeting at 2pm.. Which lasted until 4pm. Wah, nearly feel asleep.

So anyway, i went home with Peiwen today. And she bought me Char Siew cos i didnt manage to eat the famous Char Siew that is very nice there. So sweet hor..

I'm meeting Jasmine tomorrow for dinner or sth. Hope I won't have a lot of work to do tmr so i can go off on time.

Today i was listening to some songs, and it all reminded me of you.. I so can't wait for you to come back..

Oh, Peiwen said she wanna work for my company for Halloween. Haha.. Just cos we're gonna be playing with facepaint.. Mad woman.

I'm thinking of the smell that is always on your shirts.. I can remember it, but i can't smell it.. (i can only smell my smelly feet! Hahaha)

I still have not mend my shoes yet! Argh! Can't find the time. I still have to settle some i.Live stuff and all.. Yawns..

Ok, i guess i'll stop here. Must remember to go feed buibui or he'll starve to death. I love you ok? Call me when you can. Everytime i see an unknown number calling me, i get overly excited.. only to find out it's my client. -.-

Love you many many!!! I'll take some pics to show you soon k? Muah!

2009-10-20T23:41:00.002+08:00

Hey.. 我真的好想你。不知道你先在道地在哪里。你是佛想一样在想你。

It's day 2 without you now.. Was uploading some Hell's kitchen into the iTouch. haha. i know i am a bit slow.. the season's finished already. well, i dont really have time to go watch (unlike peiwen). was watching 1 episode on my way to work. and my journey passed rather quickly. :D

Met esther, mel png and peiwen for dinner just now. Although you didnt call, i can just imagine me calling you after i shower to tell you about my meal and what stupid jokes we told each other.

Well, i guess, this is my form of communication now.

Mel brought us to this 'restaurant' at Kovan for dinner. I had Vongole.. It's damn nice! The clams are like overflowing and its salty.. I know i know, i'm not supposed eat to such salty stuff, but i love it!! And we shared some beef pizza.. the beef was alright.. but the mushrooms underneath was AWESOME!! i'm sure you'd love it if you were here.

BTW, my sis got 9/100 for her A math.. =x

Today was so hot.. but i'm sure its not as hot as yours over there. It was killing me.. Had to go for meetings and walk under the hot sun was ridiculous! saw an ang mo sitting on the ground under the wall's shadow while waiting for his gf to shop or something. he looks rather flushed, thought he was going to pass out.. and i thought ang mos love the hot weather??

oh i miss you so much. :( i wonder what you did today.. you came online and left me a FB comment.. You had no idea how it bugs me that i missed it by a few hours.

you mentioned that we're going some place nice for dinner after you come back? i cant wait!! :D

Oh, i'm working on halloween.. we're gonna paint our face and 'scare' the kids at the event or something. quit exciting! maybe i'll become the scary school girl again. remember we saw the bumble bee last year with jas and shawn?

you know, today, i was waiting for the bus and i had this sudden urge to hug you. but of cos i couldn't. so i imagined you standing there, behind me. hugging me from behind like how you always do. smelling my hair and resting your chin on my head. i could feel you.. were you thinking of me then too?

love you, goodnight.. 23 more days!!

2009-10-19T20:19:00.003+08:00

hey duuling,

it's been about 1 day since you left. you have no idea how much i missed you. wonder if you miss me more, or i missed you more. remember to put more lip balm and body lotion. the weather there is so dry, you're gonna be jumping when you drink orange juice on your flight back.

i was so happy to receive your messages last night after you touched down. you couldn't believe how i was smiling to myself with tears in my eyes. we've never been apart for so long.. 1 month apart that is. last time during BMT you were still able to call me, so it wasn't so bad (although i was crying every time you called).

i was overjoyed when you managed to call me just now. i know it won't be often, but it is still good to hear your voice and your childish antics. i loved how your voice 'perked' up when i say 'i love you'. how you describe the beautiful scenery and wished i was there. i wish i was there too. keeping both our feet warm by huddling together. i wish i could teach you how to feed kangaroos.

next time ya?

just now i tried to catch buibui, he ran away from my hand and hid behind the food bowl (it was overturned). like he can ever hide behind it.. he's so fat..

i had KFC for lunch just now, and i thought of you. of how you and your friends who always frequent kallang macs with the free flow drinks. we'd eat until so full and our fingers were always oily. how you'd always change the mash potato to cheese fries for me. everything i did/do, it reminds me of you.

it's 8.30pm here, 10.30pm there. i bet you're asleep. remember to use the blankets and dont kick them away like how you always do at home. you'll catch a cold.

i'll love you forever. :)
24 more days to go!
-Princess

2009-09-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hi all!

Well, i decided to blog today because I'm feeling quite free as I didn't go out for dinner and came straight home from work.. Work? You say? YEAH BABY! My internship just started on Monday. It's supposed to be Wednesday but since i had no life and was very free, i agreed to go down on Monday instead. And another reason why I'm suddenly blogging again after my blog died some time ago is cos i have to do some stupid reflection journal every month to keep track of our learning. -.- Stupid right..

Well, as i'm very vain and i do have some outbreaks like pimples and the most recently FRECKLES! I love to use Photoshop to edit them away. And basically that's it. HAHA. But recently, I've been using Photoshop to design i.live banners and other photos that i try and create to make it look artsy but fail miserably. But I would say i am quite good with Photoshop for a non-design student.

My main point is that, one of the reasons why my company hired me is because I wrote in my resume that i am 'Proficient in Photoshop.' HAHAHA. Yes, I didn't go for any interview (though I really did spend 2 weeks attending interviews in Ubi, Redhill, Zoo, you name it) and they confirmed me. i was quite skeptical at first, but when i went to 'spy' on the company (i wanted to know how and what the working environment is like and where exactly is the office, etc), and when i opened the door, Coldplay's Viva la Vida was playing on the radio.

If you know me well enough, Coldplay is one of my most favorite band! It's a sign i must say! And i said yes on the spot! :) Oh, if you're wondering (and i have not mentioned it), i'm working for this Events company. They deal with D&Ds, family day, roadshows, carnivals, and all those. Cos I've been planning i.live's events for quite some years now, i know roughly how it's run and all, and so i thought i could give this a shot!

Ok, anyway, back to my main point, how's work.. Well, this week I've been designing posters and banners, etc. And I'm quite proud of it actually. If you took a look at my old i.Live banners and posters design, you would think that it's plain and all. But here, within a week, I found my creative steak (i know i always complain to nic that i have no artistic flare in me). The first 2 days, i designed a pirate & Olympic themed posters. I followed my supervisor's ideas and style of designing. Those were for actual clients. Than when i was done with it, he gave me another assignment, to design a retro style poster. This one was just utter randomness and there was no project with a retro theme. So i went online to surf the net and look for inspiration. THAN, i found some Photoshop brushes. I tell you, they're miracles! HAHAHHA! i knew of their existences but i never wondered by i didn't use them. I did use downloaded brushes before than i changed my computer and everything was gone. I only loved to play around and download all sorts of cute fonts.

Than for my pirate and Olympic posters, my supervisor had to make major adjustments like don't use this picture, and change the colour, shift this here, make this bigger, use brighter colours. I only used photos i found online and just inserted them into the poster etc. THAN came the retro assignment. I played with all sorts of retro circle brushes and pictures and all. AND my supervisor said 'It's nice! We can use this next time we have a retro theme project.' and DIDN'T make amendments. He even asked my other colleagues to come and take a look. I was so shy but delighted as well. If i could blush, I would have been a tomato.

Than today he asked me to do a backdrop with a Halloween theme. And he liked it so much i think he's going use it for multiple Halloween projects. HEEHEE.

Ok, that's all for now, I'm going to go read my book. :D

2009-08-19T12:29:00.000+08:00

2009-07-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

after 2 and a half years, you still don't know me. not a single bit.

what happened to all the surprises?

2009-07-19T01:13:00.004+08:00

Today was the day i wanted to save someone's life. But i couldn't.. Because my artery is too small..

haha.

My friends and i went to donate blood today. Mel Lin couldn't donate cos of a skin infection. Peiwen is 44.9kg and the minimal weight is 45kg. (She's just plain unlucky la) and My artery is too small. Sianzzzzzzz....

You know, i like to help people. haha. I want to donate blood, if some stranger needs my kidney, i don't mind donating mine. I want to learn CPR and basic first aid..

Anyways, finally submitted the last project. Had a couple bad proj mates. :( What to do, that's part of life i guess. At least i think i know how to manage my time well, or rather prioritise my stuff. i know what's important from what is not..

Well, i have this proj mate who takes about 10 days to do half a page of target market.. And i don't remember how long to do a timetable for MICE and filled in 'registration, lunch, tea' in only. Sherlyn and i stayed in school until 7.30pm that day just to fill it in.

And another proj mate who writes nonsensical stuff for her work and we gotta redo.. So it's not just double work, it's triple work ok! With those 2 people. Sigh.

Esp for the latest project. I did major editing for Proj Mate #2 cos when we changed concept, she didnt change her write up according to the new concept. So i had to redo.. Plus my own work.. Than Proj Mate #1 hasn't finished target market. So i had to work on this part alone cos she has not finished the simplest task..

If it's not triple work, than what?

I was so pissed at #1 that i wrote a tension email to tell her off and that we (or I) couldn't take it anymore. I'm done waiting for her already. I think that was a bit harsh, but i seriously hope it's a wake up call.

I mean, what can she be busy with? She's no longer the main comm for her CCA. I am president of i.Live leh. i can handle my main com AND still go my work, AND plan and run an event AND spend time with Bert AND wash buibui's cage AND paw my dad to let me drive the car AND get my license................. AND still go out with H07.. i think that's all la. AHAHAHA.

Ok, whatever, i'm not angry anymore. I'm just sad because a group of 6 should have so much ideas and manpower, projects should be a breeze, instead it's like a group of 4. && #2 doesnt contribute ideas or even talk during discussions. She jUst stares at us. Must be cos i am too pretty. HAHAHAHA. OR too ugly, thats why she's staring..

OK, LETS NOT TALK ABOUT THIS ANYMORE!!

I wanna go phuket! and Taiwan again! and BKK!!!!!!!! :D And get a diving license.. :D Maybe i should get a boating license and a bike license..

I wish i was that free though. Internship's coming. Quite excited. Hope i have OT though. than can earn more money. :D

Ok, ciao, i'm gonna go kiss buibui now.. He's became fatter. hahaha..

2009-06-25T00:22:00.002+08:00

I AM SO ANGRY I WANNA KILL HERRRRRRRRRRR! ok, maybe not.

I have a stupidz_galxz in my group who writes nonsense for our reports. It's ok if she english sucks, but it's utterly crap. We gave her a heading to write about DOGS, she wrote about cats, fishes, hamsters and rabbits.

NO DOGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I have to RE-FUCKING-DO HER WORK THAT BLOODY MORON! Deadline's on Tuesday ok!

i am angry_galxz now.

2009-06-16T00:06:00.002+08:00

Today 1H07 (2009) invited Jas and I to their BBQ. It was damn shiok cos there were many many many chicken wings.. And the sotong was damn shiok and all also! Yum!

I think they're so similar to my H07 class also. Like there's always the guy who will BBQ all the food and listen to oldies. The group who'll play ball and the people who'll plot on how to push the guy into the water..

I think i am very luck to have such wonderful friends.

OH BY THE WAY!

I PASSED MY DRIVING! YAY!!

2009-06-13T19:04:00.003+08:00

Today was one of the saddest day. I just sent Jeff off.. He's flying to Australia to further his studies for the next 4 years. I know it's just 4 years, but you know me, i'm a very emo person.

I miss Trevor too.. It was in Feb when he flew to US? Slowly, one by one they're all going away. I wonder who'll be next.

They are not just Bert's friends. They have become my friends too over the 2 years that i've known them. I still remember how they're so nice to me, how much they've done for me and bert.. I don't think i can ever repay them back. 2 good guys so far away.

I remember how Trevor drove all the way to my place just to pick up some package to pass to Bert in Tekong cos he didn't want to inconvience me. When i'm the one asking for the favour. I remember how he fetch me to get Bert's birthday BBQ stuff, forgoing soccer in the process. I remember how he sent me home no matter how late it was. I remember him entertaining me even when i was bloody lame. I remember him assuring me that Bert's gonna be alright.

I remember how Jeff too, entertained me by going to play lan with us. How he came all the way to my place to pick up bee hoon for my birthday. How he was such a ladies man that he actually agreed to buy DVDs for me and not the other guys. How he sent me home countless times. How much he irritated me to the max by being such an irritating guy too. Hahaha!

Basically, those 2 guys were my chauffers la. & they are the only 2 with MPVs k.

How time flies, just a blink of an eye and 2 years is just gone like that. I remember the first time i met all of them at Jeff's place cos i was filming some video for Bertz. That was for Bert's 19th birthday omg! Hahaha.

I'm so thankful that bert has such supportive friends (ok, some of them only. Haha). And i'm really happy to have known them. I mean which of your bf's friends actually bring you out to play lan when your bf's in camp? Or fetch you here and there or accompany you cos you needed someone big and strong to bring you to certain places.

Guys like Baoming & Jerome who always entertain me with all my nonsense.
Guys like Louis & Ben Tay to gossip with me.
Guys like Jon See & Dict who watch gossip girl. (hahahah!)
Guys like Ivan who calls me Da Sao.
Guys like Terence who saw that I got into the taxi safely when I go clubbing with my friends and bump into him and Bert isn't there.
Guys like Junhe who is so bloody lame i wanna slap him sometimes.
Guys like Trevor & Jeff who has helped me so much.

Omg, I'm starting to cry..

I can't imagine how I would be if someone from 07 or the clique goes overseas and study for 4 years. I think I wouldn't be able to hold back my tears like today. (Which flowed freely once i got home)

I can't imagine living without my friends.. Be it the TK guys, 07, the clique or my other friends..

They are part of my life.. Part of me.. Without them, there will never be a Me.

Love you all deep deep. :) Check out Jeff's blackmail photo album on FB later tonight. Hahaha.

2009-05-31T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hi, this is my 511th post! Ok random.

So, the whole thing has blown over and I really couldn't care less anymore. I wrote an apology letter (or rather, Nic wrote) to the hotel and the lady replied something like, "Don't be so harsh on yourself. It's just a learning curve. We wish you well for your internship."

-.-

Well, they're the ones that made it HARD for me hello!?!?!?!??!!!! And my teacher said that they actually prepared a WARNING LETTER for me but than they decided not to give it to me cos it was miscommunication. Zzzzzzzzzzzz.

Anyway, my driving test is on the 12th, Friday! Omg.. I don't want to fail again. :(

2009-05-26T16:30:00.003+08:00

Ok, there's new developments. CKing's called M, my teachers and Course Manager(CM) wants to see me, and obviously adults being adults, they would love to push the blame ALL to me. Yes I do admit partly is my fault for not clarifying.. But it takes 2 hands to clap you know. It is not just SOLELY my fault. How I know I'd be so stupid and don't read between the lines. I am sure the hotel's at fault for not clarifying as well. But noooooo.. It is ALL my fault. Everything is the student's fault. Everything just blame the student. The student is young and blur and stupid, just blame her, obviously we can't blame the hotel for a miscommunication.

YA YA, JUST BLAME ME LA.

Mr GM is a personal friend of CM's. Well, Mr GM is my family's friend too. The CM come and tell me "How will i face Mr GM now?" Well, i really don't care. And i doubt he'll even be fazed by it. All the management cares of the REPUTATION of the bloody school. The reputation of themselves more likely. When I told her that i am going to events, she went, "The job scope is very small. You will get bored of it."

Well, it is MY interest. Not YOURS. To you it may be boring, to me it may not. Well, to me hotels might be boring. What right does she have to critisize my interests. I know what i want to venture into. What is so wrong with knowing what i want and diving straight into it?

When i told my dad, he said something that made me cry.. "Don't worry. There's nothing to be afraid of."

Love Daddy!

2009-05-25T19:30:00.004+08:00

I have never been so frustrated!!!!!!!! And it's all because i wanted to help my friends, I am getting this nonsense from unprofessional and petty 'PROFESSIONALS'!!

What happened was we were supposed to send our resumes to companies for our Student Internship Program or SIP for short. So after a few weeks or so, i am lucky as i got several interviews while my friend(s) got none. So i decided to ask my dad for help as his childhood friend if the GM of this 4 STAR HOTEL, CKing's. Apparently, the only reason why i sent my resume in in the first place was to accompany my friends as it'd be senseless to ask them to send in as the GM would think, "Who the hell are they!?" Thus, if i were to send it in WITH them, he'd be like, "Oh! Natasha's friend!"

But lo and be hold, after J and i went for the interview (they didn't even bother replying M) they didn't like tell us that we're in and all. The HR manager just said something about preferring to hire foreign students over local students as "local students tend to be picky while foreign students just want to work and earn money."

Ok, I'd admit, locals are more picky as they want 9-5 jobs, they don't want OT, they want desk jobs, they want this, they want that. But as the standard of living in Singapore rises, the expectations rises as well. Imagine if you work as some shitty job, sweat and slog it out and your friend works at an office job, in air con and deal with office politics, and all this while you both get the same pay.. Obviously the office boy will laugh at the shitty job boy. BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT.

My point is that they're quite petty ~~and unprofessional~~.
1) They didn't tell us in black and white that they've confirmed us.
2) They didn't tell us face to face that they've confirmed us.
3) They didn't reply my emails when i wanted to make interview arrangements.
4) They didn't even reply M's repeated emails when she sent her resume.

And about point 3, I called them in the morning on the day of my interview (it was a Monday, I couldn't call during the weekend right..) to confirm with them. And of cos, it was confirmed la. But anyway, about 20 mins after i hung up, the assistant called me to confirm when she should have done it 3 days ago.

Ok, I admit that i am partly at fault for not clarifying. But what do you expect of a student who is DESPERATE for an internship? We're sending out 20 resumes at once leh!

Anyway, they sent the school a disappointment letter and i am in deep shit.. Just cos i wanted to help. Is it wrong to help people who i love?

My teacher actually told J, "Next time who would want to hire Natasha?" WTF. IT WAS JUST FUCKING MISCOMMUNICATION ALRIGHT! This sentence really pisses me off. She is worried that it will affect the school and cohort and all.. But please! She said she prefer FOREIGN students.

ARAGH! I JUST VERY ANGRY LA! WTF.

2009-04-21T00:39:00.001+08:00

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You talk in your sleep, you irritate me when the weather's hot, you make fun of me when i couldn't understand Chinese idoms.
You pester me to bake for you, and than not eat them and complain that its too sweet.
You laugh at my stupidity with Math and than say that i am smart, just lazy.
You bought me a pet to keep me company and than complain i love it more than you.
You hang out with your friends until the wee hours of the morning and than say that you miss me when you're in camp.
You say I am getting fatter each day and still feed me excessively when we go on dates.
You like the joy on my face when I eat my favourite foods, and than pinch and jiggle my tummy.
You TORTURE me by making me walk in the hot sun looking for the shop that sells kites.
You bluffed me that Big Splash was just around the corner and we continued walking for the next 20 minutes.
You like to tease me by saying, "I miss you 50 cents today.'"
Well, I love you too. Just the way you are.
:)

2009-04-08T11:33:00.002+08:00

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2009-04-08T00:33:00.002+08:00

I went swimming with Andy, Don, Ziya and the 2 Mels today at Caribbean! The condo is so nice. I bet its damn expensive. His parents bought the place and rented it out as extra income. And Mel png and i were sitting on the guy's shoulders and had this mini "fight" and see who could push who off first.

ANDDDDDDDDDD.. i was thinking.. my class guys are LUCKY.

Haha.

2009-04-07T00:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder what kind of parent will i be? I always tell myself that i refuse to be like my parents. Overly anxious and worried and paraniod. But i think i might. Like the times in Bintan where i didn't allowed my friends to drive the buggy cos i was afraid they might kill themselves or damage it. Obviously i gave up in the end.. But still...

Anyways, it's still a long way to go. Lots of time to think. Provided there's still an Earth for them to live.

2009-04-05T11:52:00.037+08:00

I know i haven't blogged in a million years.. But here i am! :D Shall update about my trip to Bintan with H07.

First, let me tell you who went.

There's Esther,

Peiwen,

Ryun Kiat,

Melissa Png,

Ziya,

Don,

Shawn,

Sherlyn,

Me,

Melissa Lin,

And last but not least, Andy, who put in the most effort for this trip.

(FYI: I will post pictures from all the cameras, so might have some repeated photos, but different angles. Haha.)

Day 1:

Peiwen, Mel Png, Esther and i shared a cab to the ferry terminal where we met the rest at 7.10am. Got there and realised my lock was missing so i bought a new one. :( Had breakfast and as usual, most of them were late. THAN, Shawn came and said that his passport is gonna expire so they are not allowing him to get a ferry ticket! So we had to go ahead first as the rest of us booked our ticket already while he had to go down to lavender to renew his passport.

We checked in with lots of time to spare, so the picture taking begins!

Our boarding gate

Group Photo: At the ferry terminal before boarding

Looking at the map to finalise our iternery.

Our stack of passports!

Our Barang barang! Yes, we brought food over like spag and beehoon to cook as we didnt want to waste money paying for the over priced meals there.

There was a pathetic duty free behind us. It's really small.

Our ferry! I think.

The LOOOOOOOOOONG walk to the ferry.

On the ferry. It was quite plesant actually.

So when we reached, we were greated with a small immigration counter. I think there were about 4 counters? And when we exited, there were shops selling stuff and resorts stores and there's this shop that sells CUP NOODLES for SGD$3.80 i think. So anyway, we headed straight for the bus that will bring us to Bintan Lagoon Resort.

On the bus ride over

Taken on the bus

The hotel lobby

Taken while checking in. We wanted to say we had 7 people staying as it would be cheaper. But end up, we all were sitting around and the hotel found out we had 10 people instead, so we had to pay for another extra SGD$60 for 3 persons for 2 nights. It's quite affordable also anyways. But as this happened, almost everyone had a bed/mattress to themselves.

The swimming pool. Looks damn shiok right!

I was slacking and posing for the camera while the rest unloaded. =x

The hotel lobby

Buggy ride to our villa.

Now, let me show you around the villa. Well, just photos, but you know what i mean. :)

Our villa!!

The kitchen

The dining area.

One of the single rooms where Sherlyn and i slept. We laid a mattress on the floor.

The other single room where Don and Shawn slept.

The living room

We pushed everything aside to fit the queen mattress there.

The master bathroom comes with a tub. The other common toilet doesn't.

The Tv, obviously. hahaha. There's another TV in the master bedroom.

The bench and table outside. There's also a BBQ pit!

So, after some makan of instant noodles, we headed out to play in the sun!

First went to the swimming pool.

Than to the beach! The beach recreation area.

Big waves! I've never enjoyed playing with waves this much before.

Nice puffy clouds.

The small hut is actually a massage area.

Rain shower head at the public beach shower area.

Looks photoshopped but its not!

The stupid over cast sky which didnt rain till at night and still gave us a slight sunburn.

This Lagoon Burger cost us SGD$18++!!

Peiwen's art.

Peiwen's love for me!! As you can see the heart on my back. :D

Thanks to Esther.

Nice shot i got of Peiwen!

Lazing by the beach.

A tiny hermit crab we found i think..?

So after that, we headed back to the villa where we had our dinner of Spag Bolognese and Carbonara. I hope i spelt it correctly. Andy's a great cook i swear.

Played tumbling towers, which is FOC but you have to put a deposit of SGD$20 with them incase you damage their stuff or don't return.

We also played Mini Mahjong which Shawn brought.

Than after we showered, we went to SHISHA! It's SGD$12 nett. So if there's 12 people, its $1 each!

Esther, Peiwen and I.

Than after that, we went back and SLEEP!

Day 2:

In the morning, Andy cooked pancakes and toast for us! It was super yummy as he added stuff like nutella and bananas!!

Than we headed out for snorkling at first, but when we got there, the staff said the waves were too strong for us so they postponed it to 2pm instead. To kill time, we decided to BANANA BOAT! It's my first time ever and its damn fun!!

The first group of noobs.

2nd group to go!

3rd group!

It was so fun and though it's quite steep at SGD$18 for 15 mins, it was fun! And this activity needs safety! I kindda injuried my neck. It think i hit the waters neck first and it has been aching ever since. Its better now though. I wanted to jet ski but its SGD$50 for 15 mins!!! What a rip off!

Than we headed back to the villa for lunch of Beehoon! It's just as yummy! See how much we saved by bringing out own food! :D

Then we went for our snorkling trip! We saw a TINY crab!

The photos are so blury cos it was inside a ziploc bag.

The sea bed isn't really nice. Most of the corals were dead and not much fishes. I don't think its worth it for SGD$38 for 1 and a half hours. It's just swimming at one spot and no island hopping. I would rather save the money and go somewhere else like Tioman or something. BUT! I saw a jellyfish the size of my head. Seriously!! Melissa Lin and i SWAM the fastest we could away from it. And as the waters were so choppy and the current kind of strong, most of my friends got motion sickness even though they were in the water. Sherlyn threw up. =X

Than we went back and showered and got ready for PASAR OLEH OLEH! Although it's a pasar.. It accepts SGD as well, so people going Bintan, don't bother changing money.

In the taxi to Oleh Oleh.

hahaha.

Went for a swedish massage for SGD$31 for an hour. It was rather shiok!

Oh! and guess what we saw.. DURIAN CONDOMS! HAHAHAHA! This is hilarious!

There were many flavours as well. Like Lychee, Mango, Chocolate, etc.

Than we went for DINNER! :) We had a set dinner for 8 people i think? And we added on some more things. so each person paid about $12 to $13 each. I didnt take a picture, but there's sharks fin soup also!

Sotong Balls

Fried Fish Cake

Sambal Kang kong

Fried squid! This one damn shiok!

Lemon chicken

Cereal prawns

Chilli crab

And those guys sang for us! The guy in the extreme right can sing in chinese and hokkien and canto!!

Than on the way back, we were looking at how nice the stars were!! So we rushed back to the villa, drop our stuff and rushed to the beach to star gaze! We pulled the chairs to the shore line and just lie there talking cock and looking at the stars. Obviously i fell asleep. =X When Peiwen woke me up, most of the stars were gone, covered by clouds. Went back and slept. In the middle of the night, it started POURING!

Day 3:

Woke up bright and early and drove them to the lobby where we had our buffet breakfast! SGD$24++. Steep right?
'

As usual, there's always an egg station at every hotel.

After that, we went to swim for a bit and than rushed back to shower and pack up. Checked out and left our bags with the front desk while we went to play even more!!

Some of us played Wii..

While the rest played laser tag.

And we did temp tattoos!

Than it's time to say GOODBYE. :(:(

Nice shot i took of the bus on the way to the ferry terminal.

Fooling around on the bus.

There's a Factory Outlet Store next to the ferry terminal where i bought a HUGO BOSS shirt for SGD$18!

Bye Bintan! It was so much fun! :(:(

2009-03-05T17:47:00.000+08:00

Best Coldplay video so far!

2009-02-17T21:57:00.002+08:00

:( I cant even start on how i feel. Sad is an over statement.

Ninny couldn't get the Coldplay tickets cos of a bad gateway which frozed her funds and thus sistic didnt get our transactions. Which resulted in the tickets being sold out. SIGH!! It's ok.. Gilbert promised to bring me to UK to watch them live when he's rich.. Hopefully they're still playing then.

And.. my computer died. My hard drive crashed. Everything's gone i supposed. All the photos, all my old projects and reports, all my songs!! I think i should invest in an external hard disk..

Exams are coming but i can't concentrate. ARAGH! :( And Gilbert's having a hard life in the Army.. Now's not really a good time man.

And i'm broke. There's so many things i want.. Waxing, that brown wallet which is still so ex with the stupid taka voucher, pedi, meni, curls, a new bucket bag, endless cashflow... i want so many things and no money. And i still need to save for Bintan. This sucks.....

At least there's the Bintan Trip with 07 and my Birthday's coming up... Which isnt a good thing also, cos i am OLD. Haha.. :(

2009-01-31T21:46:00.002+08:00

heyy..

Gilbert has been discharged.. But he still has a swollen ankle. Anyways, went over after culi on Friday and he decided to have a steamboat with his friends to finish up all the food that his family bought for reunion dinner. Called Jas over cos she didn't have any where to go.

It was just nice for like 14 people can! With left overs. Can't imagine how much they had for 4 persons.

Played a bit of mahjong, which was won mostly by Jasmine and Louis. :(

Than it was my first lo hei of the year! It was the most fun lo hei ever too! Everyone was trying to dump something on each other's hand. Baoming's chop stick even broke and jun he got sesame seed on his face.

Than it was smack jack time which was damn funny cos there were like 10 of us sprawled on the floor and squeezing with each other trying to see the cards. Benjamin was the first casualty. His finger was bleeding quite badly.

And i was Gilbert's personal maid for the past few days. :( Stupid boy.

Going to sleep now. Damn tired. Ciao.

2009-01-28T23:45:00.002+08:00

Today's such a bad day. It's not bad as in depressing...... Well, kindda.

First i wanted to deposit my Ang Bao money into my account. But after queuing for 20 mins, i realized the machine doesn't accept $2 and $5 notes. And i had $80 worth of $2 notes. Haha.

That made me damn late for school.

Than i rushed down to Shaw Lido to buy movie tickets and all.. On the way there, Gilbert called me saying that he was at the hospital cos he sprain his OTHER ankle while running to fall in in the morning. I was so engrossed in talking to him that i missed my stop. -.-

Than when i got to Harbourfront, there were so SO MANY PEOPLE i had to take the bus into school. When the bus reached my stop, i nearly sat on this Bangala's lap cos he refused to move to let me out. I nearly fainted.

Than obviously i was late for school.

Than halfway into tutorial, Gilbert's dad called me saying that Gilbert has to be hospitalized. I nearly dropped my phone.

So after class, i rushed down to see him. What happened was the doc gave him a jab for the pain. And soon his face was all swollen and he felt dizzy and drowsy. Allergic reaction. The doc was so scared that he wanted Gilbert to be admitted. They even gave him the pure oxygen to breathe through cos in allergic reactions, the wind pipes constricts..

I swear the feeling was so horrible. Of not knowing what was going on. Of waiting. Of seeing him so weak and vulnerable. Of being chased away after visiting hours. Of him lying there hungry and they had no more dinner to serve!

The hospital's rather cui man.

:(

I wish i was there to sayang him to sleep.

2009-01-25T11:48:00.002+08:00

Hi, its CNY Eve and i am sitting here ready to start on my Reflection Paper. Awesome!

BTW, Buibui's very cute today. He keeps covering himself with sawdust. :D

2009-01-22T21:10:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

It's been really, really, really, REALLY long since i last blogged. About a month or so i think..?

Well, here's a quick one. Haha.

Introducing... THE BEST PROJECT MATES EVER!

Seriously. No hiccups, no trouble, everyone did their work and all. We all had fun and went mad together. And yes, its is a good thing. :) It was for our festive and events management project presentation. We braided our hair and did a poster for it.

AND HERE'S ANOTHER PIECE OF NEWS!!!

MY DARLING BERTSHIT BOUGHT ME A HAMSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Decided to name it Buibui cos i want it to be fat fat. Hahaha. I wanted to have a girl, but the pet shop said the whole litter are boys. :( and i bought a pink cage.

His favorite yummies are shrimps and the chocolate coated rasin. My Bertshit said that he grew quite fast! Haha.. And fat. :( and he scolded me for giving him too much food. Well, I got Esther's ball and i let my Buibui run in it everyday to exercise!

I've finished most of my projects. HOWEVER, i have a reflection paper due on the Friday of CNY. I cant have any holidays PROJECT FREE! *angry* I was chionging project during Xmas and New Years. & now CNY too! Sucks!!

By the way, i had my TTB test yesterday. I only studied in the morning and guess what? I got 34/50 for my test. Not bad hor? Haha. Ok, i gotta go now, i have culi test tomorrow! :(

2008-12-28T23:31:00.001+08:00

Emails sent among my class for a possible overseas trip together:

Andy:
anyway..dun think about bintan alr la
think about how we going to even stay alive in Singapore first
MAMA..wanna go buona vista protest outside the MOE not
or we follow thailand la..we camp in MOE and TAS and dun move

Possible Slogans on protest boards:

* HTM = Hiong, Toturous, Mad Tutors
* Merry CSITmas to HTM
* Deadlines. All Dead in one Line
* Revi part of taleban, terrorist attempt to destroy education?
* WTF WITH THE PROJECTS?
* Tourism or Toturerism

Don:
hahahahaha why nobody mention pulau ubin ah, take it for granted just because we doing project there is it..

we work so hard to build resort there why waste our freakin money go other places stay

somemore must still go chiong part time job to get decent pay

now got other more IMPORTANT things to worry leh

school work piling up like nonya kueh

HTM wan SUAY!!!

wad the hell we do to end up this way

deadlines so screwed, teachers think we robots seh

school at sentosa but still got no time to go siloso beach play

better still, we get to stay home do projs while everyone goes wild on new year's day =.=

what an exciting way to start the lovely New Year man, what a way, i speechless till got nothing to say..

Terminologies

HTM = Homework Too Many

CSIT = Chionging Schoolwork Is Tiring

CRS = Cannot Relieve Stress

FEM = Freaking Extraaaaa, Man..

TTB = Taboleh Tahan, Barbi..

2008-12-21T22:41:00.002+08:00

Sitting in the Evo 9 is like sitting in a roller coaster. It gave me so much adrenaline even though i wasn't driving. Cool.

2008-12-09T13:42:00.002+08:00

Today's accounting test. Not really confident, but i did study.. So i guess i'll be able to pass it. Xmas is coming! But not really looking forward to it. Gilbert will be in camp i guess.. Obviously he'll be able to book out on 24th? 25th? But still! -.-

Don't want to even think of it la. If i can get though BMT, i am sure i will be able to get through the next year and a half or so. At least he's not going to France/Australia for 9 months or whatever.

Anyway! On a lighter note, Jas and i are hanging out. With the rest of 07 i guess. I haven't seen her for like half a life time or something. :( but i can't stay out too late cos we're GOING MAMBO TOMORROW! YAY. And there's Zouk out on Sat. I've always wanted to go, now's my chance. Finally.

Oh, and i went to play Lan that day with the Bird and Bomb. Bomb intro us Left 4 Dead. It's like CS cum zombies together and its very interactive and very.. team building? Anyways, i am like hooked. I wanna play again! :D

The whole day, i keep thinking of things.. Everything and anything. Except Accountings. Die la.. i shall go pack my bag now. Ciao.

2008-12-07T12:11:00.001+08:00

This holiday season is getting depressing.

2008-11-22T15:53:00.001+08:00

Peiwen: hey, you have womanizer the song?
Nat: No! It's so irritating!
Peiwen: Yeah at first i thought so too, then Cynthia keep playing during lab, now i hooked.
Nat: Ya, she's a manizer.
Peiwen: No, she's a Muahchee-nizer.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!! WTF!

2008-11-18T00:05:00.002+08:00

Hi!

I would like a DS/PSP.
I would like a hotel room at Siloso Beach Resort.
I would like a play dough set.
I would like the SpongeBob monopoly set.
I would like a few diamond rings and necklaces and earings.
I would like more dresses.
I would like a car.
I would like infinite money.
I would like Gilbert not to go to army.

But! Most of all, i would like all my projects to disappear!!!!!!

Stupid shit piling up. Grrr.

2008-11-04T00:02:00.001+08:00

Hey! I found the winners for Zouk's Halloween Best Dressed.

Winner:

1st Runner up:

2nd Runner up:

Winner gets 2 tickets to Cape Town ok!

2008-11-02T11:26:00.008+08:00

Ok, So Friday was the first time i actually dressed up for and went to a Halloween event. First was at school having Culinary Science.. We cooked onion soup and cream of carrot. I know the cream of carrot doesn't sound so appetizing but it actually is!! It's so yummy i'm gonna cook it again. :D

So anyways, met Gilbert at Tampines Mall as he was looking for black gloves to finish his batman outfit and then Jasmine and Shawn came as well cos Jasmine had to pass me the Harry Potter specs. & lo and behold!! We managed to convince Jas & Shawn to come along with us. After Gilbert saw the Harry Potter specs, he went, "I SHOULD BE A MAD SCIENTIST!" and yeah, he went as a Mad Scientist. It was quite funny with his cotton wool eyebrows and beard. He said that cotton wool kept going into his nose and mouth. =x

Saw fellow IJ schoolmates. The one in the white wig is actually a guy. Haha!

Mad scientist intended to try some experiments on the school girl. That must be why he looks so happy.

Bear-bear wants vodka.

HITLER!

Jasmine looks scary here.

Assassin trying to take out the Mad Scientist.

Then he tried to kill the scary school girl.

We saw surgeons too!

& a mummy!

This devil built his own coffin!

More mad scientists!

There's a caterpillar, gladiator, bumblebee & lobster!

Jigsaw! Gilbert's friend.

AND I SAW JILL! It's been ages man!

This dude scared me la!

The guy in white is damn.. gross/scary.

They say he looks like a fat jay chou.

THIS IS DAMN FUNNY!

Dutchess. I think its a guy!

Rubiks cube!

They call themselves the Gar-ment.

There's more on FB! :D

2008-10-27T13:03:00.005+08:00

Oh dear me, it's been almost a month since I've updated! Well, a few quick short updates..

We went to Sentosa on the first day of school. The school's really pretty with all the colonial houses. Went for the first lecture then went to play volleyball.

The rest of the photos are here.

Then there's also Gilbert's birthday! I organized a BBQ for him and a massive cake fight broke out. =x

The rest of the photos are on FB! :)

Just wanna say a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Gilbert, Trevor, Nichols, Jon See, Qian Yun, Jasmine, Andy, Tessa, Juliet, Peiwen and other October babies!

2008-10-03T12:00:00.003+08:00

You know i was just thinking about how brokez i am and i should start a new business all? Well, i was also thinking about the Robot 3 lens camera. AND!! I thought of this idea to actually invest in a couple of cameras, etc and i could rent it out! Of cos there's a rent & deposit fee where if they spoil the cam the deposit fee will be eaten up kind? :D not bad right? I wonder if there's a shop that does that. Hmmm..

This way, the person doesn't need to have to fork up $$ to invest in a camera, etc if they're brokez like me. They can like 'share' the camera. :D PLUS I EARN MONEY TOO! :D

2008-10-03T11:12:00.005+08:00

Hi! I borrowed Nic's coloursplash yesterday and i've been doing some research online so i can use it better. Anyways, i chance upon this:

Robot 3 lens cam.

Cute right?! Anyways, i am keeping my fingers in my pocket. I'm getting more and more brokez! Gilbert stop bringing me out to EAT. Zz. :( Getting fat also.

Anyways, went out with H07 yesterday. Went to OUB Centre to have Sakae Sushi, and i got a hunch that the sushi isn't fresh cos i was having stomach aches and farting in the train on the way home! Haha!! Poor Esther had to smell my fart! =x Oh, we also celebrated Jas's birthday there.

Here are some pics!

THE AMOUNT OF PLATES WE USED! Just me, Jas & Amily

Mel Lin's portion. Just her.

Spastics

Omgxz. I'm so cute. I have shades too! :D

And we drank champagne from the bottle.

Love HAGE OH SEVEN!

2008-09-30T09:56:00.002+08:00

SMRT/SBS have the weirdest policies. Not only does it infuriates me that they want to hike up the train and bus fares, they also prevented me from purchasing bus concession!! WTF!

The lady at the counter said that if i want to purchase the bus concession, i have to wait for my train concession to expire in 3 weeks time, THEN i can purchase it together (both bus and train concession). Like similan! Is that true!??!?!?! Why can't i buy it seperatly (like weeks apart)? Are their computers not equipped well enough? I thought they very high tech!? -.-

Don't they know how to be flexible to the ever changing needs of their consumers?

ARAGH!

2008-09-29T15:12:00.002+08:00

hi, i am at work again. haha.

Well, the weekend has been awesome!!! I am quite glad bloody Gilbert dragged me all the way down to watch F1 on Friday and Sunday. Was quite pissed at first on Friday cos he was being annoying and it was so CROWDED. Zomg. But the engine sounds are damn good. Plus it was windy and the spot where we were at wasn't so crowded. I'm totally inspired to learn driving now. And tmr's my first lesson!!! Woot!! :D

Ok, chao! :D

2008-09-26T09:24:00.002+08:00

yo yo yo!! guess what!!??? i passed my FTT!! :D haha. and my first driving lesson is on Tuesday! So exciting.. cannot wait. haha.

i've started work at Nichol's aunt's work place. Yeah it's quite slack and all.. =X

Gilbert got his posting last Sat and he's posted to CMPB under Air Force. At Tiong Bahru there. Yes, 8-5 everyday! So lucky right? I can see him everyday if i want to. :D But he said it's only for 3 months and if he doesn't sign on, they'll throw him back to where ever he's supposed to go. Like OCS or Sispec. :( And that means only can see him during weekends. And if he goes to OCS, he'll have a 3 week confinement again! Aragh! I'll just die all over again.

Haha. But on the brighter side, since he doesn't see me so often, he'll miss me more then usual. :D I'm warped.

I don't know. His decision. Not bad leh, pilot trainee. Haha..

2008-09-18T12:44:00.003+08:00

haha.. i am stuck at home studying for my FTT. it's bloody boring la. zzz.. looking for ppl to go out with me today.. :x

2008-09-12T19:44:00.002+08:00

you know, i had a very fun date with Gilbert yesterday. After my painful experience with Nic (my skin's still red! wtf!) we went to eat at Carl's Jr and we were bloated to the max. Nic left shortly cos she had to study and we went to Starbucks to chill for a while. We were talking about if he gets into OCS or Sispec or something and my friends are under him and all.

He went something like..
"Nicolas! Why your sideburns never shave?! Knock it down!"
and..
"Jo! Why your arms so big! Go pull 50 pull ups!"
this is the most funny one..
"Andy! Why you always bring your guitar! You want to bring your guitar walk 24km road march?!"

i laughed non-stop as he named all my friends one by one. HAHAHAAH!

ok, i am very sleepy.. maybe i'll go and sleep after i've done some reading. :D nights!

2008-09-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

i have rekindled my passion for reading! Haha! I finished 3 books the past week.. and die la, now i'm OBSESSED with Twilight.. It's first of the 4 books and its about vampires! But it's not that that got me so obsessed. It's the way the author wrote about first love and all its dizziness and happiness and it made me happy reading it.. Though it's quite painful sometimes. AND AND AND! the movie's coming out end of the year. My sis and i are overly excited about it! Edward Cullens is damn yummy.. if you remember Cedric Diggery from Harry Potter. :D:D

It is a MUST READ.. Really. I finished the first book and i'm halfway through New Moon, the 2nd book.. I heard the rest of the books are not as good as the first.. but who cares!!!

It reminded me how my fingers tingle when Gilbert first held my hand. Or how my lips felt like they're on fire when he kissed me. How hard my heart pounded when he tucked a strand of hair behind my ears and held me tight when i was cold. How comfortable I felt in his warm arms (not like edward's marble arms.. haha!) They should name the book First Love and not Twilight. Ok la, its suitable since it's about vampires. HAHA!

ok, i am going to bed now and dream about vampires. Haha!

2008-08-31T21:31:00.008+08:00

Hi!

I have some pictures to upload and talk about! haha.

First, i finally developed the disposable camera. It sucked cos it can take 27 pictures and only 11 are ok enough to be washed out. And though those 11 are washed out, some of them were kindda.. Dim. The flash lousy sia! Cannot take from far. But some of the pictures, the effects were quite nice!

Finished the roll during the weekend taking random things, Gilbert's friends when they came and look for us while i was studying at airport and afterward with Jas and YT when they came to look for us at Clark Quay.

That's my darling! He says he likes this picture a lot! -.-

Ong GQ, Gilbert, Jon See

Rmb my previous entry? :D He really drove the BMW, i just sat in it. Wait till i get my license ah! Hehheh.

Then on Thursday was our LAST PAPER! YESSSSSSSSSS! That means i'm on holiday now! Plus we got our sentosa card already which i am going to make FULL USE of. :D So, H07 went to eat steamboat together at Bugis there. I ate and ate and ate and i was so full i left like exploding! =x

As usual, we tried to take jump shots again in front of Business School.. Wasn't very successful.
Then, Don just decided to block our Mel Png. Felt so tickled during this photo!
Mayling and I! Her hair so nice! Miss her so! :(
Half of H07!

Then on Saturday, Nic, Jing2, Gilbert and I went to Fort Canning to watch movie sneaks! Not one, but two! My Sassy Girl and Make it Happen. I seriously don't advise anyone to catch Make it Happen in the cinemas. It's so predictable. -.- It's like step up plus honey plus whatever typical dance movies only it's not as good as that. Catch it online or something! Haha. My Sassy Girl was quite ok. Cried balls but i still think the Korean version's better. The Hollywood one kindda rushed through things.

During the interval! Guess what game i was playing!
HARVEST MOON! haha!
LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU! MUAH MUAH!
That's how small her head is.
:D

And after that we went to Changi Village to eat and then we went to somewhere near the SAF Ferry Terminal to watch planes. Could see Tekong from there. Poor Gilbert Mon-Fri there, than Sat go back there again.

Oh! And something funny/stupid happened. Nic forgot to bring her memory card for her camera. =x

ANYWAYS! Gilbert and i went to Parkway today to claim our Anderson's ice cream! It was super yummy! Then i was telling him that next time he must hire maid for me cos i hate to do the housework.. Except cook la. But if i do it everyday i will get bored and sick of it! HAHA! AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IDIOT SAID?!?!

"Huh? Who says i want to be with you?"

DO YOU HEAR MY HEART BREAKING! Sobs! *piang!*

:( i pouted and walked/ran away and he chased after me and of cos he is faster right, so when he overtook me he was like "You cannot outrun me!" HAHA! that idiot. He actually fireman lifted me back to the shop. Omg.. -.-

I swear i will train and be faster then you! Next time i will take part in ironman! Muahaha!

2008-08-31T11:32:00.000+08:00

Hi! This is my very first BMW!

2008-08-29T12:38:00.003+08:00

Haha, i was just in facebook reading something from Joey and about all her past actions that may deem her as a 'bad person'.. I swear, i think i did more 'bad' things. Ok, i don't have as much piercings or tattoos as her.. but.. i think i still turned out fine and i am quite proud of myself. I think i changed in a way.. I don't think i am as daring anymore.. I don't think i have that much guts anymore. Yeah it was fun in the past, but hell, i have responsibilities now and i have big dreams with Gilbert. :)

Have no idea why i am typing this.. Getting way out of point. Haha..

2008-08-27T08:50:00.002+08:00

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

2008-08-25T12:52:00.002+08:00

Ok, i know i always disappear during the weekends. =x

I think Nic msged me ytd, i have some impression but when i woke up, i couldn't find the msg. Is either i deleted in a half asleep daze or i was dreaming.

Anyways, the weekend was fun with Gilbert. :D It always is. He bought me a disposable camera and we had so much fun playing with it! I still have not develop it yet. And i must still scan it. Anyways, it's time to go back to studying. I have a paper later at 7pm! So late la! -.-

Oh! and look what we did! :D Hahaha. He's so cute. *pinch ur fats!*

2008-08-21T11:28:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH! SO CUTE RIGHT? He's 'holding' the ice cream.

Aragh! He's coming back today! I dont know if he's booking out or what. But i was so excited i couldn't sleep last night. And i woke up at 8am. And although i finished a lecture already, i still can't really concentrate la! Zzz.. Faster come back darling!!!!!!! :D

Left with 2 more lectures for accounting! :D Still havent touch TTO yet though.. =X

2008-08-21T09:00:00.003+08:00

You know, i met the idiot Nic yesterday to study. We were at Gardens at the yellow building in Maju at 3rd level. So we were just walking around and when the lift came, i went in, not knowing the door closed behind me.. Until i heard a "AHHHHHHHHHH!" i turned around and found that Nic wasn't in the lift and the lift went down. Without her. HAHA!

Ok, it's not funny when i type it here, but i couldn't stop laughing when she came back down.

2008-08-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU BLACK CHICKEN!

2008-08-19T23:38:00.003+08:00

You know, i was just thinking back in the days of SJC, and how hard i would study (ok, maybe not so for Os) but i studied like some mad dog for Ns (and partly its easier la) and i got 2nd place for Ns. And i remembered how happy i was, calling nic cos she really pushed me so bloody hard ( i hated going to her place every day ok!) to study for Social Studies! and i got A1! :D

And i want to feel that way again, so happy and contented with my results for once.. So i will study hard and get into a U. Plus Gilbert and i have plans to go NTU together (cos that's the only school that offeres hospitality and/or tourism or so i heard) and he already got a place there, that smart ass.

And for the first time, i'd actually have a partner in the same school as me! I always see my friends who would meet their gfs/bfs in between classes and all, i never got that same feel leh. Don't know how it feels like. Haha. It'd be quite cool i think. But then, i think he see me everyday, he sure sian one lor. :(

I always thought having a bf/gf who is in the same school/class wasn't very good cos you'd have the same group of friends. Then, if you fight or breakup, it's gonna be really awkard. But.... I think my mind set is changing?? I don't know la.

And we'd go orientation together or something and we'd text each other about how boring/fun/stupid it is, and maybe run off to go eat macs together or something. :D

Ok, i better stop day dreaming!

Omg, i'm so going to study now so i can at least go to a U. Don't care what, can enter can already. Sianz.

2008-08-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

and i'm dying inside to hold you..

2008-08-17T14:36:00.003+08:00

some pictures from SSM!

Sherlyn, Peiwen, Mr Goh, Mel Png, Me!

Us with Ms Mark

I know i said i can't wait to get out of that hell hole, and now that it's finally over.. i kind of miss it.

Sugarloaf broke the HTM record by 1k! We earned $3,625! and Toptable was also the highest this week with $798!! It was a pleasure working you with guys, H11 and H12!

2008-08-16T22:39:00.003+08:00

ARAGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I MISS GILBERT LIM! :(

He's having field camp and i can't even call him FOR 6 DAYS. killer man. I just hope it doesn't rain so much. I can't see him this weekend and it's quite difficult! I know i have stuff to do and exams to study.. but still! :(

i was just imagining him sitting beside my on the bus just now. Holding me, telling me to be strong, smelling my hair like he always do. Sigh..

Just waiting for Thursday only.. :(

Siannnnnnnnnn..

2008-08-14T14:04:00.003+08:00

hihi!

my class took some class picture yesterday.

Yawns. Contemplating if i should go to the briefing later..

I've been playing harvest moon and it's getting boring. Maybe i should start studying.. hmm..

2008-08-12T10:31:00.002+08:00

HEY YOU!

YES YOU! You've just received the GREATEST NEWS OF ALL TIMES, and that is SUGARLOAF CAFE will be up for it's very last time before the school semester examinations happens in TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC!

on the 15 AUGUST 2008, the FRIENDLIEST FRIDAY crew will attend and serve you with their most sincere service and the chefs will not disappoint you but to create heavenly delicious food and pastry for our lovely guests! & not forgetting out favourite BARTENDERS will be creating drinks that quenches your thirst and to give you an experience you'll never forget!

Not only that, there'll be our lovely OUTDOOR TEAM who will be selling unique pastry from the heart of our kitchens and bringing it FRESH AND HEALTHY to YOU, YOU AND YOU!

SO WHAT YOU WAITING FOR?!!!

COME ON DOWN ON FRIDAY, 15 AUGUST, FROM 11AM TO 2.30PM

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Temasek Culinary Academy
Block 31, Level 1

2008-08-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

i miss gilbert!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

2008-08-10T21:02:00.001+08:00

i think its fate that i do badly for this sem. ARAGH! STUPID TESTS!

2008-08-10T10:04:00.004+08:00

YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY I GOT LOVE IN MY TUMMY, AND I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU!

haha!

Yesterday was so much fun although it's only a few of us. Tuan Ann, Dennis, Esther, Ziya, RyunKiat, Mel Lin, Peiwen and myself gathered at Peiwen's house to COOK AND EAT AND LAUGH together! :D

There was Spaghetti, Chicken wings, unagi (WHICH EVERYONE SNATCHED!), and of cos my famous cupcakes!! Everyone litteraly snatched it la. Quite scary. It finished as soon as Mel Lin came over. HAHAHA! =x

LAZY BUMS!

It was raining like mad and we were kindda joking about the people at the floating platform and how the parade comander eyes always open big big when he shout the last command.

Then Gilbert came over and we had FONDUEEEEEEEE!!! Damn shiok la can!

2008-08-09T00:05:00.000+08:00

I've heard that time heals all wounds (ok la, this one not really wound, but still can apply). But i think time doesn't take away scars. Unless you use like those super medicated creams for scars?

Ok, that's besides the point.

I miss you, Gilbert Lim Weisheng. Everywhere i go, it reminds me of you. Every corner i turn, every shop i see, every guy in No. 4. It reminds me of fond memories. I can't wait to spend more with you..

When fat man bullied me today, i was so upset, i broke down. I wish you were there, and i know you wished you were there too. You'd be so strong for me, hug me and say all those nasty things about him to make me laugh. My friends comforted me and held my hand and of cos, i am grateful.

But you know what? You may not be here pysically, but.. You are here, you're here in my heart. Always.

I know you hate army food. So i went online to find out some nice things to cook for you. (and myself of cos! I love food! :D)

I can't wait to see you later tonight. If that's not possible, Sunday then.

Remember, i'll always love you. :)

Here's to our 18th!

*KISSES 10 MILLION BIG FAT WET KISSES*

2008-08-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM GOING CRAZY!

Jap and BESE report finally down. Now just left with Proficiency Test. And there's still Geog travel test on monday. GG! Brain fully cooked. :(

2008-08-05T23:39:00.003+08:00

Today is the most unlucky day ever!!!!

1) I realized i didn't bring my EZ link card out with me after i've boarded the bus! I had to use coins instead!
2) I missed my 27 stop. But also just as well, i went to change for coins.
3) When i went to Tamp Mall to buy GV movie vouchers, they told me i had to fill in a form which needs 3 working days to process! WTF!! I was panicking like mad!
4) I missed the bus to school when i was at the road junction.
5) The new accounting teacher damn irritating.
6) I ran out of paper while printing my things. No thanks to SC.

then.... Darling Gilbert msged me and asked me to try Shaw at Century Square.

7) Went to Century Square with SC and Peiwen and Shaw ran out of vouchers! Plus their service very bad. tsktsk! They refused to call Shaw Bugis for me until i made a fuss. Then they gave me their number.
8) SC and i dialed 100 a million times to try and get Cathay AMK number. But Singtel just decided to give us weird numbers. I got like Orchard Cine, Cathay main office, AMK Cathay movie hotline where u buy movie tickets and talk to machines! WTF!!!!
9) Then on my way to school, i called Esther to help me check out AMK Cathay cos she was at AMK hub. THANKS ESTHER. OWE YOU A MILLION KISSES! But, they said i have to buy from HQ. Which we don't know where.
10) Called Shaw Bugis, they have a lot. THAT MEANS I TRAVELED DOWN TO BUGIS JUST TO BUY STUPID VOUCHERS! Gah!

And i spend like $5 on bus fares today! :@

Lucky Mayling lent me her spare EZ link card to go to Bugis.

There's the i.Live carnival tmr to stress me. Profiency test on Friday, Jap role play on Thursday, and BESE report to complete by Thursday! WTF REALLY! stress stress~~~~

2008-08-03T21:48:00.009+08:00

Wells, the weekend was fun but short! :( I don't want it to end! Now, its Sunday night, Gilbert's not with me anymore and its a bloody hectic week up ahead. I better start studying my pick up chart and my Jap script.

Anyways! He managed to book out on Friday instead of Saturday! :D Went to meet him after SSM for dinner and we had Din Tai Fung. The xiao long bao damn ownage. The wonton as big as my thumb!!! :D Then we walked around for a bit before he sent me home and then went to look for his friends.

Then on Sat, we wanted to eat at Seoul Garden, but his mom cooked so we didnt. Can save some money also. Haha. Went to slack at his house for a while. I even had time to take a short nap while he played his PS2. -.- I was so tired and sleepy i refused to wake up.

When i finally did get off the bed, we headed over to Tampines Mall to get some stuff when we got the DEADLY CALL. Damn chua sai i tell you. I think my face was so black that when his friends bumped into us they must have thought "Wah! Why Gilbert's girlfriend so fierce/angry/moody?" HAHA. Opps! Made some calls while walking back to his house in case he needs to pack his stuff and get ready. When we finally got home, it was settled and he was FREE!

And yes, it has to do with SAF and no i am not going to say it here. I do not want to get sued or thrown into jail because of this stupid thing! Come and ask me instead!

[The only reason why i am posting such a detailed post is cos i am bored and i have a lot of time to kill. But i won't know at the end. i might just spam photos without writing anything. Also, there's some sense of sarcasm in the post.]

So we headed out again and we met up with Baoming & Jas at the MRT station. Took the train to City hall where we felt like there were half of Singapore's population dressed in red waiting for people! Jammed packed!! Walked all the way over to the entrance of Marina Bay there and that's where we met up with Nic and Raven.

The security check which we passed. In front of the check were what we presume NSF guys tearing our ticket. And so i asked the guy if he was bored. Haha! He just laughed and asked me what i thought after pausing for like 10 seconds. He's smart. He didn't say anything he might regret. Esp in his No 4 uniform or in front of his officers.

Our 2 very own CHAO RECRUITS! Eh, Bomb might be in the marching contingent next year marching in NDP. HA HA HA!

The crowd walking to the floating platform. They cordoned off like a really big area and roads! Must walk damn far to our Green sector and the sun was like super strong! I hope i didn't get anymore freckles!

Group Pic!! i have no idea why Raven looked so pained.

The crowd! And lucky this time we have our own seats and not like those benches in the outdoor stadium. But personally i think the benches can seat more people.

Darling Gilbert and I!!

Nic's creation!! Damn nice.

We found those temporary tattoos and we pasted it on us! Mine came off like twice when i accidentally scratched it off when i pulled my hand out of my bag.

The paraded just started.

My very patriotic boyfriend who loves Singapore cos he will be confined during National Day next week.

I have always wanted to sky dive!! And those people have jumped for like thousands of times! Literally.

Skydivers! They look like flies from here.

And we had to blow this:

To get this:

Nic and smelly Raven.

Look at Nic's boobs!!

They used to fly past my old house in Yishun and i could see the full view from outside my window! And really really near!

The marching contingent. Saw some people screw up. =x Oh! And as usual, they'll form a NDP [insert year].

That's Benjamin Tay on the right of the guy giving the command!

And of cos, what's floating platform without those floating balls thing.

This is the best part!!!!!

Just look at Gilbert and Bomb.

Looks like gold rain!

This is a group of people I really, Really, REALLY care about. Except for that stupid Raven. She was a pain that day. tsk. She used the hand thingy and whack my head can!

Went to watch Money Not Enough with Gilbert, Bomb and their friends while Nic and Raven went to watch Dark Knight! I also want to watch Dark Knight!!!!! Jas went back to school. Before that went to eat Swenson's and i had my baked mussels!!! damn shiok!

Ok, i am very sleepy now. I am going to sleep. Goodnight.

I miss Gilbert. :(

2008-07-30T10:52:00.003+08:00

This week and next week are going to be HECTIC!!!!!

There's the i.Live carnival to plan. It's more or less done, but there's still banners to send for printing, sub coms to handle, etc. It's only next week!

Next week is the most hectic! I have my Jap role play script to memorize, my SSM pick up menu to memorize. That's the most retarded one. There are like 20 over dishes and in each dish got like 10 or more ingredients. I see my friends study it i also scared. And not forgetting the Healthy Campus Carnival. -.-

Anyways, yesterday in school was fun. We had $100 to spend so we ordered pizzas to school and all. It was damn yummy.

2H12

my class has the most guys!

Jojo, me, drusilla, calynn

We had 6 pizzas!!

2008-07-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

hey! just a few updates since wed..

I took my BTT on Thursday and of cos i passed la! HAHA! Jojo came to CDC to find me after my test and we signed up for advance together. :D It's on 25th Sept, Wednesday.

And then, Gilbert booked out on Friday. Was kindda late in meeting him cos i left SSM late and when i saw him running to the bus stop with the umbrella, my tears just flowed down. I've never missed him so much before. Am I glad he's finally out.

(but now he's back in...)

We went to his place to slack and talk cock a bit and shower before eating his mom's home cooked food! the fish and chicken damn ownage! Then we left for clarke quay for Sham's birthday. You should see the look on her face when she saw us, and you should see how she was so happy until she cried when Jo presented her with the ~~lego~~ Tego poster. HAHA! Then, Becky tried to lift the cake up, and guess what happened. Half the cake fell onto the table.. She's damn pro know.

They left for X-files after that but, we left after dinner cos we're both tired..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAM! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOURSELF!

We walked around Clarke Quay for a bit and just chit chatted about everything and anything. And of cos he covered me with tons of kisses. :D

Then we went back home. When i was showering, his friends called him out for movie.. It was nearing 1am. They're crazy i swear. haha. We didn't go of cos. I did ask him to go cos he was tempted, while i sleep, but he didnt. =x

THEN I HAD TO WAKE UP AT 730AM THE NEXT DAY! ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZzz!!

Damn sian, cos i had school, some field trip. We visited various attractions in the city tour thingy and the guide was quite annoying and very irritated by us i think. She keep saying we very noisy and walk very slow. Thanks ah! Normal tourists may be noisy and slow also what!

Then I went back to Gilbert's place to pick up my things and his friends called again. Play soccer. Haha! So, i joined him. But i played with the PSP mostly instead of watching. Then during half-time, it got so hot i went to sit outside the toilet, cos got shade and the glare from the PSP not so strong.

Gilbert took Ong's car for a spin and then we decided that i should go home and shower and he'd come pick me up after their game!

After he came back to pick me up, he, me, ong and trevor went to Ong's house. The boys showered while I played with FAT AND SMELLY OLDIE! haha! He's damn cute, but damn noisy and he barks at the slightest things!

Off to Kallang KFC after their shower. I was craving for KFC for the longest time! Jeff, Nichols and Terence joined us. And i found hair in my chicken! :(

Then we went to Kallang Leisure Park where they wanted to watch a movie, but cannot find the right timing and we just walked about trying to find cinemas to watch movies.

We ended up at Esplanade wanted to slack at this chocolate cafe place, Max B___. I have no idea how to spell that place. But they couldn't fit 7 persons! So we walked around and ended up at Marina Square. Visited the cinema, but the timings even worse! 11.50pm for The Dark Knight. I want to watch it quite badly but its too late. -.-

We finally ended up at Hong Kong Cafe where Gilbert and i shared a Mango Ice Kachang thing. Talked cock for nearly 2 hours (i think?) before headed home. Just imagine 5 people squeezing in the back seat. It's quite hilarious!

I fell asleep almost immediately!

Today! I woke up quite late cos i was pretty shagged. But headed over to Gilbert's house once again. We first went to Nokia Care Center to get his handphone receipt before going to the arcade where i trashed him the both times we played mario kart. We also got our Singapore shirts from Hang Ten (dont laugh) for our NDP Preview next sat! :D Their S size is like damn big, i was swimming in it until this nice guy found an XS for me.

Went home, changed and talked somemore. Tried not to cry as he changed into his uniform. He had to book in at 4.45pm. SUCKS RIGHT! Saw him put his boots on, and how he tied his laces. Carried his field pack and it weighs like ten million kg! I couldn't stand straight. Went to the interchange and all the guys looked alike.

We saw Yusho and he was telling us about how his guy threw the practice grenade and it actually bounced off his helmet and rolled to them. I laughed non-stop.

It was time to go and here i am typing this, making sense of my life. Ok la, its not as bad as it sounds. I have next sat to look forward to! :D

RECRUIT W S LIM!

2008-07-23T22:01:00.001+08:00

2 MORE DAYS! I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART! :D

2008-07-22T22:44:00.002+08:00

There's just 3 more days.. I'm really dying inside.

Life's like a monotone now. Nothing to look forward to. Nothing..

Except, to 9.30 every night. Then at 10.30pm, its back to emptiness. School's getting boring with out H07.

Peiwen's being such a sweetheart. She's kindda counting down with me to Friday. Well, her proficiency test is on Friday too. haha! =x

I shall go study Jap and take things off my mind. shucks.

2008-07-21T19:25:00.002+08:00

Hi! I have an announcement to make!

Anyone taking their Final Theory Tests in the next 130 or something? Cos i found this website, http://www.singaporetests.com and they charge $12.90 to do trial tests in the comfort of your home. It has 360 questions and the account lasts for 130 days. So i was reading in some forum advising to share an account with friends who are taking the tests as well. So if i can find 10 people to share, each person just pays $1.29 to do 360 trial questions for 130 days! And you can practice until you sick of it.

So those interested parties please come and talk to me! :D

Btw, i taking my BTT this Thursday and i assume that i pass it la. HAHA!

2008-07-21T12:08:00.000+08:00

4 MORE DAYS! I can't wait. I miss you so much. :(

2008-07-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

"You are the love of my life. Goodnight darling.. I found her and it's you.. My dream girl."

I swear i can just die now..

But of cos i don't want to. I want to enjoy every moment of this bliss. :D

2008-07-20T22:26:00.001+08:00

"After we get through this (2 years), you're gonna be mine forever."

2008-07-20T00:50:00.002+08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! 5 MORE DAYS (considering its 1am - Sunday)

I've never anticipated anything so much before. The week will pass by super fast, cos it always does. The weekends always feels the longest and the loneliest.

Just now when he called me, we were talking about going to eat Macs and taking cab 24/7. I think he has civilization withdrawal. So cute! >.<

It is very hard, being away from each other, but just 5 more days.. 5 more days and we can see each other.

I so can't wait. Not a moment to be missed.

But, i'll dread Sunday night... :(

2008-07-18T19:28:00.003+08:00

You know about all the talk about 'THE ONE' for you and all? haha! i was just thinking right, what if you meet THE ONE, but someone else is THE ONE for her instead of you then how?

Anyways, Toptable wasn't that bad today. Though Goh was quite mean today. :(

Nic and raven left for Bintan alrdy! Unfair, i also want to go.

7 MORE DAYS!! YAY!

2008-07-17T22:49:00.003+08:00

Ahh! 8 more days till i can hug hug you again!

At least today wasn't so bad. We were actually joking and making each other laugh, except for moments where we might say something that might remind us that we miss each other a lot. So i didn't feel so upset when we hung up the phone. :)

I can't wait to see your smiling face! :D

SSM'S tomorrow! Going up to toptable. Gah! :(

2008-07-16T10:24:00.001+08:00

9 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN! It's down to one digit already! So exciting. I love you, Gilbert Lim Weisheng!

2008-07-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today, he told me he will love me forever. :)

I shy leh.

10 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN HUG YOUUUUUUUUUUUU! :D

2008-07-14T12:18:00.000+08:00

KHER MENG IS ANNOYING!!!!

on a lighter note, 11 more day till you come back. :)

2008-07-13T10:01:00.002+08:00

Hello!

So yesterday wasn't so bad compared to Friday when i was out with H07. Gilbert was so sad and all he made me sad too, of cos right? But yesterday he was quite ok, and Jas & Bomb were being retarded so it cheered me up too.

It sucks when you don't have the full 1 hour to talk to him, cos sometimes other things eats into the 1 hr, then he needs to bathe and wash clothes.

Oh wells, i just woke up and just checked my mail. Haven't brush teeth yet. HAHA. =x

2008-07-12T10:08:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, we made plans to elope together (and skip army) and go live together in the forests of Malaysia. Then i told him he have to go out and hunt and get food for me cos i am clueless at all those things. & he said we can just go out to the villages there to eat cos he highly doubt our faces will be on posters all over rural villages.

haha.
(13 more days!)

2008-07-10T19:14:00.001+08:00

15 DAYS TILL I SEE GILEBRT!! :D

2008-07-09T22:58:00.002+08:00

My friends are the best..

Sheila: "For you i will endure Ubin!."

HAHA!

MelPng: "Hello don't be sad! You can go out with us on Friday for dinner(:"
"YEAH! today we ponned lecture just to plan where to go! lol."

Jiayan: "breath first okay. don't forget to breathe."

&&&&&& of cos the BF
Gilbert: "i wish i was out there with you. We'd have so much fun."

2008-07-09T19:53:00.001+08:00

so, That wasn't our 2nd last meal with his hair.

This morning, we had breakfast with his family. His dad was so kan chiong he made everyone nervous.

It was a good start to a horrible day.

After breakfast, we headed to Pasir Ris where we waited for about half an hour or so. during that half an hour, we were like gossiping about what kind those people are and half the time stonning.

We boarded the bus to changi ferry terminal to Tekong and it has this banner at the top. I think it has been there for quite sometime already and it said, "Its not what you leave behind, but what you gain ahead." and there's this picture of this guy and girl like looking very sad and touching each other's face kind. :( it totally demoralize me ok.

So.. the fast draft to tekong is not very fast at all. Plus it had this weird smell to it. Jas said she was sea sick when she went in with Andy, but i was kindda love sick cos i know when i take the ferry back, Gilbert won't be with me. :(

Arrived at Tekong and we had to split ways already. Then we had this tour around Tekong and it was so hot! While on the bus we saw this platoon of guys who are overweight. One guy looked cheeky and grinned widely when our bus passed by them.

This opportunity is hard to come by. How many girls can actually say they've been to Tekong to look-see and actually celebrated their 17th month with their bf there? HAHA.

Ok, it was not a celebration. It was heart wrenching to leave him behind.

So after the tour, we proceeded to the auditorium to witness their oath taking. but before that, they played some video about life in army and why we should protect our country and all that propaganda. It was quite.. Let's just say i almost fell asleep. haha. After the oath taking, the boys had to line up in 2 rows along the passage ways to wait for their family members to come and pick them up before we go for lunch. I wonder if there's actually anyone who came alone and have to wait there stupidly. If i see any guy like that i would have offered him to come join my family lor.

I remembered Sheila once told me that one of our science teacher once went to her son's POP. and there stood boys waiting for someone to take their hat off so they could leave but no one did come. so they just stood there. So, what happened was she went over and took all their hats off so they wouldn't have to keep waiting. I think i would've done the same. Though, I'm not sure if they want me to .. haha!

So after lunch of KFC.. HAHA! ok not KFC, but we had really fragrant rice, fried chicken, brocoli, carrots, mashed potatoes and bread. i would say the mashed potatoes are good. & It was time to bid farewell. :(

I nearly cried, but i didn't. He hugged me so many times and each time my eyes filled up with more tears, but i promised him (and i made a bet with Baoming) that i wouldn't cry and i gotta be strong. It was quite painful seeing him walk away to i dont know what lays ahead.

I cannot call him as and when i want, i cannot go find him when i'm bored and finished with all my classes. i cannot kiss him, hug him, smell him, make him laugh, tickle him, pinch his cheeks, pick out his clothes, snatch the PSP from him (COS ITS WITH ME!), help him shave his facial hair, make his bed, bake muffins for him, crash at his place after class and take a nap for about 16 days!

That's 2 weekends. About 2 and a half weeks. That's half a month. That's many many days without him. :(

But i'm very thankful that it's not one month. I heard that his brother was confined for a MONTH! I'd just die. BUT! I'll survive. I'll be stronger. :D

2008-07-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

today after school, i met up with Boyfriend at Century Square. After we went to print some of my photos, we walked around aimlessly and went to play a round of Mario Kart and Let's Go Jungle.

Then we had our second last meal together with his hair still on his head at sakae. haha! The last one will be in Tekong tmr at lunch. We had the student buffet thingy and we used Sheila's method of putting the rice into a plastic bag to bring out so we can eat more fish and less rice kind. HAHA. It was hilarious at how sneaky he'd look when i was stuffing my bag with rice.

Then we walked around somemore and there was this Hokkaido fair going on at Tampines Mall where they sell stalls and stalls of Jap food and since BF and i had so much to eat, we felt like puking when we smelt all the fish and Jap food.

Then we went back to his place to slack and madeout a little. It'll be the last time we can make out so long with his hair still on his head. =X He was being such a worry wort and he'd start worrying if i'd take good care of his PSP (HEEHEEHEE!) and myself. He'd worry if i was lonely and sad and i'd missed him terribly.

Of cos i will be lonely on certain nights and i'd miss him terribly. But this is also a good opportunity to hang out with my friends more.

He promised to call me everynight even if he's very tired. We'll still talk for like 5 mins.

*SLAPS SELF*

This is just stupid Tekong and he'll be confined for about 17 days. I think i'd just die if he goes abroad and study for like 3 years kind and we can only meet like a few times a year.

haha. :(

i love you, gibert lim wei sheng. i promise to try not to cry.

2008-07-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

i'm devastated. Gilbert's going Tekong on wed. :(

2008-06-30T23:35:00.001+08:00

"Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever."

--Lance Armstrong

"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain."

--Jim Morrison

2008-06-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

well, so it's been 4 days and gilbert is coming back tomorrow! :D of cos i'm happy and excited about it, but the last few days with him in Phuket made me realise that i'm not that dependent on him or have to be at all. and hey! i may just survive when he goes to tekong. yeah, the first night was horrid with me missing him like mad, but it got better and better and finally, he's coming back tomorrow.

Jasmine: "I cannot imagine you with any other guy except Gilbert."

:D

oh, hung out with Bomb on Sat.. he's so dark now! i used to be so much tanner then him, now he's so dark that his face has tan lines from his spects. its so funny. :D

going off now. tata!

2008-06-27T23:30:00.001+08:00

i am sick! :( and no, not love sick. i caught a cold.. :( my nose is blocked and it wont stop running, which makes it harder to blow out the mucus. sobs.

2008-06-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

Gilbert and the guys are going phuket tmr! i'll be so bored! :(:(

2008-06-22T00:39:00.002+08:00

hello!

i love my boyfriend very much although he always bullies me! i think he is the most handsomest boy in the whole wide world! muah!

see! so handsome!

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on a not so crazy over gilbert note, Baoming just went into NS like 1 and a half weeks ago. kindda feels weird cos he's not online for me to disturb anymore. he says he's feeling very fucked up and wants to down pes and leave comandos! :(

idiot! if you see this, just hang in there. i dont think there's much difference from tekong too! we're all here waiting for you! :D cheer up..

and i still think gilbert very handsome. haha!

oh! and i just got back from chalet which was uber fun fun fun to the max! as usual the twisters and all the funny things we did. and this time, we played a new game called taboo! it was so funny. and on the third day, we went to ubin which was the most fun part of the chalet! :D i wanna go there again although it was quite dangerous at some point. i was so scared that i'd die and not see my handsome boy anymore. HAHA!

ok, enough of this.. i better go back and do my projects before my groupmates kill it.

2008-06-07T17:39:00.005+08:00

ok, so we celebrated Terence's birthday yesterday. was supposed to go to Zouk, but by the time we arrived there, it was over crowded already. so we took a cab down to MoS instead. we had no choice! and by the time we got there it was already 12.30, so most of us couldn't get the free tertiary thing. so they opened 3 bottles (wtf really! but could get 12 ppl in) and trevor used his american express to get 2 of us in too.

so anyway, it started and it was quite funny when they were ta-ing each other. oh! and jas got ~~drunk~~ high/giddy really fast.

so anyways, decided to let the pictures do the talking. :) the rest of the pictures are here!

on the bus

outside the club
the comfy sofa!
the girls
the booze!

crazy people
i really like this picture a lot. :)

little children came out to play tonight.
group pic.

and lastly, happy 20th birthday Terence! :D